Pensée Of Anemones

By AfricanJackiee

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A collection of Poetry I hide from my outside world and tell you unjudging strangers More

....heart
....frail flower
...reason
...near slumber
...change
...deepest yearning
...assumptions
...untold secret
...sandstars
...fall
...struggles
...duality
...desperation
...guardedness
...silence
...invincibility
Author's question
...overprotectiveness
...blindness
...having one less thumb
...fear
...harsh reality
... idylls past
... pondering on love
...measures
...forgetfulness
...guilt
... surrender
...feelings
Muteness
...possibilities to disability
... preciosity
...reflection
...realization
...tumults
...depths
...deaths
...comparison
... Understanding
...heart's reality
...certainity
...generality
...self-advice
...sad wishes
...persuasion
...darkness
...fragility
...invocation
... confusion
... worries
...certitude
... nostalgia
...hope
...truth
...pain
...dreams
...misery
... Illusion
...troubled waters
...dismay
...
...fading away
... outwardness
...maturing up with the majustuous dawn
...sacrifice
...stupefaction
...bewilderment
... negativity
... time Left
.. wandering
...sad ending
... sacrifice
...blues
...on
.. darkness
...impassivity
...wish
...anticipation
... prison
...remembrance
... memories
...my disappointment
...balance
...time
... astonishment
...responsability
...mourning
... bitterness
...ending
...vulnerability
...refusal
...thoughts
...acceptance
...musings
...distrust
...thoughts on the vast world
...mental state
...efforts
...exhaustion
...highly unstable
...hard of heart
...regret
...immaculate
...catastrophes
...emptiness
... Unforgiving
...abuse
...reminder
...gratefulness
...doubts
...oblivious
...restrain
...into A Drop Of Tea
... being Infinite
...rarity
...heartbeat
...mental-ity?
ungrateful
awe...
...failure
...admittance
...replay
...betrayal
...tari
...striking
...anxious
...in Love
dua
...melancholy
trying again
...strange
...thoughts to a friend
shyness
Tough question
...ode to myself
...meanies
okay...
...weakling
...fool me thrice
...fake
...cheering
...little fleeting happiness
...unreasonable
...to be patient
...after dark

...unshed tears in the rain

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By AfricanJackiee

I didn't know being able to cry was a gift, a luxury
Until I tried to force the hurtful feelings through their means.

I just learnt that there were some pains that didn't go away with prayers but were actually strengthened by them.

I want to hope that I can become something stronger and higher but every time I stop myself.

They want me to take on a role that I know will be  heavy and scarring when I've been nothing but innocent

It'll hurt me but it'll benefit them

When I'm trying my hardest to preserve my heart and they keep saying they are the ones who protect it

Aren't you the same ones stabbing me ?





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