~savannah~
I could feel the tears run down my face as i looked at the pictures infront of me. Louis had his arms tightly around El as she kissed him. The dates on the pictures showed they were taken a month ago. I threw them across the room and screamed at the top of my lungs just letting it out. We were on the road,thankfully so only my driver heard me. The pictures were sent to me as fanmail. I looked at my ring feeling like my hand was on fire. I could feel my heart breaking and i didnt know how to stop it. I was in llove and i just couldnt figure out why i couldnt have a happily ever after. I took my ring off and set it on the table. I didnt know how to react. Was i sapossed to be really angry or did i try to fix this. We had been together for almost two years. Was i sapossed to throw that away so easily. I fixed my makeup and put my ring back on. I was going to marry Louis because i won his heart,i know El expected me to just give in but l wouldnt. He was mine.
I fixed my makeup and pulled on a pair of black ripped skinny jeans,red sparkly long sleeved top, and black sparkly heels with a red bow on the back. I walked inside our interview spot and saw El in the audience. She would never learn. I walked over to her and whispered in her ear."I dont care about your little make out session. If you havent realized we are still getting married. Bet you feel good."She glared as i walked on stage sitting by Louis and pecking his lips. I whispered in his ear"I know you cheated on me with El last month. But this will not stop our wedding unless you want her over me."He looked at me shaking his head."Im sorry it was a mistake. I would never chose her over you. Your my love."I nodded smiling. I dindnt forgive him but i wasnt gonna deal with this right now."Welcome to Daylight Weekly. Thank you for joining in, today we have Savannah Connor and One Direction. To start off Savannah is going to sing her new single that will be released in exaclty 10 minutes. This is the first time anyone will hear this song." Jenna said. I walked up to the microphone."This is called Better then Revenge. I dedicate this to to every girl who wants revenge. I know i do." I looked straight at El who had a stupid red wig on. The music started i felt myself get into it showing my bad girl side.
Now go stand in the corner and think about what you did
Ha, Time for a little revenge
The story starts when it was hot and it was summer
And, I had it all; I had him right there where I wanted him
She came along, got him alone, and let's hear the applause
She took him faster than you can say sabotage
I never saw it coming, wouldn't have suspected it
I underestimated just who I was dealing with
She had to know the pain was beating on me like a drum
She underestimated just who she was stealing from
She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, Whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, Whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, Ha
She looks at life like it's a party and she's on the list
She looks at me like I'm a trend and she's so over it
I think her ever present frown is a little troubling
And, she thinks I'm psycho
Cause I like to rhyme her name with things, but
Sophistication isn't what you wear, or who you know
Or pushing people down to get you where you wanna go
Oh they didn't teach you that in prep school
So it's up to me
But no amount of vintage dresses gives you dignity
She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, Whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, Whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge, Ha ha
I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but haven't you heard
I'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey
You might have him, but I always get the last word
Whoa
She's not a saint and she's not what you think
She's an actress, Whoa
She's better known for the things that she does
On the mattress, Whoa
Soon she's gonna find
Stealing other people's toys on the playground
Won't make you many friends
She should keep in mind,
She should keep in mind
There is nothing I do better than revenge,
And do you still feel like you know what you're doing,
Cause I don't think you do, Oh
Do you still feel like you know what you're doing
I don't think you do, I don't think you do
Let's hear the applause
C'mon show me how much better you are
See you deserve some applause
Cause you're so much better
She took him faster than you could say sabotage!
I looked at El who was smirking.'That wasnt the first time he cheated on you' she mouthed. I bite my lip looking at Louis. I had three weeks to either live with him for the rest of my life or break up.I felt my hand travle to my tummy. My happiness didnt matter as much anymore only the little person in my tummy.
~~~~~~~~~~~~flash back~~~~~~~~~~
Finally after the grammys my stomach was dieing. I ran to the bathroom puking up everything in me. I had been this way for about 3 weeks now. I was hoping it was just a stomach bug but now i was thinking differently. When i made it back to my apartment I changed into skinny jeans a tight blue sweatshirt,and ugg boots. I put in my green contacts and grabed my spray in hair dye. My hair turned a dark brown. I made sure i couldnt be recagnized before i drove to the closest store. I walked straight to the pregnancy section and baught one of each best test. I walked up to the counter the older lady looked at me disgusted."Teens these days getting pregnant."She sneered."Mam im married and im twenty i think i have the right to be pregnant if i want."I answered in an american accent so she couldnt hear my irish one."Child your so young, i just wish you could have lived longer and followed your dreams."She said handing me my bags."Sometimes things appear different then what they are."I replied. I drove home quickly running inside my house. I took all the test and set them on the counter waiting.
test 1; positive, test 2; positive, test 3; positive, test 4; positive, test; 5 positive
I felt tears fill my eyes as i put my hand on my tummy. I had a tiny little life in my tummy who would depend on me for the rest of my life.
~~~~~~~~~over~~~~~~~~~~~
I grabbed Louis hand as we walked towards my buss after the interview. I sat on my couch looking at him."How many times did you cheat on me?"I asked softly."Only that one time babe i promise."He replied grabbing my hands. I looked into his eyes and felt myself snap."One time. Really only once. Then please explain to me why i have pictures with dates of you cheating all the way back to our 1 year anniverary." I yelled throwing the pictures at him. it was the truth the pictures i had recieved had dates all the way back to then. I put a hand on my tummy,rubbing it softly. I had to think about my baby not myself. I couldnt force my child to live in a life where his/her father cheated on their mother constintly. El had finally won but not in the way she wanted. I wasnt giving up because of her but for my childs life. I looked at Louis to see his eyes wide with worry. He was scared so i knew it was true."Jesus Louis, why. Why would you do this. I love you with everything in me yet you do this,just why?"I could feel tears falling down my face. He looked at me guilty."I love you Savannah i really do. It's just El was my first true love. I couldn't figure out if i still loved her. I guess all this time, i was still fighting my feelings for her,but i know you are the one."I shook my head chuckling"Louis, tell me the truth. Those few weeks when i went home. Were you really worried or were you with her?"I wiped my cheeks as he looked down."I was worried but i was with El the day before you got home."I nodded standing up. I kissed Louis softly."You know in all reality this is my fault. I knew you were cheating but i chose to deny it. I love you Louis but i wont let this continue. So for now we are over. Im giving you the time you need to figure out where your heart lies."I pulled my ring off and put it in his hand pushing him towards the door."Oh and Louis, im pregnant."I whispered. He looked at me shocked."You cant keep me from my child."I laughed."I wont but i wont force our child to watch me be in pain."I smiled as he put a hand on my tummy,before making him leave."I may not get daddy,but i have you. I love you baby and i will stay strong for you."I whispered rubbing my belly.