• SKY JAMES ANDERSON •
"Haha! Poor Ynna! I'll make her fall in love with me. Really Hard. And then after that, I'll leave her crying. Damn, I am excited!"
That was me. That was my voice on that recording she just played. Fuck.
Where in the world did she get that voice recording?!
Yes. I admit that I am the one talking on that record - together with Erick and Dwight. But I never knew that it was recorded! And I have changed a lot since that day! I love Ynna now. So much. But I guess I just made a very big mess on our relationship.
The tattoos, the tree promise, the couple shirts, the 'I love you's in the wind, the hickeys and everything else, we've done all that because I love her. And not because it was planned. But that is obviously not what she thinks. And I need to correct that as soon as possible.
I was so shocked that I fell down on my knees. I punched the ground repeatedly due to my anger to myself. What the hell have I done to the love of my life?! Ahhhh!
After I calmed myself down, I stood up and went after her.
"Ynna! Ynna! Talk to me!" I shouted.
No one answered.
"Ynna! Please talk to me!" I repeated.
"Ynna! Please!!!!" I shouted harder - the loudest I can ever shout.
That's when Caloy opened the door.
"Ano pa bang kailangan mo ha?! Ang kulit mo rin eh noh? Hindi pa rin ba malinaw sa'yo lahat? Kami n-"
I punched him and he fell down the ground.
"Stay out of my way Caloy! I already know that truth! Hindi naman kayo ni Ynna! Stop acting! Just please let me talk to her!" I cut him off.
"Hindi mo na siya makakausap kahit kailan! Ayaw ka na niyang makita!" He shouted.
"I'm begging you!!!!" I shouted back - looking down at him.
"Tama na pwede ba?!" Peter showed up. Ynna's dad.
"Sir, please." I begged. "I just need talk to her. None of what she heard was true."
"Tama na, Sky. Huwag mo na kaming pinaglololokong bata ka. Noong una, gustong gusto ko sa'yo. Sinabi ko pa sa anak ko na kitang kita naman na mahal mo siya. Pero ngayon, kahit pilitin ko pa kumbinsihin ang sarili ko na mabait kang bata, hindi ko na magawa."
"Please." I'm almost crying. Shit.
"Alam ko naman na mahal mo siya, hanggang ngayon. Nakikita ko naman iyon sa iyo. Pero bilang ama ni Ynna, ang makitang umiiyak at halos madurog na ang puso ng anak ko, hindi ko yun kakayanin. Nagdurusa ang anak ko dahil sa pagmamahal niya sa iyo, Sky. Kaya nagmamakaawa ako, kung mahal mo talaga ang anak ko, umalis ka na."
"But please! I owe her an explanation! She needs to hear the truth! I need to talk to her!"
"UMALIS KA NA!!!" Peter shouted this time.
"Please! Just today. I just need to let her know the truth!!!" I replied.
"UMALIS KA NA SABI!!! *Cough Cough*" He said as he lost his balance and fell down on the floor while touching his head that seems like it is hurting so bad. What the hell did I do? Fuck.
Caloy immediately helped him stand up again. And that is also the same moment that Ynna went out of her room and decided to show up.
"Papa! Okay ka lang?! Caloy! Painumin mo ng gamot niya si papa, yung nasa taas ng aparador sa kwarto niya. 3 capsules. Salamat." Ynna said. "Pakibantayan na rin si papa hanggang sa mawala ang sakit ng ulo niya at hanggang sa manlinaw na ulit ang paningin niya. Gamutin mo na rin ang pasa mo sa mukha Caloy. Maraming salamat."
"Sige. Ynna." Caloy replied as he followed the orders.
Now it is only me and Ynna left. This is going to be the perfect opportunity to explain my side.
I was about to explain myself but she has started our conversation first.
"Masaya ka na?" She said.
"Ynna, let me explain."
"Masaya ka na?!?!?!" She shouted, crying.
"Ynn-"
"Hindi pwede mastress si papa! Anong ginawa mo? Nagcollapse siya sa sahig! Ang kapal ng mukha mong gawin yan sa tatay ko!"
"Ynna I didn't mean to."
"Hindi lang iyon, pinatay mo rin ang puso ko. Sinuntok mo pa ang best friend ko. Ano pa ba? Ano pa bang kulang? Baka naman may gusto ka pang idagdag? Gawin mo na habang nandito pa ako? Gusto mo rin akong suntukin? Patumbahin? Sige lang!"
"Ynna, that's not true! Can you please calm down first?!"
"Sky, alam mo. Ito ang pinaka masayang birthday ng buhay ko. Salamat sayo ha. Hinding hindi ko ito malilimutan."
"Ynna, please just-"
"Sa huling pagkakataon uulitin ko ang sinabi ko, layuan mo na ako Sky. Maawa ka naman sa akin. Sa aming lahat. Huwag mo namang sirain ang buhay ko." She's still crying. I hugged her immediately. I cannot stand seeing her cry.
"ANO BA!" she pushed me with all her strength.
"I love you!" I screamed.
"Hahaha. Tama na Sky. Ang sakit sakit na eh. Tama na."
"I love you!"
"Kailangan ko pang alagaan si papa dahil sa ginawa mo."
"I love you!"
"Babalik na ako sa kwarto."
"I love you!"
"Kung mahal mo ako, lalayo ka na." She said straight to my eyes. And that shut me up.
I hate how I didn't even get to explain myself to her. Not that I want my image or my reputation to be clean on Ynna, but it is as simple as I want her to know the truth. But I guess that this is really not the right time dealing with this one. Looking back on what I have done, I just made everything worse. And I have no idea on how am I going to fix all these mess.
Ynna, I know, in time, that everything will be alright again between the two of us and everyone else involved. But right now, I need to follow your orders. I need to leave because you told me to. I need to leave because I've hurt you. I need to leave because that is the best for us. And the last thing is I need to leave because I love you.
I love you, Alynna. I really do.
--
[Airplane]
"Sa huling pagkakataon, layuan mo ako."
"Maawa ka naman sa akin."
"Masaya ka na?"
"Huwag mo namang sirain ang buhay ko."
"Ito ang pinakamasayang birthday ng buhay ko."
"Kung mahal mo ako, lalayo ka na."
I kept hearing Ynna's words even on the plane ride going back to Manila. It's running on my head again and again. The fact that I am leaving her in her province while crying and hurting really kills me inside. And what's worse? All of her tears are all because of me. Too much for promising her a life full of joy and happiness. Ugh.
"Sir, do you want coffee or tea?" Someone asked.
"No."
"How about me, sir?" She asked again.
I looked up and saw a young ugly stewardess smiling at me. The tightness of her uniform is almost exposing half of her boobs. It is so obvious that she is hitting on me.
I noticed that the plane has only few passengers. And I am at the back where in no one is actually seated. The ugly stewardess sat next to me and started touching my knees seductively. What an annoying bitch.
"What the fuck?" I said, annoyed.
"You want fuck?" She replied as she smiled and winked at me. The hell! She's so ugly!
I was surprised with her next move. She is now sucking my middle finger using her mouth. What a slut. I immediately removed my finger from her mouth, punched his face like what I did to Caloy and then stepped on her boobs because she fell on the floor. She screamed in pain but I really didn't care. I just sat right in the middle of two nobodies as the plane ride continues.
Rude, I know.
But I do not have time dealing with annoying sluts anymore since I have met Ynna.
Ynna is my life. And I want my life back.
--
[Airport]
The feeling is still the same the moment I arrived in NAIA. Same scenarios are running in my head. Same heavy feeling of being far away from your love. I know that I need to move on. But I just can't. I needed to find a place where in I can release all of my emotions and regrets regarding to what has just happened.
Tritonne Bar is the first thing that popped up in my head.
I grabbed a cab and went straight to Tritonne.
I checked my phone and saw a lot of missed calls from The Vengeance, my mom, even my dad and Ash. There are a whole lot of text messages too that I didn't even bother to read. I threw my phone in the trash before I went inside Tritonne. I just don't want to talk to anyone right now. Being alone and miserable is what I wanted to be.
♪ Give it to me, I'm worth it
Baby, I'm worth it
Uh huh I'm worth it
Gimme gimme I'm worth it
Give it to me, I'm worth it
Baby, I'm worth it
Uh huh I'm worth it ♫
I danced hard to the music of Fifth Harmony while drinking my Bacardi 151. I just don't care about what people might say. I am an Anderson and it's given that all of them knows me. But who cares?
♪ OK, I tell her bring it back like she left some-
Bring it bring it back like she left some-
In the club with the lights off
Whatchu acting shy for?
Come and show me that you're with it with it with it with it with it
Stop playing, now you know that I'm with it with it with it with it with it with it
Whatchu acting shy for? ♫
As usual, if I am alone and I am not with Ynna, a lot of girls are always hitting on me. I was immediately surrounded by five girls that looks like the one I just had an encounter on the plane earlier. In short, ugly. And if I was with Ynna right now, I knew she would say 'Hipons'.
♪ Just gimme you, just gimme you
Just gimme you, that's all I wanna do
And if what they say is true
If it's true, I might give me to you
I may talk a lot of stuff
Guaranteed, I can back it up
I think I'm a call you bluff
Hurry up, I'm waitin' out front ♫
I touched the butt of the first girl, kissed the second one, squeezed the right boob of the third one, the left boob on the fourth one and kicked the face of the fifth one. None of them felt like Ynna. I just miss her so bad. But it seems like she doesn't feel the same anymore.
♪ Uh huh, you see me in the spotlight
"Ooh I love your style"
Uh huh show me what you got
'Cause I don't wanna waste my time
Uh huh see me in the spotlight
"Ooh I love your style"
Uh huh show me what you got now
Come and make it worth my while ♫
I went up the stage and grabbed the microphone from the host. I knew that she would give that to me. I just want to burst my emotions. And I know that I am a little too drunk.
"Hello guys!!!" I greeted them.
"Hello Sky!" They replied.
"Ynna? Are you there???"
No one answered.
"Ynna I love you! Please show up from the crowd!"
Silence.
"Alynna Marie Paredes! I love you so much. I need you in my life. Please forgive me for everything! I love you! I love you!" I kept on shouting. Ahhh! I am out of my mind. But I just cannot stop.
I just felt some bouncers carrying me away from the stage and then after that...
...everything went black.
I woke up in the hotel right next to Tritonne. But I just went back to drinking again.
Tritonne. Hotel. Tritonne. Hotel.
Drink. Sleep. Drink hard. Sleep Harder.
That was my daily life cycle ever since I went back from Bohol. And this is the best I can ever be.
After 2 weeks of being miserable, I've lost a lot of weight. I feel like I am a zombie. I kept on kissing and touching a lot of girls that looks like trashes. I was almost getting used to having that kind of life until one familiar figure showed up...
It was Ash.
"Sky, we need to go home. Our parents are so worried about you." Said Ash. The great one.
"Fucking no."
"Sky, we need to talk also. We have a lot of things to say to you." Said Erick.
If my vision is correct, Ash is here together with The Vengeance. I even counted them on my head and they were complete. They even have three ladies with them. And a muscular man that looks like he's gay. But it is clearly not Shibama.
The first girl was Debbbie.
The second of course was Karen.
And the last one was...
I cannot stop my heart from beating so fast. My eyes widened. I was looking for you in this bar for two consecutive weeks and you have finally showed up!
Oh my God.
"Y-Ynna?" I said as tears fell down my cheeks. I'm running out of words. I'm speechless. I just can't believe that she's in front of me right now.
Could this be just a dream?
--
A/N
Hi guys. Sorry short update lang siya. Sorry for the wrong grammars too. May part 2 pa naman itong chapter na ito hopefully next week. Ang tagal ko kasing hindi nakapagsulat kaya sumasakit ulo ko ngayon kapag masyadong nagiisip hahaha. 8 and a half chapters to go and MWG's going to end. Thank you for all the support!!! x Hindi ko mareplyan mga msgs niyo sa akin lahat kasi mabagal po ang net haha poorita ang author niyo.
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