"Are you going to say something?" Taehyung asks.
You said nothing and pulled your hand away from him. You had no idea what has gotten into him and why he was saying this all of a sudden. It was awkward and uncomfortable for you had no idea what to say.
"What's with you all of a sudden?" You asked instead. "Why are you telling me this?"
Taehyung shrugs, "I've been wanting to tell you for a long time."
"What's, 'a long time'?"
Taehyung glances at you before looking to the side. "About three years." He sighs. Your eyes widen and you stare at him in shock.
"Three--three years!?" You choked.
He subtly smiles, "Yup." He says and pops the p at the end.
You couldn't believe it. Three years ago he wanted to tell you that he still loves you. A year before that he was nothing but a total jackass to you. You shake your head not understanding a word he said.
"How?"
He frowns in thought and places his hands on the floor behind him as he stares at nothing. "I don't know how to explain it." He answers honestly. "I think it was when we all found out you were moving to the States. . . ? Or was it before that. . ." He mumbles to himself in uncertainty.
You rubbed the back of your head nervously as silence enveloped the two of you. You were unsure how to continue on this subject or even if you should.
You never imagined him being the one to admit he still had feelings for you. If anything you always thought that you'd be the one to crack first.
"This is all too sudden." You say quietly. And it was, you just came here to have lunch with him and that was it.
Taehyung glances at you to see how uncomfortable you looked. Your face was flushed red in embarrassment as your eyes showed nothing but uneasiness in them. He quickly regrets telling you but he just couldn't hold it in much longer.
Those two long years that you were gone were emotionally killing him. He wanted you to come back so he could tell you how wrong he was and that he had changed. And when you did come back in some odd way he thought he was blessed with another chance.
Even though you just came back for Jungkook.
He was impatient and thought that this would be a perfect time to tell you, but seeing your reaction he knew he shouldn't have said anything. He looks away and at the wall. He starts to forcibly laugh.
"You're so stupid." He says with a smile. You look at him confused, "What?"
He gives you a mischievous grin, "I was joking." He laughs. You blink a few times processing the words he just said. Was he an idiot? Why in the world would joke about something like that?
You playfully slap him on the arm feeling a weight lifting off your shoulders. "That's cruel!" You exclaim.
His grin widens and he rubs the back of his neck. "I just wanted to see how you would react." He reasons.
"You should already have an idea that my reaction wouldn't be nice." You point out with crosses arms.
He smiles sheepishly, "My bad."
You sigh with the shake of your head. Honestly, you have no idea what goes on inside that head of his. You check your phone and notice the time.
"I should get going." You say and stand up. Taehyung does the same, "I can walk you out if you want." He offers but you shake your head.
"No, it's okay." You say quickly and take the bag. "I'll see you later." You then turned to leave without letting him say goodbye. You quickly headed out of the studio and to the elevator. Once you were inside you started to fan yourself.
"God it was hot in there." You mutter. You thought over the conversation and start to frown. "I don't think he was joking."
Taehyung could be mean at times but you don't think he would be this mean to you now. He wouldn't stoop so low to mess with you like that. Right?
You finally exited the elevator and the building as well as throwing away the trash. You walked through the throng of people not paying attention to where you were going. You wondered what made him want to tell you of a sudden.
\/\/\/\/\/
Jungkook felt a cold breeze snuck through his jacket causing him to shiver. The wind started to pick up and winter was approaching sooner than he thought. It was about 8:00 when Jungkook decided to break away from his group of friends and head home.
It was better than the alternative he planned many hours ago. He planned on sulking at home over that little text you sent. He didn't bother to text you all day nor answer the ones you sent.
You told him that you were free and wanted to hang out but he ignored it. Even though he got happy to see that you wanted to hang out with him he just couldn't help but be upset with the fact that you placed Taehyung first and him second.
He sighs in irritation, "Aren't I more important here? I'm the one that's. . ." He shakes his head refusing to finish that sentence. He spots a bench and plops down with a pout.
"Maybe she cares for him more than me." He mumbles as he stares at the barren trees in front of him. His phone suddenly starts to ring and Jungkook takes it out of his pocket.
Your name showed up on the caller ID and he frowned. Did he want to answer? Should he?
His phone continuously rang and soon it would go to voicemail. He sighs and answers the phone.
"Took you long enough!" You shout through the phone causing Jungkook to wince and pull the phone away from his ear. "Why haven't you answered any of my texts??" You demanded.
"Hello to you too." He grumbles while rubbing his eyes.
"I've been trying to contact you, you know."
"Yeah well, I was busy." He says.
You scoff, "Busy my ass. I called Jimin earlier and he told me you were with them all day."
Jungkook sighs, well there was no use of lying. "Where are you?" He asks, changing the subject. "I'm walking through the park to get home. Why?" You ask puzzled.
Jungkook looks to his left and right to see if you were nearby. He shrugs and leans back. "Just wondering." He says simply. You didn't say anything on the other line.
"Did you have fun with Taehyung?" Jungkook asks bitterly. You pondered at his tone but push it aside. "I guess." You say with a sheepish laugh.
"What does that mean?" He demands. He looks around and spots a small figure walking under the light given off by the lampposts. He squints his eyes and sees that it was a woman talking on the phone.
You shrug, "It just wasn't what I was--!?" The line went dead for Jungkook hung up.
You look at your phone in annoyance, "The audacity of him to hang up on me!" You shout in anger. "I was talking to you, idiot!" You yell at your phone.
"And I'm listening."
You jump in surprise and look up to see that you stopped by a bench. Jungkook sat there while looking at you blankly. You stare at him in puzzlement. You look behind you then back at Jungkook. "How did you--" "I was here the whole time," Jungkook informs.
You glare at him and sat down right next to him. "Doesn't give you the right to hang up on me." You grumble.
Jungkook rolls his eyes with a small smile. "What were you saying earlier?"
You cross your arms, "Before you rudely hung up on me I was saying that when I hung out with Taehyung it wasn't what I was expecting."
Jungkook quirks up a brow, "What do you mean?" You stare at him contemplating if you should tell him. You frowned slightly wondering if he would flip out like last time.
He smiles awkwardly, "What?"
"If I tell you then you can't get upset like last time, alright?" You say cautiously. He looks at you in questioning but also feeling a bit insulted. "I wasn't upset at that time!"
"Yes, you were!" You exclaimed.
"No, I wasn't!"
You sigh with the shake of your head, "Don't you remember?"
Four Years Ago
"Hey, you're lying, right? Taehyung please tell me you're lying." You sniffed with tears rolling down your cheeks. Your body was shaking violently with your chest tightening.
You watched your boyfriend look down at you with nothing but coldness in his eyes. You felt small under his gaze and couldn't help but cry more.
"Get a grip will you, Jisun? God, it's like I'm dating a middle schooler." He snaps. "This is one of the reasons why I cheated on you."
That word. Cheated. You never knew how that one word could shatter your heart so easily. You felt pathetic for crying over such a thing. But you couldn't stop.
"Am I not good enough?" You say lowly. Taehyung's lips slowly spread into a smirk and shove his hands into his pockets. "I thought I made that clear when I had sex with that hot cheerleader."
You looked down refusing to meet his gaze. You clenched your fists tightly when you heard him laugh. "You're so timid that it was quite unbearable. Honestly, we dated for a year and you still won't have sex with me." He says in disappointment.
"I tried to be patient but--!"
A loud slap was made and Taehyung's face was violently turned to the side. His left cheek sported a red mark. You slapped him across the face with anger in your eyes.
"Is that all you care about? Is sex all you fucking care about?!" You yell.
Taehyung doesn't answer but simply scoffs. He doesn't spare you a glance as he shoves past you and to the door.
"We're done. Have a nice life." He exits and slams the door. You felt yourself tremble and sob once more. Shakily you grabbed your phone from your pocket and dialed a number.
"Can you come over?"
\/\/\/\/
The door roughly slams open and close. Loud footsteps were made on the hardwood floors. "Jisun?" Jungkook calls as he looks around your house. As he walks deeper down the hall loud sniffles were made in the living room.
He walks in and sees you curled up on the couch with a blanket over your body. A box of tissues was next to you as well as used ones. Your eyes were red as well as your face. You looked horrible.
"Hey, Kook." You greeted and tried to smile but that only made you cry more. He rushes to your side and embraces you tightly.
You hiccuped and sniffed while gripping his sweater tightly. "T-Tae broke up with me." You sobbed.
"Why?" Jungkook frowns in shock.
"He cheated on m-me."
No noise was made except for your sobs. Jungkook couldn't say a word as anger washed over him. He felt the need to beat the crap out of Taehyung.
How could such a man do that to a wonderful girl like you? You didn't deserve it.
"That son of a--I'm going to kill him." He abruptly lets go of you and makes his way out of the living room. Before he could you quickly grasped his wrist stopping him.
"Please don't." You beg.
"That asshole just cheated on you!" He shouts angrily causing you to flinch. It was rare for him to raise his voice.
"But he's your friend." You reasoned.
"I don't care! He needs to be taught a lesson." He tried to go once more but you tighten your grip.
"Jungkook please." You say quickly. "He's not worth it. Just stay with me."
He was breathing heavily with anger in his eyes. He turns to you and sees how vulnerable you were. You were shaking, your cheeks were wet, and your hair was messy. You needed someone to comfort you.
Jungkook knew that was the only reason you called him and he couldn't leave you alone again to do something stupid. So he sighs in defeat the anger disappearing. "Alright."
Jungkook huffs and crosses his arms. "Whatever, I had every right to be." He still wanted to beat him to a pulp even though you two are friends now.
You chuckle slightly, "Still, you flipped out like how Jimin would." You shiver at the memory of your brother reacting to the news. It wasn't a pretty sight.
Jungkook looks at you with a quirked brow. "So, you going to tell me?" You shake out of your daze and stare at him. You nervously press your lips into the thin line and take in a breath.
"He told me he still loves me." You tell him softly. Jungkook stares at you blankly. He couldn't quite understand it. He couldn't picture Taehyung telling you his feelings. It seemed impossible.
He chuckles half-heartedly, "What?"
You nod, "Yeah, he told me earlier today." Jungkook shakes his head in disbelief with anger rising through him.
"You've got to be joking with me."
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