Corbyn Besson imagines

Pain- requested- smut

This imagine is for @macarenat5
Hope you enjoy this x
Also this mentions rape so please don't read if it's a trigger x

I've been dating 2 months, best 2 months of my life. He's so sweet and so caring. He takes me on dates all the time and let's me go to studio with him. Tonight is date night. We're going to be going to the beach and then for a nice walk. sounds boring but i like it. I wear black jeans and a pretty jumper and a cute jacket as it's winter and I don't wanna get cold. I do my make up to a minimum standard as I don't wanna go to over the top but my ex use to call me ugly and worth and all that so I have to have a little bit of make up on to make myself feel pretty.

Corbyn picks me up not long after and we make our way to the beach. On the journey there he holds my hand. " I'm really looking forward to spending your Night with you y/n" Corbyn says. I giggle. " same baby I can't wait" we reach the beach and I get out and grab my phone and hold corbyns hand  making my way down the rocks. The waves crash against each other and I hold onto him looking at them. " it's soo beautiful" I smile " just like you then" I smile and turn to him. He kisses my lips and I kiss back. He holds my neck with one hand and pulls me in. closer

" why don't we skip the walk and go home instead" I didn't know what to say I wasn't ready. But I simply nod. He takes me back to the car and drives me back to his. So many thoughts were racing through my head. What if he does it when I say no what if he hurts me. I didn't want to have sex. We finally reach his house and he pulls me to his bedroom. Once we reach his room his lips connect to my neck and he sucks on it slightly leaving his mark. He takes my top off and lifts me onto his bed taking his off. He pulls his shorts down and his boner sticks through his boxers. He pulls my jeans off and kisses my inner thigh. He takes his boxers off lining his self  up to me.

He asks if I'm sure and I nod he pushes in. The thrusts in and out slowly at the start. That's when it hit me. The feeling I had when the guy raped me. The pain I felt afterwards. I was scared I couldn't breathe and now I can't breathe. I start to tear up and I come to realisation that I was having sex and I push  Corbyn off me with force. " get of me don't hurt me please don't hurt Me" I cover my face and body sobbing. " hey hey y/n baby it's okay I would never hurt you" he comes closer to me and goes to touch me I move away and go under the covers coving my bare body. " what's wrong princess" " he hurt me" I said.

Corbyn say next to me and look at me. " who did" he said really caring at me. " my ex he use to have sex with me when I didn't want to he hurt me and wouldn't stop until I bleed" I cried. I saw Corbyn tear up and he pulled me into a hug. I let him and fall into his muscular arms. " I would never ever hurt you baby I promise how about we go to sleep and we can try again when your ready." I nod and thank him. " y/n you don't have to thank you I'm your boyfriend I care more about you than anything." He grabs his top and puts it over my body and I put my panties on.  He lays  next to me and pulls me into a tight hug singing to me. I slowly shut my eyes smiling happy I've found someone who loves me

Sorry this wasn't very good but I hoped you liked it x