Rob
Nandito ako ngayon sa office. Ilang araw na rin akong hindi umuuwi sa bahay. Kung umuuwi man tulog na si Jesse at umaalis ako ng maaga, tulog pa rin siya.
Ewan ko ba. nagiguilty ako... But tama bang maguilty ako?
Hindi ko kasi alam kung anong nararamdaman ko ng bigla siyang magpakita sa akin... Ang babaeng unang minahal ko.
**Flashback**
"Hey Rob! How's your vacation with Jes?" tanong ni Joseph.
Dumalaw siya sa akin dito sa office since Hindi na siya ang kasama ko rito. Pumayag na kasi siya sa gusto ng parents niya sa pagtetake over sa company nila. So CEO na rin siya ng Company nila.
I get a deep sigh before I answer and smiled at him.
"I have the best vacation with her Joe." I crossed my arms while thinking Jesse and the things we've done.
I really love that lady. ^__^ She's different from others. Yes! I can say that.
She's innocent but has strong personality. She loves everything that I loath. But she managed me to love them and appreciate them. She doesn't look on the negative side but considers it. I mean, she thinks positively and thinking for the better solution. She's not aggressive. She's sweet and harmless unless I tease her.
I love everything about her though it's only been months the first imet her.
"That's nice Rob. Finally, nahanap at Sinalo mo na siya. But what if magpakita yung past sa iyo?" Joe seriously asked me.
And that question ruined my mind..
"I'm not saying this to ruin your mind but please don't make Jesse hurt in the end. Sana hindi lang siya panakip-butas Pare. I'll go ahead." he tapped my shoulder and went straightly to the door and leave.
Goodness!! I never think any of these. I hate the fact na makikita ko ulit siya.. I'm not ready for it..
ToK! Tok! Tok!
"Come in." sabi ko. I know that's my secretary, Mr. Rosales.
"Good afternoon sir. I would like to inform you that you have a meeting with the Representative of Bermount Corporation at Shangrila Place, tonight. 7:00 pm to be exact. that's all sir." he leaved the room.
Another business meeting. Sigh!!!!
Itetext ko na lang si Jesse na Hindi male late ako ng uwi or hindi na uuwi.
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It's been 30 minutes nang marating ko ang Shangrila Place. and I didn't expect na ganito pala kalate ang representative ng Bermount Corp.
Medyo naiinip na ako. Kumusta na kaya si Jesse? I hope she's doing fine.
Nilalaro ko ang wine glass ko nang dumating na ang hinhintay ko. Hindi ko pa siya tinitignan...
"Sorry I'm late.." the woman apologized..
Wait!? Babae?
and her voice is so familiar...
I slowly raise my head and shock was written all over my face.
"Cheska?!" yan lang ang nasabi ko..
I don't know but there's something in me na umalis na ako or stay and pretend that she's only nothing.
"Yes. the one and only love of your life." she smirked at lumapit siya sa akin..
Nakakunot ang noo ko and suddenly her lips met mine.
I was about to push her away from me and leave but she stopped me and released me.
What have I done? Mali ito! Galit ako sa Kanya! She left me to be with that bastard. And now she's here kissing me?
What is she thinking?
Goodness!!!!
"I'm sorry but I have to meet my client so please stay away from me." seryoso kong sabi while looking at her and wiping my lips with the table napkin.
So disgusting.
"Well, actually I am the one you're waiting. I just used my uncle's company para makita at makausap ka. I missed you Rob. And I want to apologize... Please." bigla niya akong pinigilan sa pagtayo ko.
"I don't want to see you again Cheska. You've caused me so much pain!!!" matigas Kong sabi.
Nagpipigil lang ako rito. Gusto Kong manuntok. But still she's a woman. Hindi ako pumapatol sa babae.
"Please Rob. I still love you." Hindi ko na kayang makasama siya. Nanggagalaiti ako..
I stood up at iniwan na lang siya mag-isa.
Malapit na ako sa lounge ng Hotel but she grabbed my hand.
"Wait .. Please Rob. Let me explain.." Ewan ko ba. Parang may nagsabi sa mga paa ko na sumunod sa kanya ng hilahin niya ako sa labas papuntang garden.
Walang tao maliban sa amin. But what the fudge I'm doing here?
Totoong minahal ko si Cheska more than my life. ilang years din pinagsamahan namin since college. I gave everything what I have.
I loved her. But she left me and that breaks my heart. nasasaktan parin ako.. Why??..
Hindi pa ba ako makamove-on? Hindi na siya ang laman ng puso ko.. Si Jesse na..
Pero...
Bakit? Bakit ngayon pa siya bumalik sa akin?..
Maling makipagkita pa ako sa Kanya.
Ngayon na siguro dapat malaman na namin ang dapat malaman para maging okay na.. Hindi ko na siya pwedeng pabalikin sa buhay ko dahil wala na siyang puwang sa buhay ko as special someone but as a friend na lang.
"Can we be together again? I still love you Rob." she cupped my face.
I don't know why I felt this way na naaawa pa rin ako sa kanya. but I should stop this....
"No! we can't and we won't. I'm married now Cheska." tinanggal ko ang kamay niya sa mukha ko.
"No!!! Nagsisinungaling ka lang. You promised me that I'm the only one!!!" she shouted.
Goodness.!!
"Yes! I said those words to you. But you broke my trust on you..!! Stop this Cheska! Please." binitawan ko ang kamay niya at tumalikod na.
"Nagsisinungaling kà!! alam kong mahal mo pa ako..!!" hinabol Niya ako at hinagkan mula sa likod.
Naiinis na ako. Nagagalit! I want to punch her...
"I don't love you anymore.. So please stop this. I love my wife at siya lang..." tinanggal ko ang kamay niya at nagsimula na maglakad..
Hindi ko na pinakinggan ang mga sinabi niya.
Now! I can say na Jesse really deserves my love.
**end
I released a deep sigh...
I should go home now. babawi ako Kay Jesse. alam kong pinag-alala ko siya. Kulang pa ang dinner kagabi with her thesis partners and mom Niya. I need to surprise her.
And I do really missed her...
But unfortunately, someone knocked my door.
"Rob!!!"
What is she doing In here???!!!!!!
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