(Lisa pov)
Just when Lisa thought it couldn't get any worse, the women began to change positions. One getting lower... and lower... and...
"Preserve me..." Lisa whispered to herself as one of the girls started licking the other. The latter was pushing the others head down harder with her hand while letting out soft moans.
"So this is what... eating out... is like?" Lisa winced at saying it, but still her mind was intrigued at what was happening.
Not actually what she was seeing but with what she was learning. What things that they were doing to each other for the best pleasure.
Lisa was sort of starting to feel hot. Not from watching them, but from imagining it as her and Chaeyoung instead.
She let out a deep breath as the women started going faster. Lisa was starting to breathe rapidly when her door was suddenly knocked on, making her flinch and smack the back of her head on the headboard.
"Sweetie? Are you okay?" Ami asked, walking in after hearing Lisa yelp.
Lisa shut off her phone and quickly discarded it under bedsheets somewhere. "Uh y-yeah, you just surprised me."
"Sorry." Ami smiled. "Where's Chae?"
"Bathroom. She's t-taking a bath. She had a headache."
"Awe okay. Well I just wanted to say goodnight."
"Again?" Lisa questioned with a smile as she accepted a forehead kiss from her mother.
"Yes. I love my baby." She grinned. "Goodnight."
"Goodnight." Lisa answered, watching her mom leave her room.
"Fuuudge" Lisa exhaled. Finding her phone and loading the video back up to immediately exit out of it. "Enough learning for one day." She sighed.
Lisa got up and made her way to the bathroom door, sticking her ear to it. She still needed to brush her teeth and do her skin care routine.
She could hear soft hums coming from the room, making her smile. Of course, Rosie would be singing.
Lisa knocked on it and poked her head in. "Mind if I come in?" She asked. Chaeyoung appeared visibly shy, but she nodded.
"How's your bath?"
"Warm." She smiled.
Lisa nodded and began to brush her teeth, throwing her hair up in a messy bun while doing so.
"Hows your head?" Lisa asked after she spit.
"It's better."
"Good." Lisa responded before washing her mouth out with water.
She turned around and looked at Chaeyoung with a smile. The brunette had her hair in an even messier bun, and it looked adorable on her.
"Thanks, for setting this up for me." She smiled.
"Mhm." Lisa smiled brighter and walked over next to Chae, sitting down on the toilet. "I wish I didn't pour that many bubbles though." Lisa admitted.
"Why?"
"Because then, maybe I'd get to look at you." She smirked.
Chaeyoung blushed and looked down. "Y-You already did... remember?"
"Oh trust me, I remember." Lisa leaned down, Chaeyoung sitting up a bit to peck her lips.
"Your lips are cold." Chaeyoung frowned.
"I think yours are just too warm." Lisa chuckled. "You're in a bath after all."
"Um... they were... really cold."
"Are you suggesting..."
"I mean, only if you want to." Chaeyoung said, looking down. "Nevermind. I should probably get out soon..."
"Oh no, no taking that back." Lisa smiled, pulling her shirt up and over her head.
Chaeyoung watched her for a second before looking away and smiling, her cheeks growing a bit pinker as Lisa studied her side profile.
Lisa felt herself getting nervous. They had seen each other without anything on, but that was just from the waist up.
Even though they weren't going to be able to see each other's, lower region, they were still going to be fully naked and in close proximity.
But that wasn't going to stop Lisa.
She slid in behind Chaeyoung, letting herself slide slowly down behind her until Chaeyoung was in between her legs.
"You were right, it's still warm." Lisa smiled, trying hard to slow her rapidly beating heart.
Chaeyoung hummed and scooted back until she was laying against Lisa's front.
Just her back was on her front though. Chaeyoung was leaning enough that Lisa didn't have to worry about feeling her up against her womanhood.
Thank everything wholesome and pure in the universe.
"Your lips were cold, but you're really warm." Chaeyoung whispered. Wrapping Lisa's arms around her.
"Again, that's all from you baby." Lisa pecked her shoulder as she tightened her grip around her. Rosie leaning deeper into her an exhaling softly.
"What happened today Chaeyoung?" Lisa whispered to her, she knew she sounded a bit worried. Because she was.
"J-Just a bad memory. That's a-all."
"Chaeyoung... you called out for them... did you, remember how they were taken away?"
Lisa could feel Chaeyoung tensing up and shifting in her arms. Lisa quickly leaned down and slowly kissed her neck, repeatedly. Until she felt Rosie start to relax again.
"Y-Yeah. I did." She whispered. Her voice was really low, but Lisa could still hear her. "I w-was there... when i-it happened. I was the o-only one awake."
"What do you mean awake baby?" Lisa questioned her softly, rubbing Chaeyoung's back a bit.
"A car hit u-us from b-behind. After that, a s-semi..." Chaeyoung's words started falling out as Lisa felt her twitch in her arms.
"It's okay, you don't need to tell me." Lisa whispered into her ear before stuffing her head down into Chaeyoung's neck. "I love you baby."
Lisa heard a sniffle but felt small little hands wrap around her arms. "I love you t-too."
They sat like that for awhile, Lisa's mind being filled with different scenarios regarding what Chaeyoung had said.
Chaeyoung must have known Lisa was thinking about it, because she leaned forward and turned around a bit to look at her.
Lisa smiled, especially because the bubbles were starting to disappear.
Roseanne leaned forward and connected their lips slowly. Lisa grabbing behind her neck and pulling her deeper in.
(Chae pov)
Chaeyoung held her eyes closed tight as she kissed Lisa. Afraid that if she focused on anything other than Lisa's lips, she'd fall deeper into her memories.
She also knew Lisa would most likely be worried about her. And right now, Chaeyoung wanted to comfort her just as much as Lisa did for herself.
Lisa's hand was on her neck, pulling her into her. Chaeyoung really wanted to enjoy this. Kissing her while being warmed by both the water and her skin.
Which, if Chaeyoung would open her eyes, she'd be able to admire.
"I'm sorry." Lisa whispered against her as they parted. Lips still grazing each other's.
"For what?"
"Your memories. Your past."
Chaeyoung opened her eyes and looked to Lisa. Her eyes flicking down just for a second before looking back up to her.
"It's n-not your fault."
Lisa sighed and leaned her forehead against her own. "But, it's not yours either."
Chaeyoung smiled sadly, before her eyes started releasing tears without her approval. She cried lightly, closing her eyes and feeling Lisa wrap her arms around her again.
Chae let her head fall limp to her chest as she turned back around and faced front. Chaeyoung didn't know why she was crying as hard as she was.
Just hearing Lisa's words stung. Because deep down, she knew it wasn't her fault. But Chaeyoung also couldn't help it.
Her family died because she wanted to go out that night. It was her fault, at the same time.
"Non of your past is your fault." Lisa whispered. "You're amazing, and deserve way better than what's been dealt to you. I want to heal you Roseanne. I want to give you everything."
Chaeyoung cried harder. Sitting up and turning around, wrapping her arms around Lisa's neck as she cried into the crook of it.
Lisa brought her in, completely ignoring their nude state and holding her on her lap. Chaeyoung couldn't even care, she just cried into her.
"W-Why do you c-care for me s-o much?" She questioned between breathes and cries.
"Because I love you. I always have." Lisa whispered. "I told you I liked you since the moment I saw you, and it's true. Everyday I come to the realization that you were always the one I was supposed to end up with. You were the one person that I would think about subconsciously. You did something to me Park Chaeyoung... and I didn't even know it."
"Can you please, please stop blaming yourself. Open up to the idea that maybe, just maybe, this was all planned. That what happened wasn't anyone's fault but the universes. Because it was fated. And if it wouldn't have happened... would we even be here right now? Would you be some artist with a hot boyfriend that I would secretly envy?"
Chaeyoung smiled a bit at the last part, Lisa probably felt it against her. Because she sighed and tightened her hold on her.
"It's getting pretty late babe. Let's dry off and go to bed okay? Start a new day, and a new life. One without blaming yourself for things you couldn't control."
Chaeyoung took a deep breath and nodded against Lisa. She did promise the blonde she'd stop blaming herself, but every time she would think about the past, it's all she could do.
"I'm gonna close my eyes Chae." Lisa spoke. "You get up and changed while I wait."
"O-Okay."
Chaeyoung slowly raised herself up, trying hard not to slip as she got out of the tub. Toweling herself dry before slipping back into her clothes. Minus her sweats.
She didn't lie when she said her headache felt better, but that didn't mean it was gone. Chaeyoung could still feel it, thumping ever so lightly against the back of her head.
"I-I'm changed."
"Okay.'" Lisa smiled, but she didn't open her eyes. "Hey, think I can get out with my eyes closed?"
Chaeyoung chuckled. "D-Don't even try."
"But like, you know that movie, where if you look outside you see monsters? And they make you go crazy? What if that happened while I was in the bathtub and I had to close my ey-"
Chaeyoung tuned Lisa's stupid speech out as she walked over to her and caressed her cheek. Leaning down and kissing her. "Stop talking."
"But..." Lisa hummed against her.
"It was a m-movie and you're stupid."
"Hey stupid's a bad word..." Lisa pouted opening her eyes.
"Oh shit. Sorry." Chaeyoung smirked.
"Oh, that's how you want to play?"
"S-Sorry? I'm not s-scared of a naked girl in a b-bathtub."
"Huh? Couldn't feel the burn? I don't know if it's because I'm in water or something?"
Chaeyoung rolled her eyes at the face Lisa was making. Suddenly, all her worries floated away. She felt okay. Lisa made her okay.
"Just c-come out and cuddle with me." Chaeyoung whispered.
"I already came out baby."
"Fuck off Lisa." Chaeyoung chuckled and walked out.
"No cursing!" Lisa laughed after her. "I love you! Chong-ah!" Lisa yelled. "Chong-ah I love you!"
Who the fuck was Chong-ah? Chaeyoung-ah? Why did Lisa say it so weird?
Chae climbed in bed and let her hair down before sliding under the covers. Only the tip of her head poked out as she tried to retain warmth.
"Hiding from me?" Lisa spoke after Chaeyoung heard the bathroom door creak.
She nodded her head and felt the bed dip beside her.
"And why is that?" Lisa questioned, slipping her hands around Chaeyoung's waist under the covers. Their legs soon tangling.
"Because you're an idiot." Chaeyoung chuckled as she brought her head up and leaned it against Lisa's chest, facing her.
"I like being called an idiot more than stupid." She smiled.
"You're not actually u-upset right?"
"No." She chuckled. "I am stupid." Lisa leaned down and kissed her. "But I must be the luckiest stupid person in the world, because I'm dating you."
"Stop." Chaeyoung groaned.
"Make me."
"Oh?"
"You heard me."
"Don't we have school?"
"Well yeah? All I wanted you to do was kiss me..." She pouted. "Why? What were you thinking I wanted you to do?" Lisa smirked.
Chaeyoung blushed and buried herself under the covers.
"Hey! Come back here!" Lisa chuckled. Chaeyoung giggled as she hid from her.
"Yah! Lisa!" Chaeyoung started giggling more when two large hands started to tickle her. "Stop! Stop!"
Her muffled voice echoed quietly as Lisa attacked her sides in fits of her own laughter. Chaeyoung hated being tickled, but she loved her.