Meera pov
Today was reunion but I don't wanted to visit..I don't wanted to see him with his wife i can't see the hope which broke today ekansh was my ...but now he is not i remember each and every moment we spend together...it was calss 11 when we met I was an introvert but he was backbencher full Masti and fear nothing...for 1st week i didn't know any Ekansh in calss as he was from other section but i follwed them on Insta and I was struggling from toxic friendship with Alisha that's why I posted a story which was a long video when Ekansh message me that " mai dost ban jayuga ye batyo ki ye video kaise post karte hai " I told him the steps and he found it complex and we share a little word or say he roasted me and then we didn't speak for months and I don't speak to boys but i sometimes send him reel in which he just react one day he send me a video and i told him my assignment is not complete and he simply said." Hamse maag leti ...mana backbencher hai par likh lete hai kabhi kabhi." Then he send me the assignment and we talked for hours and in last he says " kuch chhiye ko to maag Lena insta ham use nai karte WhatsApp par maag Lena " and first time any boy talked to my like this and it was mid 11 we started chating and telling each other many thing she becomes the Bunny for me the way Bunny changes the Naina he did..
There is a person who helped me discover my true self, someone who taught me that "ham" is far superior to "mai", "tum" or "tu". Bunny will always hold a special place in my heart because of the profound changes he brought to my life. He provided me with an escape while also teaching me to confront the truth and be real, even if it means being harsh. I will always remember one sentence said by him, "life me 2 chij hota h...ya toh life ko smgh lo ya toh ji lo ......agr smgh jaogi toh jii nhii paogi or agr jiogi toh smgh nhi paogi "Well, that was the spark that ignited a flame of change within me.
Bunny introduced me to the beauty of the outside world, from the serene Ganga ghat to the tranquil atmosphere of Dehradun, and the thrill of drowning in Sagam. Every moment spent with him was cherished and appreciated.
He gave the thrill of lifes and how I can stop falling for him,we didn't talk in school ever even we had some common friends then also in. Whenever we had exams or extra class we go house together with our friends gossiping all time but we don't share a single word. One time he asked for vollyball from me but I got confuse as sir was saying us to left in calss so I just give it to sir .
Our 11 went like this we become friends and he told me how much he love tea how much he love rain how much he love shayari how much he miss his goan he is obsessed with goan .
But when he told me he like ruhi from the start i didn't knew how to react and things changed everyone get hurt and but i manage to clear everything and after some months he realised it was me to whom he should fall and everyone get to know about story.but then again the thing get out of my hand..and from that day to today we have not talk to each other.
And today I will again see him ..if i won't not know that he is married and forget me i would be happy but now I can't
I don't want to go ...even Shantanu don't wanted to come what i will do their but my friend forced me thats why i went...I was early and my eyes fall on his friends who just Happly welcome me and asked about my health but shub eyes were seeing me with love which I don't want..
Ashu-kaisi hai tu
Meera-thik thak tu bata ...
Ashu- tere se better car drive karne aati hai mujhe
Meera-gadhe mera accident kaise hua ye bhi nai pata tujhe
Amar-ye gadha hi hai Meera..
Ashu - haa jaise tu samajhdar hai ja Ava aai hai ..apne best friend ke sath
Meera -are chor do yar kyu pareshan kar rahe ho isse
Ashu - are abhi to ruk abhi Anisha baki hai sanskar ki behan
Meera-aur Alisha teri behan
Ashu - bhay wo aur meri behan tu hai meri behan ,wo to Toofan hai pata nai kya soch kar behan banya tha
Meera -wo to tu jane
And I saw shub coming towards me
Shub - kaisi ho
Meera - thik hui tum
Shub - tumhe yaha dekh khush hui ..
Ashu - Meera mere sath chal baat karni hai
I came with him
Meera - bol bhai
Ashu - chali ja yar ,nai handle kar payegi tu behan hai tu meri I know kitna hurt hoga tujhe usse swasti ke sath dekhkar tune pyar Kiya tha usse aur ussne bhi bahut destiny
Meera - i know bhai ,but ek din to face karna hi hai to aaj kyu nai ..chalo sab ke pass..
Ashu is my brother,we are long relatives.
We came and everyone was there
But rihana took me from their and waiter drop juice on my dress
Ruhi-chal tu washroom
I was cleaning my outfit in washroom and when i came outside he was there in white suit last time I saw him white suit in farewell...white my favorite colour but our eyes contact was from start a intense we both were with tears i wanted to talk to him i wanted to hug him but I saw swasti his wife his future I am past his ex i can't be third wheel.
Rihana immediately take me from there and I was there with them..
Ruhi-it's okay Meera it was not written right the way you always say me.
Rihana - tumne apni book mai bhi to akha hai na ki Jo nai milta wo hamra nai hota ..jo hamra hoga wo mil jaayega
Meera- logo ko batna aur kehna asaan hota as compare to khud par apply karna rihana..wo samne hai mere apni biwi ke sath jaha mujhe hona tha..
Ruhi- Meera teri jagah waha nai thi ...hoti to wo tera intezaar karta apni ego side kar tere pass ata
I saw swasti coming towards me and I stopped them she cam and sit with me and she talked about novels she knew talking about him will hurt me and her both...but we did we talked about him in flow in flow I told her that how much crazy how much I love him my eyes were with tears and I saw shub whose eyes were on me..
And the incident when he called me came in my fronti was sitting with all my friends trying to laugh but one call snatch the everything he first asked me about my health...but then a shocking truth " Meera ek baat bolu he is married" and that time my World my hope just breaked i waited for him from years and he just moved one so easily..how ekansh..but i decided not to be third wheel among them i with heavy heart gave my memories to chahat so that she can give it to swasti ..i wanted to see her i wanted to talk that..how she got him..." Mene itni duaye maagi usse pane ki aur kisi ko wo esse hi mil gaya " don't i deserve him don't i deserve the gift of waiting..I didn't eat anything for 2 days but rihana was there who scooled me and make me understand that it was not meant to me and i should forget him being third wheel is not okay..
I cam here with stronge face but seeing him with her i just lost it...
Neil me for an shyari and i resite the shayari which I wrote for him Asking the thousand of questions which I can't ask directly.and he know it was for him..swasti was going behind him but Samar said me to go but rihana stopped me but i went i can't leave him like this he is hurt he is angry...
I saw him crying I told him evething he told me everything but it was too late now ...I knew he take me in hospital and he confessed I knew he can't hate me ..he still love me..but i can't come back ...i can't..the way he holded my hand i wanted to stick it with me forever but i can't..i mesage him 1408 times with hope but he didn't reply.
When he said me to comeback i know he is over on his emotion and later he wil regret it ...he always feel evething deep and take impulsive decision but I knew i can't be third wheel so I just took the name he wanted to listen Ekansh Pratap Singh rawat ...he always wanted his name like this but Pratap was removed his dad have Pratap but he didn't.i feels how much I know him why gid did this to us ..the last hug was my world i want it forever I don't want to break it I don't..but we did swasti was here ... evryone was supporting swasti but me and him was just standing because no one their can feel us ..no one...
And i realised you can't get everything... sometimes wait also don't works...but i will always remember this ..I got him for a moment...i got him for second..for a years for a months he was mine...our love story was real and true it was God who cruel...i hate you God I ahte you ...i promised myself not to visit temple anymore... because in all temples I asked him for me but no anyone give him to me.....
Rihana was taking from there and only thing which was going in my mind was..
"Uljhe hue hi thk hai duniya ke maslo me .
Agar ab jo suljhe toh dubara Ishq ho jaega
Or agar krdi ye gusthaki dubara toh
maut bhi na ye uljhan suljha nai paega"
(Written by someone I will tell in the end of the story)
All the memories of us was flashing in fornt of me...and todya is our last day I know we will never see each other after that.... because i can't get happiness by breaking somelse happiness....
Life is like this guys....jisse mohbbat chhiye wo usse kabhi nai milegi Jo usse dur bhagega mohbbat usske apsa dorte aayegi...kismat Mai agar wo saksh nai hota to kismat bhi dusman lagti hai but at the end hame realise ho hi jayega ..."wo nai Mila to wo mera nai tha .."
Note- I don't know if you guys liked the pov of Meera but I do...i cried waiting is something different.just imagine waiting for your dream and it break into seconds and she was so much sweet that she just lived him she simply denies for coming in his life again when deep down she wanted she wanted him forever...Meera love was pure just the way Meera who devoted her life to Krishna...the same way she devoted herself to him but Destiny wanted something else...and she ended evething she don't wanted to hurt swasti she don't wanted to be third wheel..she was not like the under ex who just want to stch the person...
I can relate with Meera do you ?
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I will post the story behind writing this story and everything in the end of the part 1.
Why it was Aman why i changed the name ,Meera is me in real life , everything and i think you guys wil love the real story more than this ..don't know why i think so