He started to leave kisses along her neck, while Robyn struggled to get from under him.
Memories immediately came rushing back all at once.
She was triggered.
She was scared.
She was stuck.
She felt so small under him, like she had nowhere to go. He was holding her down so hard she knew that her wrists will be bruised after.
She immediately thought of the words from Aubrey.
He has a bad reputation with females.
You'll definitely regret it though, Robyn
Why didn't she listen to him?
Rakim stared into Robyn's eyes, trying to captivate her soul.
She hallucinated, she saw Jemuel, and then saw Rakim again. It looked like the devil to her.
"Get the fuck off of me," Robyn moaned trying to push the male off of her body.
He ignored her request and started to tug at her clothes.
Robyn twisted under his strong hold, still getting nowhere.
"Stop moving so much damn, you might actually enjoy me." He suggested.
"Move! Stop! Get off of me." Robyn started to throw mini hits, but they weren't enough because she was still pinned down.
Oh Aubrey, She thought, Maybe I deserve this.
Rakim finally lifted her dress revealing her breasts. He left a trail of kisses from her collarbone to her belly button.
Robyn squirmed as he applied more weight on top of her. He was close to pulling off her undergarments until Robyn kneed him in his private area.
"Fuck!.." He yelled as he fell over to the floor.
Robyn quickly got up, and grabbed all of her belongings that she saw in sight and immediately started for the door. After struggling with the locks, she finally got it open as Rakim started to get up.
She thanked the lord once she saw that her Uber, she requested earlier, was ready to go outside.
Robyn ran as fast as she could to the car as Rakim went after her.
"Shit," He grunted as he watched Robyn lock herself in the vehicle.
They stared each other down as the engine started.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I should've listened. I should've stayed.
Robyn's mind was racing as the car approached closer towards Aubrey's house.
She cried silently, updating Sabrina on the terrible night.
Fuckkkkkkkkkkkk.
"Are you alright?" The driver interrupted her thoughts as he peeked at her through the mirror.
"Y–Yes thank you." She muttered.
The driver finally entered Aubrey's driveway. Her heart sunk to her stomach.
Robyn paid the driver and stepped out of the car. She approached his door and slid her key in.
The lights were not on, she assumed he wasn't home, but checked just incase. She peeked in his media room and discovered him sprawled out across his L-shaped couch sipping on his glass of champagne.
She tried to walk away, but apparently she wasn't quiet enough.
"I see you." He said without looking in her direction.
Robyn forced herself to come in his view while she looked at her feet.
"How was your day Aubrey?" She muttered.
"Fine. I actually got shit done today, I've been worrying about the wrong thing lately so it was hard." Aubrey threw indirect shade at her.
"Still have an attitude I see." Robyn sucked her teeth.
"And yours?" He asked, he seemed concerned, but still refused to look at her
Robyn bit her lip to refrain herself from crying, she just stared at her feet.
Aubrey noticed her silence and finally looked at her, "..You didn't hear me or?"
"You..."
"I what?"
Robyn took a deep breath, "You were right Aubs." She admitted.
Aubrey groaned lowly, "Why do you say that?"
"He...." Tears finally started to come. Robyn put her hands over her face trying to hide her stupidity.
"What?" Aubrey sighed, he was so annoyed.
"He tried to rape me." Robyn exclaimed. She started bawling as Aubrey watched her.
He felt bad, but at the same time he didn't.
I told you so. He thought.
"So now I'm supposed to pick up the pieces that he just broke right?" Aubrey scoffed, "I'm so tired of you using me as your little support system and entertainment when you're hurt, and when I fix you back up, you just leave everytime."
Robyn removed her hands, "Aubrey..." She looked at him in disapproval, "I-"
"You what? You didn't expect me to say that to you right? Cause you know I baby you right? You know I got a soft spot for you right? I'm not doing it this time. I'm not fucking helping you after I already told you not to go. I told you to be with me cause you know I LOVE YOU, but you don't accept that shit. Nope. I'm not giving in. I do this shit for a living. I know how everyone acts because we all work together. I told you not to fucking go! I didn't know what he was going to do, but I sure as hell warned you. But of course, you leave me at my lonesome cause you wanna go explore shit right? Cause you know damn well I wouldn't do that to you, but you went anyway. You deadass had me sitting around here thinking I wasn't good enough for you. That's crazy."
Robyn was stunned at his rant, well she saw it coming, but sure as hell didn't think she would get it now. She needed to hear that. "I'm sorry Aubrey," She said in between her cries, "I really am. I feel terrible for doing you in such a bad way."
Aubrey shrugged off her words like it meant nothing.
"Do you even care what happened? I know you told me not to go, but I was scared for my life. All I could think about was you. I saw him and Jemuel in one body." She cried even harder.
Aubrey exhaled and took a deep look at her, her liveliness was flushed from her face, she looked so hurt. "Of course I care Robyn, I'm just tired of your bullshit."
Robyn kept sobbing, "I'm sorry Aubrey..I just know I need you right now, and I forever will."
"Come." Aubrey opened his arms out to her.
Robyn practically jumped into the mans arms, immediately cuddling up into his lap,
Aubrey set down his champagne and rubbed the beauty's back, and kissed her head. She weeped into his chest, wishing she never left in the first place.
She missed his warmth and scent, Aubrey missed her too.
Robyn put her crying to a halt, and looked up into Aubrey's chocolate eyes as he looked down at her.
She leaned in to taste his alcohol tainted lips, something she missed so much.
She intertwined her fingers around his neck pulling him on top of her. Robyn deepened the kiss, wanting more of him as she tasted every bit of his mouth.
"I've missed you," She whispered in his ear as she tried to get his shirt off.
She wanted him inside of her so bad...feeling him...connecting with him...she wanted to make love with him....she wanted to have every bit of him. She felt something new for the first time in forever.
"I don't think we should do this now." Aubrey stopped her.
"Why Aubrey...I know i've been fucking up a lot. I know I'm damaged, but I feel ready to do this. I want all of you." She said.
"I want all of you and more, but I rather do this when you're in a better state of mind and sure that you're ready." He said getting off of her.
Robyn agreed silently, maybe he was right.
She laid her head back into his lap and looked at him.
"Baby..." She mumbled.
Aubrey quickly looked down at her, She's never called him baby before.
"Yeah?"
"I....."
"You what...?"
"Love You."
Butterflies invaded Aubrey's stomach, "I love you more baby."