"Val do you know where a car in your drive way." The voice said it was familiar but I couldn't say whose it was.
"Sorry, it's Vivian, I'll tell her to leave." She said getting up from the couch.
I took a deep breath and wiped my hands of sweat knowing this was it. I was going to have to do it.
I basically blocked the sounds out so I could think.
Artemis came back in and sat beside me on the floor.
"How am I even going to do this." I said softly mostly to myself but Artemis turned his head and looked at me.
I sighed and she came back in. She sat next to me, closer this time.
"I'm sorry, no one else will come in. I've locked the door." She smiled and I smiled back.
"I want to touch you." I blurted out.
I'm sure my cheeks were red but I needed to get it out before I lost all hope of me ever saying it.
She looked at me shocked. "What?" She asked softly.
"I'm serious. I said I wanted you begging for my forgiveness and so far you haven't said you're begging. So I'll make you." I said straighten my position while hers still reminded the same.
Even as shocked as she looked she still intimidated me. Not because I was intimidated by her persona or anything like everyone else but because she has so much more experience than me and I virtually have no idea what I'm doing.
"Okay." She took in a deep breath. "You really meant it." She said as a smirk appeared on her face.
"I really meant it." I said confidently.
She stood up and held her hand out for me. "Let's go." She said still smirking.
I stood up shakily and took her hand as we walked away from her living room.
"I assume you need the bag." She said raising an eyebrow and I let go of her hand to go grab it.
The walk up was silent and mostly because of me. I was so nervous on the inside I could hear my heart pounding and tired my hardest to conceal it by keeping my face neutral.
Once we made it to her room she closed the door and walked into her closet. She had a decent sized walk in closet. There was a lot of space and you could comfortably fit two people or more in there.
I sat on her bed as she walked out holding a box.
"A box?" I asked confusedly.
"Take your pick." She opened it revealing a bunch of toys.
Some of which I'd never seen before, ever.
I looked at them all confused. She sat on the bed next to me watching me with some sort of interest.
"What's that?" I asked pointing to a smaller toy in the box.
"It's a bullet. A vibrator." She said and I blinked for a second. Before nodding.
I took out the easiest thing I saw which was a dildo. And she hummed nodding slightly.
"Did you use these with—"
"No. I threw those away." She cut me short closing the box and putting it away. While she was gone I took out the stuff I had brought before she could get back.
"You're going to use those too?" She smirked raising an eyebrow.
"Yes." I said confidently and she hummed.
"Do you worst then darling." She stood in front of me.
I took a deep breath and just started.
I took a step towards her and placed my hands on her torso before I was the one who started kissing her neck this time.
Her hands wrapped around me and tugged me closer. I didn't realise how much I missed her. It's only been a week and it felt like a life time.
I moved from her neck to her lips and she reciprocated the kiss in under a second. I missed how soft her lips were, I moved my hands to her neck and hers moved to my waist to pull me in closer.
Her soft lips moved in rhythm with mine and it was magical. She tugged me closer and I couldn't help but fall into her touch. My hands moved underneath her jumper and started lifting it off her.
We only broke apart the kiss to get clothes off each other. I moved her back slowly against the bed and she laid down quickly while I picked up the handcuffs I'd brought.
"You're eager." She smirked.
"Like you aren't." I said as I straddled her moving her above her ahead.
I slid the straps of her bra off her arms but still kept her bra on.
I quickly realised my fault with the handcuffs. There wasn't anywhere to put them. I didn't know what exactly to do and my face fell slightly.
"Here." She tapped the side of her bed frame with her finger where there was an opening that I had missed.
I looped it through there cuffing her hands inside and leaned down to kiss her.
I had little to no idea what do to. All I had to go off of was what Zoë said and our first time.
I kissed the part of her neck where her shoulder and neck meet, sucking lightly like she'd done to me.
She let out a little moan and I never realised how someone's voice could turn me on even more.
I kept going as my hands found her back and reached for her bra clasp. I unhooked it and now fully display her boobs.
They were perfect and perked and compared to mine, bigger. I felt like I was in a trance and nothing else mattered. I took my hand and cupped her tits lightly.
She looked up at me, her green eyes had darkened with a sense of need. A lust.
I trailed kisses down her body, like she once did to me. I got to her left breast and enclosed my lips around it. I flicked and sucked it while my right hand played with her other boob, rolling her nipple in between my thumb and index finger. Her moans were soft and light, somewhere just above a whisper.
I lifted off her tit and switched over to her right side. Doing the same thing with my fingers in the left. She arched her back slightly underneath me like she was reaching for more.
That made me smirk against her tit, I felt somewhat proud and more confident knowing I was making her do this.
I lifted off her and placed both my hands on each of her tits kneading them softly.
"You look very pretty beneath me." I said softly with whatever new found confidence this was.
I kissed lower down her body until I reached where I wanted her most.
I played with the band of her underwear for a minute while kissing and sucking slightly along her inner thigh.
"You can take them off you know." She said sarcastically lifting her head off the pillows.
"I could leave you here." I counted from between her thighs, even if I had no intentions of ever doing that.
"Okay, I'm sorry." She said softly laying her head back down while she still had a smirk on her face.
I took her underwear off and tossed them somewhere. I reached for the dildo and looked at it for a minute.
I angled it at her entrance ready to push it in. "Woah, lube? That thing is not going in me dry." She said lifting her head up.
"I hardly doubt this is dry." I said running my finger along her slit.
And oh my god, how I wanted to do this again. She looked so perfect. Perfect didn't even begin to explain the sight of her I had before me.
"Still. Lube darling, in my drawer. Here." She angled her eyes in the direction of the drawer.
I looked in its direction and then second thought once an idea came to mind.
"I'll fix it." I said softly moving back between her thighs properly.
I put two fingers on her clit and drew small circles lightly before opening her folds and laid some of my spit on her clit.
"Fuck." She breathed out and I felt proud.
Her head dropped back and she arched her back slightly leaning into me.
I placed my mouth over her clit and flicked against it lightly at first but then moved faster. I flattened my tongue and lapped in her wetness.
She moaned softly but it was enough for me to start to feel my own wetness leak out of me. Her voice was turning me on alone, even more with how she tasted.
"Fuck Collette, keep going." She moaned out softly but louder than before.
I kept going and her moans turned into little whimpers.
"Right there—god." She breathed out.
I lapped even more and stayed flicking at her clit more a little longer.
"Fuck Collette, I'm coming." She said softly but very much out of breath.
I lapped slower as she came helping her down from her high and stood up leaning over to her.
I kissed her and she slid her tongue into my mouth almost immediately tasting her. I straddled her leg and I could feel her smirk into the kiss.
"I'm going to get you for that." She smirked.
"You can try." I smiled leaning down her body.
She lifted her knee making me accidentally grind into her and it felt so good. I let out a moan and she smirked.
"I'm getting there." She said softly.
"You haven't begged yet." I kissed in between her boobs and grabbed the dildo. She was definitely wet now especially with how her wetness was leaking out of her as she came.
"You can try but I don't beg." She said and I just thrusted the dildo into her making her through her head back.
"We'll see." I kissed her stomach as I followed what Zoë had said.
Long intervals of longer deeper strokes followed harder slams every couple second.
"God—oh shit." She moaned louder this time.
I picked up the little pink vibrator I brought and turned it on to a medium high setting and pressed it to her clit.
"Oh my fuck—" she moaned out. It was mixed with a cry. I watched in amazement as she grinned further into the two toys at her core.
The only sounds they filled the room were her moans and the sound of her wetness. I wanted so badly for her to touch me with how wet I was growing at the sight of her.
"Fuck I'm gonna come." She said and I instantly remembered what Zoë said.
"Don't come. Wait." I said and her head shot up.
"You can't be serious?" She said shocked and a little out of breath while her hips continued to grind on the toys.
"Don't come, wait. Hold it." I repeated.
"I can't." She said but it came out as whimper mixed into her moans.
"Are you sorry? Like truly sorry?." I asked her, I wasn't meant to but i felt like I needed to hear it once more.
"Yes—fuck—I'm sorry darling, I really am. Fuck." She moaned.
"Really? Tell me I'm better than her?" I said softly
"Darling, I'll say anything you want just please, please let me come. I'm begging you. I'm sorry." She said.
Finally! She said she's begging me.
"If you say you're sorry."
"I'm sorry, I'm begging you. Please." She whimpered.
I kissed her inner thigh and she came quickly.
I turned the toy off and slowed down the strokes of the dildo. I pulled them out of her slowly and kissed up her body.
I wanted to straddle her again but I'm worried she might feel how wet my underwear is.
"I thought you didn't beg." I teased her, taking her hand cuffs off her.
"You're the only one who will ever hear me beg." She smiled reaching her now free hands around me to pull me closer.
I placed my hands on her shoulders and kissed her.
"I said I was going to get you back for this." She said as she flipped our positions and I was the one who was underneath her.
I don't know where any of my confidence went from earlier. I have zero confidence left but I had no problem with it because I'd gotten what I wanted.
✾ ✾ ✾
"Collette?" Valentina said as I laid at her side.
After I felt like my insides had been ruined, in a good way, we went to have a shower and now are laying in bed.
It felt good to be back in her bed, in her arms, wearing her pyjamas, I missed it more than I thought.
I really thought that I was going to back out of this at the very last minute but surprisingly I didn't and she gave me a confidence boost just by her lying under me.
Even if it was quickly wiped away when the roles reversed.
"Yeah." I answered as I looked at her eyes that were already looking at me.
"I'm sorry, I really am. I want to make sure you really know that." She said softly.
"I do know that. I wasn't angry that you kissed her, because after all she is your ex, there's history there. I was hurt of course but I was more angry because I wanted to compete with her. Show you I'm better. I can be better than her."
"You don't need to—"
"But I did, I wanted to make sure that even if you decided to go back to her, you'd know I'm better."
"Darling, you already are. I mean I always thought that. But you made it even clearer the moment you told me to beg." She smiled softly and I blushed.
"I didn't mean to." I buried my head in the crook of her neck and she laughed slightly and held me.
"I don't know where you got the idea but you made it end up in best sex I've ever had." She kissed the top of my head while she chuckled slightly.
Score one for Letty! Zero to Zara.
"Really?" I asked blushing even more but I was happy I was in the crook of her neck so she could see other wise I'd blush even more.
"Definitely. You made me beg. And I don't beg."
"I figured when you didn't give in right away at the picture."
"I like the dress on you, a lot by the way."
"Maybe I'll wear it to school tomorrow." I shrugged meeting her eyes."
"Don't do that. Let me be the only one to see it in person." she said as the smile from her face dropped and I blushed fiercely.
"Possessive. Okay." I smiled at her.
"Just to you darling." She kissed me softly and my cheeks heat up even more.
She let out a little laugh at my pink cheeks that I tried to hide in her neck quickly.
"Okay I think we should sleep because you have to get up early, in a couple hours."
"Wait. What about you?" I asked her.
"I have only one class tomorrow, so I'm not in school until the afternoon." She said tucking some hair behind my ear.
"You're so lucky." I groaned and she chuckled at me.
"I know. Good night darling." She said holding me close as I snuggled back into her side with my head in her chest.
"Goodnight Val." I said softly before we both drifted off to sleep in the serene silence.