Jungkook sighs as he gets up from his bed after being knocked out for a whole night and a day .
Previous memory is vivid like crystal in his mind
The demon had picked him up from the cold hard ground and set him unexpectedly gently on his bed, he removed his towel after setting the blanket over till his belly , Maintaining some decency.
While he was sweating and tossing and turning with energy burned equal to running a hurdle marathon, the demon in his true majestic form, sneaked under the blanket with him after removing his own clothes .
Both stark naked under covers, skin to skin, face to face
Jungkook's hand held the wrinkling sheets as if trying to push away the pain to something else which got replaced by the demon's back who scooped him closer, face to face ,chest colliding, guiding his stiff Arms over his back
And Jungkook mercilessly scratched and clawed on his back with only pain running through his whole being. He whimpered, gasped, sweat and screamed in pain and lack of sense of his surroundings, his ears buzzing
His eyes closed whole time, too lazy, too tired, too heavy to open and he feels the tail wrapping on his upper leg that unknowingly got tangled with the demon's.
He could feel warm , slightly uneven breathing on his face which caused his sweaty skin to shiver
This all seems like a nightmare to him, clinging on the demon while both of them are tangled without the privilege of cloth but he's desperate, it feels like he's been in pain all his life but it's gradually degrading as he's pulled closer ,his whole body consumed in the demon's.
"shh, you'll be fine soon "
He half opens his eyes, red from the tears as he momentarily stare at the ruby eyes surrounded by pale skin which gives expression of neither amusement or smugness but almost sadness
He sighs as the pain becomes bearable in span of few hours , as whole time demon stayed still, holding him tightly but not bruising, rubbing his back and face, unaffected by the tight grip or scratches Jungkook inflicted on his bare body.
But he's not relived to the point that he can ignore the pain, he tries to pull the demon closer, letting every skin to mold with the demons but it's not enough and he makes a frustrated sound
" you can rest now darling. Just few more minutes "
Jungkook hopefully looks at him, blinking rapidly to keep his eyes open longer to see , he have fallen into headspace by now
The demon combs his hair ,bringing his hand to tilts his head to look at him ,as he captures his mouth in small wet kiss, dipping on his neck ,interlocking his fingers with jungkook's
Who shook violently as demon's fangs pierced his neck on previous mark , he screams in overflowing pleasure scraping inside-out his body.
Both moaned in ecstasy and relief, by the time the demon retracted his fangs, jungkook's hold softened under his grip, soon falling in well deserved sleep with steady rise and fall of his chest while the demon didn't falter his hold and stayed in same position for few more hours kissing his fragile exhausted body , whispering praises to his boy as he carried and bathed him who was too tired to wake up, seemingly unconscious
After being wrapped in robe, he was set away on his bed to take rest not before setting favourable and comfortable temperature of the room.
The torture of pain was too long to mistaken it for dream but he feels great right now, refreshed and energetic
He walks to his bathroom to brush his teeth, his bathrobe loosely hanging on him, held by his hands, as he looks at himself in the mirror, he sighs in frustration .
Now he's mad at himself
He tilts his head, with brush still in his mouth to look at the mark, little blood smeared across that he wipes off with water, fingers gentle to not flinch with pressure on the red mark
He should feel embarrassed for god's sake but no, he don't feel anything like that for being naked with the demon, Afterall it wasn't his fault, right?
This time he takes a warm bath, again conflicted with his thoughts, one part of him is super mad for what happened but another is grateful that the demon didn't leave him there to bare his so called 'punishment' and rather he was too gentle and patient with him plus he didn't take advantage of his helplessness.
He ducks his head underwater in his tub and stays there until his lungs screamed for oxygen,
He's so messed up
With proper clothing of oversized t shirt and sweatpants, he walks down to his living room with still damp hair from his Warm bath, greeted with a sight, he'll make sure to never forget
There's freshly made coffee and toast egg on the table, which is covered in white cloth to give it a rich look
Only that the coffee seems burnt by it's aroma but at least toast looks edible ,he jumps in his kitchen with worried look
Lord he can't afford another burnt kitchen
But voila, it's safe ,just need to be cleaned by mop for all the burnt bread crumbs and egg shell on the counter, other than that everything's good and he almost cried in relief.
He feels a presence behind and before he turns he is lifted up and tossed over others shoulder, knocking the air off his lungs and in same Breathe pulled down on the dining seat with the same breakfast in front of him with the demon in his human form grabbing a chair and sitting in opposite direction of chair , legs spread on either side and hands wrapped on back side of chair looking at him.
"you cooked this? "
Taehyung in white long shirt and jeans nods his head, not bothering to alter his gaze anywhere from him
Jungkook shrugs and dig in for first bite of breakfast, you get used to unusual things after some time .
He tries a sip of coffee and sticks his tounge out with twisted face for the bitter taste, shocked when the demon chuckled
"aren't you gonna eat?"
Taehyung shook his head and Jungkook again mind his business, he's just bothered that the Demon isn't bringing anything that happened last time , and he wants a well written guide if possible because he isn't given warning of what can happen when, always ending up in unexpected ,rather painful things
He tries to blend in the words to frame the question, trying to avoid certain details in it
" Are you hurting now "
Jungkook shakes his head for no as he swallows last bite of his breakfast and gives his attention back to the creep who didn't bother to not stare at him
" what happened actually? "
The demon sighs on this question, as he straightens his back
" do you really hate me that much? "
Jungkook didn't speak for few seconds, is it real or he's imagining that he sounds sad
"what's that to do with what happened to me "
Jungkook expected growl or yelling or attack on him for countering his question for another one, not being obedient but the demon didn't move as if gathering his thoughts
" you experienced pain because of the bonding we have that you not only refuse to accept but despise as well , you experienced the same pain I feel whenever you refuse to accept me,
Being a demon I'm able to bear it all the time but your body can't
,you have to accept it, final bonding is near and this will repeat again and again until either you give in or you'll eventually die"
Plate is shattered on the ground in dead silent room causing a stretched screech of breaking but that's not the only thing that broke though
He broke
His hands are shaking, so are his legs unable to carry his heavy crying heart , so this is it? Either give in or die? Is that how he's going to leave everything behind ?
He giggles then chuckles shaking his head eventually breaking into fit of laughter, clutching his stomach as tears stream Down his face
"are you happy? "
He asks in his low voice, pained expression with a wobbling smile staring back at the demon who looks shocked
"are you happy? For breaking me completely, you know I'd rather die than let you touch me again, you won't need to drag me to hell, know why?
Because I'm already in it "
He covers his mouth with his palm running toward the bathroom to vomit everything he ate leaving the demon alone in living room who's legs are bouncing restlessly on wooden flooring.
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Hours have passed since Jungkook have locked himself in his room and every hour taehyung would knock twice and on receiving no answer walks away.
Jungkook's looking outside the window, his eyes staring at the cloudy sky, hiding the moon and stars, sitting on ground ,back resting over the wall as he slaps himself, then again, then again , tears running down
"why is this hurting less than my heart " he whispers hoarsely ,looking at his body in disgust
" traitor " he smiles, he is so lost that he don't know what to feel ,don't know what to do to feel better , to feel free, to feel he's his own
He grabs his phone, looking at text jimin sent to him
Mochi
I talked to exorcist,
We might be able to get rid of him
He puts his phone back in his pocket, staring back at the cloudy sky, that's gonna pour heavy tonight
"okay"
Rain starts falling down, hitting the window harshly
At this point, even I don't know what I'm typing
Is this story getting worse..