So just a real quick note! I saw my story hit 1.3 views on this story so thanks! But also I might start writing again and uploading more to this story! I've mostly bee under the weather which sucks but I'll keep trying to finding more Vocaloids to do! But read on and bye!
Edit: can I just how much I fucking love Hamilton? Especially the new song thst came out new for Hamildrop, First Burn. Sigh~ I just love hamilton so much. I'm thinking of making a book of yaoi oneshots with some of the hamilton dudes but that's for later! Vocaloids now!
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You were a pretty paranoid person, refusing to eat or drink anything that had been opened by another person. You refused. You had to be the one to buy it , cook it if it was food, or open the liquid if you bought it. While you hid it pretty good you knew it was impossible for others not to notice your little paranoia about certain things.
Because of this your friends made fun of you as you walked to the store with Miku Hatsune, Len Kagamine and one other friend. You entered the store walking around to look at the easiest, cheapest thing you could buy without it being a dollar bag of chips. You'd been contemplating it when you heard someone clearing their throat behind you and you turned only to look up slightly. Light green eyes, a touch wide, were the first thing you saw before you focused on a pale face and pink hair framing it. The owner of those light green eyes looked surprised you turned so suddenly.
Then he cracked a smile and your heart jumped in your chest flopping stupidly like it had been restarted snd was now struggling to get a new rhythm. "Hi there." He greeted with a tiny wave and you remember those manners your mother brought you up with.
"Hello." You replied formally then stuck your hand out for his as you blinked, unaware you'd done the action. You faintly heard your lips moving to give out your name before your could stop it and he smiled at you.
"I'm Yuma. Also known as VY2." He replied then smiled like he was sheepish. "You don't mind if I reach around and grab one of those sandwiches behind you do you?"
You jumped and stepped out of the way and he smiled. "No I don't," You replied looking at him when he stepped forward grabbing his sandwich and he then paused looking at you.
"If you also don't mind me asking what school do you go to? You look familiar." He replied then shifted with the plastic wrapping around his sandwich crinkle lightly.
You have off the name of your school nervously and he smiled at you as if sensing your nervousness. "I guess I'll see you around?" You replied looking at him, shuffling nervously in place and he looked at you with that same smile.
"See you around." He replied turning to the register and your heart threatened to pound out of your chest and your cheeks were red. You felt self conscious when you grabbed a water, sandwich and chips pulling out your wallet walking to the counter when you caught sight of the identical smirks on Miku, Len and your friend's face making your cheeks burn hotly.
"What." You snapped making their grins widen and they just shrugged when you grabbed your bag and they smirked paying for their own things and you left the store.
"(Your Name) has a crush~ (Your Name) has a crush~" Miku sang making the other two giggle and you glared at her, making her stop singing, but she giggled instead. "You are so painfully obvious!"
"It's true! You're waaaay to obvioud! I can't believe that guy didn't pick up on it half way through the conversation!" Your friend put in smirking at you and the muscles under your eye twitched and you stopped walking. There was no worry about getting back to school as it was right there, just a few moments away.
"Yeah, you were pretty bad at hiding it. You're not good at poker faces at all." Len put in and you stood there, the three unaware you weren't following until you stomped your foot on the ground. It didn't have the same affect as it would in the classroom or a carpeted floor, but they stopped and turned.
Your gritted your teeth and then took a large breath. "SHUT THE HELL UP ABOUT MY LOVE LIFE!"
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It was about two weeks after that and you had indeed gotten a group of friends now emotionally interested in your love life with Yuma. You sat in a little cafe, tapping your fingers on the sticky table while Yuma got your drinks. You'd grown to trust Yuma enough to get your food and drinks something no one else could do.
"Here you go!" Yuma chirped handing you your cup and you smiled gratefully when you looked at him curiously. His smile made his light green eyes just glow like a spring green and it took your breath away.
"Hey, quick questin," You asked sounding quite breathless even to your own ears and he made a soft noise as he drank his coffee. "What was that packet you put in coffee?"
He swallowed then answered with with a smile. "Just some sugar. I carry packets with me sometimes."He then paused hesitantly. "I understand if you don't wanna drink it because of your anxiety-"
"No no, I'll drink it." You replied lifting the cup despite your stomach clenching as you took a large gulp. You then put the cup down and caught sight of something sticking out of Yuma's bag and blinked curiously."What's that?"
Yuma looked down at the corner of the envelope sticking out slightly snd he then shoved it in further. "My sister goes abroad and she sends me letters daily."
You nodded slowly like you understood when you roll another sip of your coffee to sooth your stomach which was clenching with dainty waves of nausea. You truly hated how anxious you got to the point of nausea and you stood. "Can we go to your house now?" You whispered making him look up in concern.
"Sure, alright. Let me go pay and we'll head out." He replied picking his bag ip, sliding the strap over his shoulder and walked to the counter pulling his wallet out. You stood up picking up your own bag noticing you felt weirdly sluggish, like the bag was too heavy and you were to slow to pick it up.
You walked outside taking in the fresh air which helped slightly with the sluggish feeling but still it remained with its tight grips. You leaned against the cafes wall and you blinked alowly and rubbed your eyes. It felt like your eyes were trying to focus but your vision was also smudged. You looked down and for a brief, mental hiccup, thought woth awe how strangely amazing how the ground was rushing up so fast to you and-
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Waking up was disorienting trying tk piece things together and trying tk sort memories out. You groaned rubbing your throbbing head and flicked feeling pain spear your forehead and you felt around carefully. Now, when your mom always said if you hit your head hard enough you'd get a goose egg you never thought it was possible. Until you touched a rather impressive bump.
You noticed aspirin and water next to you on the coffee table. You sat up realizing you were sleeping in a familiar smelling bed, the cologne that of Yuma's and your lips turned up in a small smile. You took the pills, placing them carefully on the back of your tongue and gulped the water quickly. Once the pills were down you gulped the rest of the water down greedily and stood up to go look for Yuma.
You stepped forward then noticed a paper feeling under your toes and the ball of your foot and stepped back then looked down. It was a....letter? Your heart seemed to skip, quick, in alarm noticing red splatters and finger stains. Like it dare have it there was a pink heart sticker holding the letter shut and yet it appeared to be opened. You wouldn't dare.
You noticed more, bloodstained letters leading to the door. Two more, in fact. You took a deep breath picking up to more letters and pushed open the door and walked down the hall. You knew, you understood, it was so so so so stupid to follow but the fourth letter was in front of the bathroom door and you bent picking it up. Why? Why the fuck did Yuma have blood ly letters? Was it a joke? Was he going to jump out and laugh at your mounting hysteria and paranoia anxiety episode?
Interesting enough the door creaked open when you bent, a light breeze moving when you bent and you stood straight pushing the door open sat a reasonable intensity and flicked the light on. You noticed light reflecting back in the tub and you blinked, wondering why the tub was- no, you knew. You weren't that stupid.
You walked forward feeling fire slice into the soles of your foot and you gasped loudlyat the burst of pain. There was a creak behind you and you paused, forgetting the glass burning in your foot and you whipped around to face the source when you were shoved forward.
Now, the tub both isn't big and is close to the wall. So when you were shoved your head struck the wall, the water lapping and soaking your clothes greedily searching for dry area to soak up. You splashed into the water making it slosh loudly on thr floor are and you held your head. Life was was a motherfucker and so was he. You glared at him from under your lashes you felt nothing but anger right then.
" You know you're the epitome of someone I shouldn't trust. Ever. I should never have drunk the coffee, stupid me huh? Horror movie cliche ain't I?" You asked sarcastically and Yuma shrugged kicking his shoes off stepping over the glass into the tub and he sighed straddling uou and you dropped your hands slightly.
"You know, you're so pulling. Attractive. Magnetic. You're irresistible." Yuma mumbled stroking your hair from the roots to the ends lovingly, carefully. "I never wanted to hurt you like that. It's only been two weeks, I knoe, but I've noticed you way before our meeting. You're my precious spark, I need you to stay with me. To think someone could take you or you'd lose interest.....I couldn't do it."
"You're worrying for nothing. We'll I mean now I want to leave you cause you're fucking crazy." You spoke slowly through your anxiety which nearly choked you it was so intense."How many other girls did you do this too? Hm? Have some sexual fun with through before you-"
Your words choked off, awe at first at the confidence in your voice but water was rushing down your throat, having gasped and water surged up your nose choking you and you thrashed, slammed your hands up into his face and clawed his throat ad tugged at his shirt when the world took on a strange darkness. Like seeing through a lacey black dress and his image above you wavered with the sloshing water. Just when your lungs screamed for air above and you didn't think you could take any more he yanked you up. You coughed and gasped water flying out of your mouth but your lungs felt heavy, not doubt half filled with water now.
Yuma's light green eyes were above bright, blazing scarlet that took your breath away. "I never raped anyone I loved the girls before you! You are different. But you might just end up like the others, to make you stay with me. Please, (Your Name), don't make me."
You stared at him and clung to the collar of his shirt and thought before speaking. "I don't want you. I are you for what you are and you're nothing but a desperate monster claiming to be 'in love' with me calling me your spark. If you force me here I'll hate you forever and-"
Under you went, the water lukewarm and his image wavering up there. His scarlet irises piercing down into you like blades and you yanked on his collar to get out, he and enter trying to get in but you were smart and shut your mouth but your lungs couldn't take it and they screamed for air. You tugged snd tugged at him, slapped his perfect face snd tried to yank yourself up by the rim of the tub, the familiar black haze descending. Counting on him doing it again, lifting you out if the water, but he didn't. And panic burst like wild fire.
You thrashed and kicked but he wouldn't get off. Why? You felt trapped snd like gasping and sobbing but when your jaw dropped automatically water gushed jn and you panicked hared, like you could kick the blackness away. But you couldn't and you tugged on his shirt hard, clinging now and ripping the collar somehow and through the black haze which gradually got darker you noticed something strange.
Why was Yuma crying?