Authors Note: Hi all. I’m honestly SO SORRY that it took me so long to write and upload this one. Only because now I am back at Uni and it’s the hardest semester … the last semester of my course so it’s a little hard to keep up with Uni and write so much but I promise to try make a schedule so that I have time designated to writing. I have come out with a new book, its only got a prologue for now – you may already know… but yeah! Its called “emerald.” And it will be a sci-fi/fantasy/ thriller kind of thing. I thought I would write something different and challenge myself so I hope y’all get behind me on this one too! Anyway! I hope you enjoy the last of the flash back stories. This one is for darling Haz. The playlist is short and sweet – and all Ed Sheeran lol! - again this chap is also un-edited so bare with me – when I get a break at Uni ill be fixing a lot of the book up!! Xxx ilysm
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Playlist ♪
I’m a mess – Ed Sheeran
Don’t – Ed Sheeran
Take it Back – Ed Sheeran
Chapter 26
Flash Back Harry (part 2)
Harry Fucking Styles
It was as I was falling out of love with a girl I use to think I would marry. Thinking about it now only pains me more. Its as if I never really knew what it was. They only thing getting me through this right now is a bottle of bourbon, Niall dope as face, Louis’s puns and a whole bunch of wisdom from Liam and Zayn.
“You know, I think I fell out of love with her before I knew she fucked someone else” I slur.
“Yeah?” Zayn looks up from swishing the liquor at the bottom of his glass methodically.
“Yeah, I mean I’m almost relieved she did. I didn’t really know what or how to – well stop fucking her” I laugh sitting back against the wall, hitting my head slightly.
“Mate, technically she didn’t really cheat you guys weren’t even ‘dating’” Louis points out.
“True – but the worst attention grabbing pain he could have in flicked she did because it was with his oldest mate” Niall steps in.
“Agree” Zayn and Liam both say, punching at one another after.
“Either I’m done with girls” I slur have laughing the sentence. And the moment it tumbles out the lot of them laugh harder than they have ever. I shuld become a comedian, I’m rather funny. You’re drunk mate, my subconscious reminds me. I laugh along with as Liam pours the rest of the bottle of into my glass.
“Mate, you could never have enough girls. Just remember last weeks show. You had three girls in your bed when I came to wake you up” Louis points out. Touchè.
“Yeah, yeah. I just meant relationships – like – well – if I see a girl right? Ill bed her for sure, but I don’t see a relationship happening unless I want to – well marry the girl” I string together.
“Yeah mate I here ya. Been there before” Niall adds.
“Have you now Mr. Virginity?” I laugh causing my self to spill a bit of my drink over me. I don’t think I’ve laughed this hard, although I’ve never really had to mask my feeling the way I am now. Its almost funny to think at one point I was happy in this whole mess – I mean the boys know me, sure. But they sure as hell don’t know some stuff that’s hidden, enclosed in some little black box at the heart of my soul. I mean, Niall seems to know though, I remember we were getting well pissed at one point during our first world tour and I just gushed… I told him everything and it was as if a weight had been lifted of my shoulders. I often forget I told him, but his consoling stare reminds me. He’s never told any of the boys, and I’m glad. We haven’t even spoken about it since that night which makes it even better, really. I wouldn’t have wanted to speak about it more then I did… I mean – I guess he now knows just how much this whole situation with Pippa is tearing me up. Okay – sure, I was sleeping with a bunch of other girls and its kind of a relief to finally just let this bird fly, but … Nate, like of all people she could have chosen to fuck, and of all people he had to choose to fuck he chose that bitch. Come on!
“Mate you right?” Liam pats my back causing me to jolt a little out of my daydream.
“Yeah man, fine and dandy” I smile back up to him.
“Not too sure about that one Haz, you kind of … well looked like you were going to kill someone, you had a right look in your eye mate” He laughs nervously.
“Hahaha was I?” I laugh, realizing I probably shouldn’t space out in an evil manner in front of anyone. I probably look like a scary old tattooed drunk man with an evil plan. Well half true, you are a tattooed drunk man who has an evil plan – just not old. Ahh that’s right evil plan.
“Maybe I should leak her nudes” I blurt out laughing and the boys laugh with me.
“Maybe Haz that’s a bit far” Niall steps in as I notice he’s the only one not laughing at my suggestion.
“And why not mate, she’s a cow” Louis steps in defending my plan.
“Because maybe that’s not a way to treat a woman despite her actions?” he says sternly.
“Mate, this cow cheated on Harry with his best mate and your standing up for her?” Louis challenges.
“No – I’m not condemning what the girl did. Just saying that no one deserves that kind of treatment, not even her” Niall mumbles looking down at his cup as the rest of the boys crack up, obviously not meaning to cut into Niall – just a little too drunk.
“Mate that’s why your still a virgin” Louis adds.
“Yeah, and that’s why you and Eleanor are on a break – because you don’t seem to value what’s important” Niall snaps back, digging at a very fresh wound.
“Wow wow wow settle down you lot. My problem – not yours. Louis apologize to Niall for fucks sake” I cut in standing up between the two.
“Sorry mate, I honestly didn’t mean it.” He stretched out his hand between me to Niall.
“I’m sorry too, what I said was well out of order” Niall admits.
“Good happy days, no nudes will be leaked relax – just going to forget the bitch” I say noticing the boys attention is defiantly not on me but at the door.
“Babe can I talk to you” I hear Pippa’s voice edge closer to me.
“I don’t think so” Niall gets up out of his seat. I don’t turn around to look at her. I don’t want to see her.
“Just leave Phileapa” I almost shout.
“And what? You won’t even look at me!” she shouts back as I hear a scuffle of movement and the security guards keys rattle to take her out of here.
“Nah bitch ill look at you. Your scum” I stand up looking at her frail figure being dragged away by the guards. She looks like shit to be honest, like she’s been crying for a while. Doesn’t even faze me. I’m numb now.
“How dare she even come here?” Zayn says patting my back as I sulk back into the couch.
“Mmm” I say taking a large sip of minimally diluted liquor.
“Lets get on with it and go to a club” Liam mentions as I hear no more sound from outside the corridor.
“Yeah why not” I say seeking an agree amongst the boys.
“I’m in” Zayn smiles.
“Yeah I’m not” Niall mentions.
“Neither mate, I gotta go skype El” Louis says nervously.
“Its alright boys, Ill see you guys tomorrow then at whatever it is we have tomorrow” I say giving the two a group hug and heading out the door with Liam and Zayn.
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As this girls undoing my shirt I can’t help but get hard. She’s a definitely fit. Blonde, tall, I think her eyes where green? I don’t know. Either way I don’t really care at this point. As she’s done unbuttoning my shirt I pick her up throwing her on the bed to then take my pants off. It seems harder than usual, probably because you mortal? I make mental not to stop wearing skinny jeans as I finally have them hit the floor. I get on top of this girl and start to kiss her neck and chest making her moan continuously.
“Yeah Harry styles fuck me” she screams. Making me stop to look at her for a sec to think.
“What’s wrong?” she asks looking back up at me. Am I okay with this? He wanting to fuck me just to run and tell her friends… Me fucking girls like I mean nothing to them, and they to me? As crazy as it sounds I wish I had Niall to talk to about this. Why the fuck am I thinking of Niall mid sex. All the sudden it hits me though…I’m numb. And I don’t care.
And you know what? Yeah I am Harry fucking Styles and ill do exactly as I fucking please.
Authors Note: So this was the last of the flashback stories, I really hope you’ve enjoyed them despite me leaving the story on such a cliff-hanger. I thought these chapters would really give you a sense of what will happen next and why… So please vote for my last one! And comment me what you thought xx ilysm. P.s Sorry its such a short one! I really want to get back to the original story xx