It was the time of wedding...I am not excited... beacuse my happiness has never been fulfilled... happiness is far away from me ... Trisha came and take me to downstairs ..I was sitting on stage..and waiting for Ekansh..it's 1 hours and he didn't arrived...my heart is beating hard ... everyone was gossiping...on my skin tone .. Ekansh hai deny to marriage a girl like me... I don't know what should I do ...I have a tears in my eyes...
Swasti - Trisha maine kaha tha na ki meri khushiya kabhi Puri nai hoti ..
Trisha - kuch nai hoga ...thoda wait kar le .. traffic mai fas gaye ho shyad...
But my mother arrived and told me.that ...aman has deny to marry me ...my marriage is broken...again... someone dump me ..i immediately get up from stage and went upstairs and lock myself in my room... everyone is trying to concern me and said to open door but ...No i want to die ...i don't wanne live my life....i don't wanne leave with this skin tone tag ..I am human I have heart I have limit which my heart can hold...
Trisha - plse swasti door open kar plse...ham hai na tere sath ...plse...
Jiya-beta plse door open Karo ....aunty ki baat mano plse..
Swasti - Trisha..maine kaha tha na mai Khush nai ho skati ...meri Khushi kabhi Puri nai hoti hai ...koi na koi problem aa hi jati hai ...i am afraid to live my life happily..I am afraid to get excited...mai thak chuki hui ye skin tone skin tone ke baare mai sunkar ...logo ko smjha nai aat kya ki mai Insan hui .. mujh bhi feel hota hai ...mai bhi hurt hoti hui ...nai thak chuki hui ..bahut Zayada thak chuki hui inn comments se..itne zayda rejection..
Trisha - logo ki baate kyu sunti hai tu ..mai hui na tere sath hamesha...har waqt...
Mansi - beta plse door open Karo ...ma hai tumhare sath ...
Trisha - chup hi jayo masi ....apki baate to aur usse hurt karti hai ...aur aap khud ko ma bolte hai ...bahar wale bole to insan seh bhi leta hai par jab apke bole na insan nai seh pata hai ...har baar apne khud ki beti ke skin tone par comment Kiya hia ...har baar ki ye colour pehno ye aacha hai ye mat pehno skin tone ke sath match nai karega ... makeup aache se karo ...skin tone alag hai tumhara...har baar skin tone skin tone...wo apki beti hai ...masi ...
Jiya - sahi bol rahi hai bachi ...mansi...mai bhi aai hui to ye notice ki hui ...aate hi ki lehgha change karne ko boli skin tone ke sath nai Jayega...yar beti hai wo teri ...kuch to socha kar bolne se pehle...
Everyone was taking stand for me...jiya aunty Trisha...and yes it's hurt when ours person say something...i can ignore people talk but not my mother...
It's too late ...I am standing on stool on bed ..the duptta is haging with fan ...I am going to end this fucking life ...
Rudra - aap log baate baad mai kar ligiyga pehley door open karye ...pata nai wo kya kar le ..abhi bahut taklif mai hai wo ..
I don't know who he is ...but I don't want anyone to open the door unless I die ...but jiya aunty told her son to break the door and he was doing..but Trisha stop them...as she have a spare key of my room.. everyone shouted on her ...that can't she tell it's earlier...
Trisha - mujhe laga wo door open kar degi ...ruke mai leke aai...
Trisha came and open the door...but i was hang...the stool was on floor and my neck in hanging duppta..
After door open 2 boys came ..one hold my leg and one remove my neck from hanging duppta..I am having a panic attack...i can't breath...i can't...
I tell those 2 boys with heavy breathing...
Swasti - why the hell you save me ...marne tha mujhe....
Trisha-mujhe marna chhti hai kya tu ...maine to life bhi nai ji abhi tak ...tu maregi to mujhe bhi to marna padhrga..
Trisha gave me water.. and that 2 boys were staring at me ..jiya aunty came to me and hugged me ..i cry while hugging her ...
Swasti - aunty meri life Mai khushiya kyu nai tikti hai ...kyu ...mai thak chuki hui inn sab se ... mujhe meri hi zindagi boj (burden ) lag rahi hai ...ghutan ho rahi hai andar se ...
Jiya - chup..mai hui na tumhare sath ...aur tum sari khushiyan deserve karti ho beta ...aaj tak tumhe koi essa nai Mila na Jo tumhe aache se treat kare ...aache logo ke liye wait karan padhta hai ...life apko test karti hai aur pass hote ho to apko gift mai ek aach insan deti hai ..
Swasti -nai dena hai mujhe ab aur test bilkul bhi nai ..
My tears were not able to stop .it's was flowing like never ending river...my mumma came and hug me...
Mansi - i am sorry mera beta ...mai ek ma bhi nai ban pai ..har baar tumhe critise kiya ...har
Baar tumhare skin tone par comment Kiya ..jab mujhe stand lena chahiye tha tumhare sath khada hona chhiye tha ...i am sorry....maaf kardo apni ma ko plse....
My mother also had a tears while saying this ...and i just forgive her ...she is my mother..she can also do mistakes...but she realised that matter...
After concering me they all left from room..it was just Trisha and me ...
Trisha - thappad maarna hai mujhe tujhe sach bol rahi hui ....mere bare mai ek baar bhi nai socha tune ..ab mai gussa hui tere se ....
Swasti - sorry plse maaf kar de ...paka agli baar se essa kuch nai karugi ...kuch bhi hoga tujhe gale lagkar ro lugi bas ...plse maaf kar de..
Trisha hugged me ..and i found a peace...after so many months I saw her crying..last time it was when her ex left her ...
So the main problem was skin tone ... everyone was talking while that girl was inside...it was Rudra who was concern for girl mental issue..that's he is hurt she can do anything...when i open the door...she was haging with duppta...I hold her leg ..and rudra take out her neck from haging dupttaa...
That girl..may be Trisha was like my friends the way she said...do you want me to die too...that all remind me of my friends...they are like this ...they can die for me too...
Her skin tone is not dark...i think it's a natural skin tone of Indian girl..why she is concern too much...my mother is very close to her the way she hugged her and cried I never saw a scene like this...
And how can a mother critise her own daughter.she will definitely be broken.. because when our loved one critise us it's hurt like hell... peoples become dead from inside..
We all came outside...and went to a room ...guest were not gone ...they were gossiping about swasti..
Her dad called the groom and his family but no one care of attend a single call...
Her dad - now they will see who the dev Verma is ... hurting my daughter...they have to pay for it ...
That's a normal reaction which a Father can give...at this situation..
Mansi - meri beti ab tut jayegi dev...bahut taklif mai hai wo...marne tak ki soch li thi ussne .. iss shadi ke tutne ki wajah se bahut sari chiqe bigar jayegi dev... hamri beti ki life...hamri respect...hamra business...sab kuch ...
Dev - ham kya kar skate hai Mansi...we don't have any option left...ham esse hi kisi se bhi hamri beti ki shadi nai Kara skate hai na ...aur mujhe sirf meri beti ki fikar hai ..usske future ki ....respect aur business to phir se setup ho jayega ...lekin meri beti ka Dil to nai jur payega na...
He is concern Father...not like a rich father to whom only business and respect matters...for him ..his daughter is everything....I was lost in my though but get shock or say I become statue..when i mother said...
Jiya-swasti meri bahu banegi...mera beta Ekansh usse shadi karega..
Everyone was staring at me ..and I was still there as statue..what my mother said right now was real or was my dream...she want me to marry swasti...
Dev - agar Ekansh aur swasti ko koi problem na ho tab ...
Jiya- mai pehle Ekansh se baat kar leti Hui usske baad aap log swasti se baat kar lena ..aap sab bahar jaye ... ..
Everyone went outside..it was just me mumma and rudra in room..
Jiya -Ekansh ...plse..apni ma ki baat man jayo ... plse swasti se shadi kar lo..plse..tum hamesha meri baat mante ho na ..ek baar aur mann lo ..tumhari ma tumhare liye kabhi bura nai socha skati aman..swasti perfect ladki hai ...aur mujhe pata hai mera beta kabhi kisi ko skin tone se judge nai karega...plse shadi ke liye mann jayo ..
Ekansh- mumma mai amyra se shadi karne wala hui ..
Jiya- karne Wale ho ...ki to nai hai na ..abhi tak to engegment tak nai hui hai ...apni maa ki baat man lo plse..
She was crying when she was saying all this .and i can't see tears in my mother eyes..if she want me to die i will happily die ..marrying someone is small thing... earlier when she came with proposal and reject them ..she don't take all this serious and smile and then again come with new ...she didn't force me ..and if she is now saying me ..I will marry swasti....
Ekansh- ok I will...but aap ro mat plse..apki baat ke liye mai kabhi mana nai kar skata hui ma ..
I don't know what type of girls she is ..so i can't comment as i commented on amyra rathour....
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