[ Ronaeh ]
Spending over 3 hours in the mall was very exhausting . We went from one side of the mall to the other side . Every little thing noonie wanted she got it . I can honestly admitted she a little me . I like designer bags , expensive clothes , my hair kept up , and my nails done . So did she .
" You want some ice cream ?" I asked
She shook her head no . I never knew a kid to ever turn down ice cream .
" Snake how you holding up " joked bestfriend
"BARELY ! Look at all these bags " he said lifting up about 50 bags .
" Hush up . You will live "
After about another hour of shopping . We left and went far out to this pretty hotel . I wasnt letting my baby sleep in that house. Couldnt risk anything happening to her .
When we got into the double joined room . We order our food . We had conversation but noonie wasnt barely eatting or talking .
" What wrong princess " asked Nicole
Noonie didnt say nothing she just started to cry . I went to go pick her up . I just figured she missed Jackie , and she was wasnt use to being around us yet .
" Mommy can we get Ice cream now " she whispered in my ear .
" Sure we can " I said kissing her cheek . Altough it was going on 8:30 pm i couldnt say no to her .
" She wants ice cream " I explained to bestfriend and Snake .
" Im craving some myself " added Nicole
"Im stay here yall goin head " said Snake . He prolly was afraid tat we going round 2 shopping . He so full of it .
" Aight I will bring you back something . Lets go noonie "
Me and Nicole grabbed Nonnie hands . It felt so good outside so we decided to walk to the ice shop . I need the exercise anyway so I was told .
" Is Nicole my other mommy ? Is Snook my daddy " she asked
My hearted dropped so fast . I knew that was goin happen and I wasnt goin tell her who her daddy was . I didnt even know who he was .
" No Nicole is my bestfriend so she is your aunty ... SNAKE Yeah he is your daddy . " I lied
Nicole didnt say anything she just smiled and nodded her head .
" Well why yall didnt want me "
Damn she asked alot of questions . For her to be only seven she asked all the right questions but at the wrong time . I felt so hurted that i just lied to her . You cant always tell the truth . Right ? I will eventually tell her the truth . When she is older to understand .
I stopped and swatted down and held her hands .
" Mommy and daddy never not wanted you . We always thought about you . We always called TT Jackie about you . She always sent us pictures of you . You to young to understand why you had to live with her . When you older we will explain . As for right now just know that I love you more than anything in this world . Understand ? "
" Yes " she responded smiling ear to ear .
" Can mommy have a kiss " I said poking out my lips . She gave me a kiss and turned around to give Nicole a kiss .
" Awww thank you " said Bestfriend .
We finished walking to the ice cream stand . It was a lot people staring at us . I bet they thought me and Nicole was the two baddest lesbian they ever saw . Noonie was just as beautiful as we was . If they wasn't thinking that they prolly was imaging about fucking us .
" Damn we getting a lot of stares " Said Nicole
" It aint nothing new " I said
It wasn't nothing new . Everywhere we went somebody or everybody had to stare .
" True "
We made it just in time before the ice cream shop closed . As we stood in line Me and bestfriend discussed on what had to be done .
" What would you like ? " asked the cashier. She looked like a fucking hood rat . Who still wear pink and green hair . Fuck they do that at ?
" I would like one medium cheese cake blizzard . Two medium oreo blizzard . Noonie what would you like ? " I said looking down
" Nicole were is noonie . " I asked before going crazy .
" She was just right ...here " Nicole said looking up from her phone .
I was about two seconds away from going crazy . She havent even been with a whole day and already she is gine . I knew this mother hood shot was not fit for me .
" So do yall wanna order or not ? If not please get out my line " The cashier said rudely .
" Bitch fuck yo line " hissed Nicole .
" NATICA !!!! NATICA !! NOONIE " I yelled running down the street .
" She couldnt of got that far Nae . Calm down ! " Nicole added surprising like keep up to speed with me .
" THIS IS MY FUCKING CHILD WE ARE TALKING ABOUT NOT A DOG ! SHE COULD BE ANY FUCKING WHERE ! ANYTHING COULD BE HAPPENING " I said with tears running down my face . I didnt mean to yell at Bestfriend like that. I was mad at myself for not keeping my eyes on her . The bad part about it i didn't realize she even let go of my hand .
" I understand Nae . Just be calm ! "
" Maybe she walked back to the room ." I tried to convince myself .
I got my phone out my pocket and didnt waste any time dialing Snake number . Its seem like years for him to answer .
" SNAKE Please tell me Noonie is there "
" No . She left with yall why would she be here " was the last thing I heard SNAKE said .
Son of a bitch !
I ran over to the man that was holding my daughter . I snatched my daughter from out his arms and slapped him . When I saw his face I was damn about to kill him right then anad there . I knew better then to do business in front of Noonie.
" DONT YOU EVER FUCKING TOUCH MY FUCKING CHILD AGAIN ! DONT YOU EVEN COME NEAR HER BITCH ! " I said getting in his face . Every word I meant .
"Long time no see . " he said . " Havent saw yall bitches since yall left my sister on my porch "
" I suggest you go about your business before we leave you where you stand " Nicole said
" Thats your best bet " I added .
" OR I should do yall how yall did Indo " he said stepping closer
" And I should do you how we did Rugger " I said folding my arms .
" We should SHOULDNT WE !" Nicole added backing me up .
As of right now I didnt care about anything I was relieved that I found her . Shit like this would never happen again . That was a Guaranteed promise . She had to be under my watch 24/7 .
" Yo whats the problem " Snaked said running up behind us .
" DADDDDY " Noonie yelled running to Snake .
Snake didn't even say nothing about her calling him daddy he picked up and hugged her tightly . I guess they wasn't playing when they said they would help me with her .
" What's the problem " Snaked asked putting Nonnie down .
" Chill calm down . I just wanted to speak to my boo boo . I haven't saw her since she was five " he said giving me a wink
" Your count down begins NOW " I said to him
" Watch yo self partner " Snake told him as he grabbing all of us
" Hold on " Swanney Said grabbing my wrist .
" I' should kill you . Im not goin kill you in front of your child . Next time you slap me like that I'm do you how her REAL father did you . Then kill you . " he said looking deep into my eyes . " Old Forster home days "
" Actions speak louder than words . Lay a finger on my daughter again . We goin see who die first " I replied snatching my arm way .
Piece of shit ass nigga . Who the fuck he thought he was ? I swear there was nothing but space and opportunity to end his life . Lucky my fucking child was right there . Noonie just saved his life .
After we got back into the hotel . I bathed Noonie and layed her down . When she fell fast asleep . I got up and stepped out on the balcony to smoke a blunt .
I couldnt help but wonder how did Noonie even know Swanney . I knew she was a smarter girl to just go up to a stranger . What also crossed my mind is how did he know I was in Forster care ? Better yet how the hell did he know what really happen ?
" Something ain't right . " I said to myself . I found my self saying that a lot lately .
" Seem like when something ain't right . Somebody either get hurt or killed . " Nicole said not realizing she had step on the balcony.
This was truly a dirty game . That me and Bestfriend knew all the cheat codes to .