Y/N Ling suffered the hardest in life. She never had a good family that neglected her for a long time. She was even starved to the point where a normal human would die of starvation but she was pumped nutrients due to the sacred gear within. Her older sibling would even rape her as well to the point where she is unable to reproduce anymore because her reproductive system was damaged from the massive amounts of rape making her permanently infertile. Though everything else works fine. While suffering she called out to any form of supernatural being who heard her and no one ever listened at all but she got her answer. Her sacred gear witch she healed up and escaped but not before leaving a letter. She also gained a nasty case of PTSD aka gains panic attacks when someone mentions her own family or her up bringing in any way shape or form. (Warning mentions of abuse and rape) (Some Trigger warning as well) (Also if you suffer from any sort of mental problems make sure you get the help you need.)