sapnap's point of view
When Dream had returned from his appointment at Dr. Hartfield's practice a few days ago, he had appeared relieved, almost detached.
It made me happy that the whole therapy thing made him feel better and it reassured me that I had made the right decision.
But what if he just learned to fake it properly?
No. I wouldn't just ruin my day by overthinking this situation. Clay was getting better and I couldn't be happier about it.
I slowly got up from my bed after having sent a message to Karl.
We had been in contact more often recently and I enjoyed his company. Multiple times, I had been thinking about telling him what happened here in Florida, but I didn't want to disturb Clay's privacy.Furthermore, he had trusted me and I wouldn't disappoint him by showing him I couldn't keep a secret.
Ignoring all my doubts and bad thoughts, I ran into George who had his phone in his hand, scrolling through a website I couldn't quite catch. "Sorry" he mumbled and stepped aside, still not taking his glance off of his phone.
"What are you doing?" I asked, not able to hide my curiosity any longer. It took him a few seconds to realize that I had talked to him but when he did, he simply shrugged.
"Nothing", he claimed. I didn't know what he thought I would think after such a stupid answer, but it was clear that he didn't want to talk about it, so I let him be.
Instead, I got twirled up in my own thoughts again.
The past nights had been calm, currently holding a high score of three days in a row without any interruptions.
He could also just not show it, Nick.
That was true.
My steps had lead me into the kitchen, where I unconsciously started to prepare a meal, just to have something to do.
And, of course, to bring Clay some of it. Maybe today was a lucky day and he would take one or two bites?To make it easier for him, I decided to cook a low carb dish with many vegetables. They contained the most important nutrients and vitamins he needed and even if he just ate a quarter of what he actually should, he would at least get some energy.
After having cut several different veggies, I started to bake some tortillas, so that I could turn them into taco shells later.
The dough was quick to make and I cut it into more or less round circles before I eventually put the finished tortillas into the oven.
While they baked, I washed some salad and took out a pan, in which I quickly fried some turkey breast. It was the most "healthy" and least greasy meat, so maybe Clay would be able to get some of it down. If not, I had prepared some beans, because they also had the important irons humans needed.
With a critical gaze, I looked at all the different ingredients I had prepared. I wasn't sure if Clay would eat anything, no matter how healthy it actually was.
What could I do to convince him?Before I found a solution, the oven clock rang, letting me know I should take out the tortillas.
For obvious reasons, I decided that everyone should prepare their own taco. When I had carried everything to the kitchen table, I yelled Clay's and George's names so that they would come into the kitchen to eat.
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Fanfictiontw: self harm, swearing, angst, depression, eating disorder, mention of suicide Dream has always been struggling with depression. Right when he thought he was slowly doing better, he finds out about George having a crush on a certain girl. While hav...