(This is gonna be a long-ass chapter)
Billies POV
me and my family are going on a camping trip for a few days and honestly, I didn't want to go I'd rather stay home with y/n If I go I'll be miserable it sucks not being with her it's was hard enough when I was on tour and I only got back a week ago-
Maggie: "Billie go pack your things"
"Mom do I have to go I've only been back for a week and I want to spend time with y/n before you know it I'll be gone again"
"Billie haven't you noticed Claudia's coming so can y/n"
My eyes lit up
"WAIT REALLY OMG"
"Yes I already told her last night I just told her not to tell you, you can go pick her up before we leave so hurry up and go pack your things"
"Okay"
I rushed upstairs to pack my bag I made sure I brought y/n's favorite Hoodie of mine.
After I finished packing I ran downstairs almost falling because you know my Clumsy ass.
"Okay imma go get my girl"
I grabbed my keys and hopped in my car, I made a little stop before I picked up y/n.
I picked up all of her favorite snacks and 2 fluffy blankets I wanted tonight to be perfect.
When I got all the stuff and tried my best to hide it in my car.
About 20 minutes later I pulled up to y/n's house, I rushed to the front door.
I was too impatient to wait so I let myself in.
"Hi"
A huge smile appeared on her face.
"Are you gonna come kiss me or are you gonna just stand there"
She ran over to me and laid her arms around my neck.
"Happy," she said with her beautiful smile.
"Not yet"
I pulled her in by the waist and kissed her till we were both breathless.
"Okay now I'm happy"
I grabbed her bag and walked her out to the car.
"Before we go get a picture of me for insta"
"Do you actually care what people think of you that much to post on Instagram every day"
"Do you think I look good"
I looked her up and down with love-filled eyes
"Damn Straight"
"Well then no I only care for your opinion"
Okay then, I snapped a picture of her and posted it to Instagram.
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*billies idea she hates negativity*
"You ready to go now"
"Yesss"
We got in the car and of course, y/n got the ox cord.
"Babe really"
"Yes"
I played Everything I've wanted and turned it up all the way.
*low key picked this song bc it's the song I'm currently listening to as I'm writing this so..."
When we pulled up everyone was outside waiting.
Maggie: "who's car do you wanna take"
"Mineeee I can take finneas and Claudia to"
(Btw billies car is not "the" dragon in this story)
Claudia: "sounds like a plan"
The four of us went in my car and my mom dad and pepper went in their car.
I somehow managed to get the ox cord but of course, y/n had to steal it back with her cuteness, it gets me every time.
"Hey, I wanted that" y/n said with a pouty face.
And that's pretty much it that's all it took, I just don't like seeing her sad
I passed her the ox cord and she got all happy again.
"Any suggestions"
Claudia whispered I love you, brother and sister duet.
I played I love you and billies face emotions went down.
I changed the song quickly and turned on All Too Well
"Do you guys wanna stop at the gas station"
Finneas: "yeah sure"
We pulled in and finneas and Claudia got out.
I put my hand on top of billies
"What's wrong"
"That song"
"I'm sorry I didn't know-
"You don't know, well the truth"
I am confused at this point.
"the truth"?
"Y/n that song is about you, the first time I said I love you you freaked out because you're scared of commitment and heartbreak when I said it I knew it was too soon but I really did love you and till this day right now in this second I still do, but that day has replayed in my head ever since it happened, it still scared me that you're gonna leave me every day I think about it...I think about it as if it's my fault...I pushed you too hard...I made things happen without your concern...I'm gonna lose you for something I did...and it hurts to think about EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE"
I was completely shocked, and I felt my heart drop and shatter.
"Billie look at me"
"It was a long time ago, it happened it's over, even if it freaked me out I still loved you I always have even before we started being together, but I was scared of commitment like you said I'm not gonna deny it because it's all true, but I know you, I've never been treated so perfectly... ever in my life...all because of you, so don't let some silly memory ruin our future together...because I'm here right now telling you that I love you...because I do...and I'm not scared this time"
I tear fell down billies cheek as I stopped talking.
"I love you"
I pulled her in for a hug and then got interrupted by finneas and Claudia just before we were about to kiss.
"
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📍Camping site 📍
"Babe this is huge"
"Yeah I know come on wait till you see where we're staying"
I followed Billie to the cabin/house.
"WAIT THIS IS JUST OURS"
"Mhmm"
"OMG"
"You look around I'll go get our stuff"
"Okay"
I kept looking around it was huge, especially the master bedroom
The best part is there's snow out here, it's so pretty.
"I see you found our bedroom"
"This is gonna be so much fun"
I was so happy I never pictured it like this.
"So what do you wanna do first"
"I don't know let's go outside and see your family"
"Ugh really we're in this beautiful cabin and you want to go see my family"
"Yeah why not what else is there to do"
I started smirking, I put my hands on y/n's face and was about to kiss her.
"I have a few ideas"
"Like what"
"Ew no"
"I mean yes not ew but I wanna have fun"
Billie's POV
She ended up running off.
"HOW IS THAT NOT FUN"
I heard her laugh as she ran downstairs.
God that laugh makes me feel happy in so many different ways.
I decided I would text finneas and tell him to keep y/n occupied while I set up for tonight.
FIN 🤓
I need you to occupy y/n while I set up
Read 8:46pm
Yeah no problem
Read at 8:46pm
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I turned the lights off and turned on the fairy lights, I laid out our snacks, blankets and turned on Netflix.
It took longer then expected because I wanted everything to be perfect.
"Baby"
"In here"
She came in looking beautiful as always, her cheeks and nose are red from the cold weather outside
"Aww Baby you did all of this"
"Aww baby you look so cute, your face is so red"
"Yeahhh it's cold outside, I was playing with pepper"
She smiled while walking over to me.
"I love you, and thank you for all of this"
"I love you too...and it's my pleasure"
I kissed her gently.
"Are those takis"
"Ohhh boy imma eat those"
I laughed at how cute she was.
"But before you do that, let's go check out the jacuzzi"
"Smooth, but I didn't bring a bathing suit"
"Who says you need one"
"Billie..."
"What it's the truth I'm fine with nothing"
"Deal if it goes for both of us"
I seen a smile appear on Billies face.
"Deal"
We both got Into the hot jacuzzi and just sat there, I was cuddled into Billie.
"I wanna know more"
"About what"
"You"
"How so"
"Like before we met"
"Why"
"Curious"
"Well before I met you there was this beautiful girl-
I shot up and looked at Billie
"Really"
"What you wanted to know"
"Obviously not about that"
"I'm kidding you're the first girl I've ever loved"
"Wait really"
"I'll sleep better at night knowing I stole Billie eilish's heart"
"Oh give it up"
"I wanna know something"
"What's that"
"How long did you like me before you asked me out"
"Well I could say months but it's definitely been years"
I looked up at Billie.
"Bro really"
"Yes and don't call me bro"
"Or what"
"You wanna find out"
"Mhmm"
I pulled y/n on top of me and kissed her slowly, while trailing down her jawline to her neck leaving fresh purple hickeys.
"Billie I gotta tell you something"
"Hm"
"I wanna go eat those takis" I said in a whisper.
"We're about to have sex and you wanna eat takis"
"Yep"
We both got out and put on our comfy pyjamas.
I grabbed our blankets and covered us up in them.
"Did you buy these too"
"Yep"
"I really don't deserve you"
"Yeah I know"
"Hey"
"I'm just kidding" I turned on the movie and cuddled up with y/n"
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