36. She's thunderstorms

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"Okay, okay! I'm coming back to LA!" I groaned and everyone clapped

"Finally!" Breana sighed and hugged me

"Good afternoooon" Alex chuckled, coming out from my bedroom and placed his arms around my waist and pecked my cheek

"It's eleven Al" I giggled and placed my hands around his

"Why were you all clapping?" Alex asked and everyone looked at us

"Alex.. I'm coming with you all.. Back to LA" I smiled softly and Alex widened his eyes

"No fuckin' way!" Alex exclaimed and quickly picked me in his arms and began spinning me around and I started laughing

"Alex!" I laughed and tilted my head back and he didn't hesitated to place multiple kisses on my lips and cheeks

"I love you" Alex whispered in my ear and I grinned at him nodding

"I know" I winked playfully and placed a kiss on his lips

"Oi! Get a room" Jamie exclaimed and we both started laughing

"Shut up Jamie!" Katie groaned and smacked his arm playfully

"Yeah Cookie shut up!" Nick nodded

"Fuck I have to start packing" I groaned and Alex placed me on the edge of the sofa

"Would you mind if I leave the day after tomorrow? We'll meet at-"

"Yes" Everyone nodded and I rolled my eyes

"We will help you B" Kelly replied and everyone nodded

"I won't spend any second without you my love" Alex whispered in my ear and pecked my cheek making me smile

"Fine! I'm going to pack my clothes" I groaned and walked towards my bedroom, Alex quickly following me

After I packed all of my clothes, I put a black turtleneck and dark blue mom jeans and my black coat aside and Alex grinned at me like a child.

"What?" I asked smiling

"You know I almost have the same clothes? We will have matching clothes tomorrow!" Alex grinned and hugged me out of nowhere

"You're such a child Al" I giggled and pecked his forehead

"Oi lovebirds! The pizza is here!" Matt exclaimed and we both left my room

After we all sat down on the sofa, me in Alex's lap and Nick on the ground we began eating but I stopped after one slice.

"Yer okay love? Aren't you hungry?" Alex whispered in my ear and I shrugged

"It's okay, don't worry" I nodded and gave him a short smile and quickly left the living room and walked over the kitchen

I sat down on the floor, my back leaning on the  kitchen cabinet and I placed my head in my hands.

"Baby what happened?" Alex asked and I buried my head in my knees
"Hey, hey, talk to me love"

"Alex just leave.." I sighed

"Not a chance" Alex replied and a soft chuckle followed his words. He sat down next to me and placed one hand on my leg and one behind my back, pulling me closer to him

"Why are you doing this?" I asked quietly

"Doing what?" Alex replied

"Why are you always here for me?" I asked quietly and moved my head to look at him

"Because I love you darlin'" Alex grinned

"Please tell me why did you stopped eating? You told me you were hungry" Alex said and I shrugged

"It's not important Alex" I shook my head and moved my face to the floor but Alex cupped my cheek, making me look at him once again

"Baby please, tell me." Alex insisted and I sighed

"I..I.. Started losing weight and.. If I'll start eating again I'll gain weight and you.. won't love me anymore because I won't be beautiful.." I sobbed and Alex looked at me confused

"What?" Alex gasped

"What?" I asked numbly

"You stopped eating? Love are you crazy? I don't care about your appearance" Alex quickly spoke and cupped both of my cheeks

"No?" I asked quietly and Alex shook his head

"Yer the most beautiful girl I've ever seen love" Alex said smiling
"Please come with me and promise me you will eat"

I nodded and Alex picked me in his arms but I couldn't argue with him. It was a relief really.
He placed me on the sofa and handed me a plate full of pizza slices. He started feeding me and I chuckled.

"What time should we leave tomorrow?" I asked and took another bite from the pizza and Alex quickly brushed the corner of my mouth with his thumb

"I don't know, around 1pm I think" Matt said and Breana nodded

"Alex, I can't eat anymore" I lied. I was actually very hungry

"Yer lying to me love" Alex sighed and placed the plate back on the coffee table

Of course he knew I was lying... He knows me better than everyone. I sighed and moved my gaze to my thighs.

"I asked Matthew to grab your favourite ice cream. I'll grab it and you'll promise me you will eat it" Alex whispered in my ear and I nodded smiling

God I love this man.

He quickly came back, holding my favourite caramel ice cream and a spoon. He threw himself next to me and placed his hand around my shoulders.

"This movie is boring" Alex groaned and everybody told him to shut up and I chuckled. He placed the spoon in my mouth and I hummed because I absolutely loved the flavour

"You don't have to Al" I whispered as I took another mouthful of ice cream

"I'm the one who caused all of this, so yeah, I kinda have to" Alex smiled weakly and I pecked his upper lip

"Don't blame yourself Alex" I whispered and placed my head on his shoulder

After the movie ended we decided to go to sleep. Alex kept bringing me food and I couldn't thank him enough.

"I can't believe yer coming home" Alex whispered as he pulled the duvet over us

"I can't believe you are mine again" I grinned and Alex did the same

"Again? Darlin' I was always yours" Alex smiled and kissed me

"Maybe I'm too busy being yours.." I sang quietly nodding to myself and Alex grinned. It was that smile that he always wore on his face whenever he was truly happy

"To fall for somebody new.." Alex continued and I giggled

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