I don't want to be loved

By TokkiLisa

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Lalisa Alessin, a queen rotting in prison. Despaired and without hope, she drank poison and died. But... unbe... More

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Prologue
Chapter 1: Golden Bird's Feather
Chapter 2: Loveless Marriage
Chapter 3: Queen
Chapter 4: Hertia Cesca
Chapter 5: Queen Candidate
Chapter 6: Get Out
Chapter 7: Rightful Heir
Chapter 8: Wanting His Love
Chapter 9: A Nobleman's Pride and Dignity
Chapter 10: Send Them Out
Chapter 11: To Crichton
Chapter 12: Feared Queen
Chapter 13: Make A Wish
Chapter 14: The First And Last
Chapter 15: Is This Your Answer
Chapter 16: Virginity
Chapter 17: Vincent Priebius
Chapter 18: Life In Her Belly
Chapter 20: I don't want to marry
Chapter 21: I Want To Live A Happy Life
Chapter 22: Of Crichton Blood
Chapter 23: Golden Feather
Chapter 24: If She Did Her Job Properly...
Chapter 25: The Boy And The Sun
Chapter 26: Years Later..
Chapter 27: I'm a Crichton
Chapter 28: Young King
Chapter 29: Another Funeral
Chapter 30: There Was A Time..
Chapter 31: Unconditional Love
Chapter 32: The Dream
Chapter 33: Plague, Massacre, and Defeat
Chapter 34: New Man
Chapter 35: The Bride To Be Is...
Chapter 36: Suffer The Same Fate
Chapter 37: Grief And Shame
Chapter 38: A Future Far Worse
Chapter 39: Run Away, Girl
Chapter 40: James Lyurik
Chapter 41: Tied To Him
Chapter 42: A Favor
Chapter 43: Fear Must Be Overcome
Chapter 44: I'll Be Alright
Chapter 45: You Who Treats Me Like A Dog
Chapter 46: I'll Kill You Myself
Chapter 47: Useless Black - Haired Beast
Chapter 48: Long Time No See
Chapter 49: Marry Me
Chapter 50: Divorce Me A Year Later
Chapter 51: I Accept Your Offer
Chapter 52: Jungkook's Regret
Chapter 53: For Vincent's Sake
Chapter 54: Suicidal Impulse
Chapter 55: She's Already Dead
Chapter 56: Your Majesty, Please Get Out
Chapter 57: Not Your Real Wife
Chapter 58: Lalisa and Arundell
Chapter 59: She's To Marry Me..
Chapter 60: Mother's Grave
Chapter 61: Lalisa, My Love
Chapter 62: You're My Wife, I'll Protect You
Chapter 63: Jungkook Cesca (Perspective)
Chapter 64: Are You Crying?
Chapter 65: Your Wish
Chapter 66: He Liked Her, After All
Chapter 67: Pleasure Of Desire
Chapter 68: A Wife Who Does Not Love
Chapter 69: Hope Of Love
Chapter 70: Public Disgrace
Chapter 71: Torturous Beauty
Chapter 72: Women Love Flowers
Chapter 73: Wedding Ceremony
Chapter 74: Queen's Palace
Chapter 75: Can't Fool Me Twice
Chapter 76: Jungkook's Debt
Chapter 77: Duchess Kisses Her Hand
Chapter 78: Human Nature
Chapter 79: I Like You, Queen
Chapter 80: I Remember You
Chapter 81: Dinner With Jungkook
Chapter 82: Jungkook's Clumsiest Best
Chapter 83: Thought He Liked Men
Chapter 84: I Owe It To Her
Chapter 85: The Betrayal
Chapter 86: Anastasia's Daughter
Chapter 87: Queen's Motive
Chapter 88: The Truth
Chapter 89: Mother And Son
Chapter 90: I'm Sorry Lalisa
Chapter 91: Will You Trust Me
Chapter 92: Vince Over You
Chapter 93: I Liked You Since Then
Chapter 94: You're Beautiful
Chapter 95: Nothing Greater In Life Than A Woman
Chapter 96: Yearning Kiss
Chapter 97: The Duchess' Advice
Chapter 98: Predatory Marriage
Chapter 99: Using You
Chapter 100: Taste Of Wine (19+)
Chapter 101: Large Physique (19+)
Chapter 102: Maidenhood (19+)
Chapter 103: The First Pleasure (19+)
Chapter 104: Garden Check (19+)
Chapter 105: Blooming Flower (19+)
Chapter 106: All Night Moans
Chapter 107: Raymond
Chapter 108: Vincent
Chapter 109: Raging Duchess
Chapter 110: He Cares For You
Chapter 111: Vincent's Change
Chapter 112: Soft, Comfortable Mounds
Chapter 113: Jungkook's Wish
Chapter 114: The Time She Wants
Chapter 115: Palace Ball
Chapter 116: Affectionate King
Chapter 117: Can I Have This Dance?
Chapter 118: Deep In Love
Chapter 119: Hostage Quenn
Chapter 120: My Late Mother
Chapter 121: Mocking The King And Queen'
Chapter 122: Sincere Apology
Chapter 123: Struggle For Sweetness
Chapter 124: Have A Rest, Queen
Chapter 125: Embracing Other Woman
Chapter 126: Cold Purple Eyes
Chapter 127: Why Do You Cry? (19+)
Chapter 128: To Not Be Miserable
Chapter 129: May I Kiss You? (19+)
Chapter 130: Tight And Clamp Flesh (19+)
Chapter 131: Screams Of Ecstasy (19+)
Chapter 132: Destined Fate
Chapter 133: The Duchess Rage, Again (19+)
Chapter 134: Mrs.Cessley's Nagging
Chapter 135: Erratic Menstruation
Chapter 136: Raymond's Siblings
Chapter 137: Together With You
Chapter 138: To Meet Your Expectation
Chapter 139: Fruit Of Friendship
Chapter 140: Crichton Crown Prince
Chapter 141: No Danger Must Come
NOTICE
Chapter 142: Detestable Sweat
Chapter 143: Skillful Queen
Chapter 144: Lalisa's Fall
Chapter 145: Jungkook's Worries
Chapter 146: Embrace Me
Chapter 147: Riding Jungkook (18+)
Chapter 148: Hot S*x (18+)
Chapter 149: Finding The Culprit
Chapter 150: Could We Start Anew?
Chapter 151: A Certain Fragrance
Chapter 152: Mischievous Jungkook
Chapter 153: Lalisa Initiated The Kiss
Chapter 154: (Volume 6)
Chapter 155: Flaming Red Hair
Chapter 156: Have You Been Well, Sister?
Chapter 157: The Fault Lies In You
Chapter 158: Roseanne's Fascination
Chapter 159: To Keep Her Distance
Chapter 160: Don't Turn Your Back On Me
Chapter 161: Strained Relationship
Chapter 162: Suicide By Poison
Chapter 163: Roseanne and S*x
Chapter 164: Roseanne Reaches Climax
Chapter 165: To Steal The King's Heart
Chapter 166: For Jennie
Chapter 167: The Worried Lalisa
Chapter 168: Striking Red Hair
Chapter 169: Haunting Memories Come To Life
Chapter 170: Bad Rumours
Chapter 171: Lalisa's Counterattack
Chapter 172: Lalisa's Cold Answer
Chapter 173: Keep It A Secret
Chapter 174: Mrs.Cessley
Chapter 175: The Truth Revealed
Chapter 176: An Old Memory
Chapter 177: Pregnancy
Chapter 178: Raymond's Big Revelation
Chapter 179: A Disturbing Riddle
Chapter 180: You Murdered Me
Chapter 181: You, The One I Hate The Most
Chapter 182: Raymond's Plea
Chapter 183: Arrest Her
Chapter 184: The Bitter Reality
Chapter 185: Jungkook and Roseanne
Chapter 186: Good And Bad Seed
Chapter 187: Illegitimate Sister
Chapter 188: To Change The Future
Chapter 189: Lalisa's Hell
Chapter 190: Vincent
Chapter 191: A Brief Moment Of Kindness
Chapter 192: Setting The Trap
Chapter 193: Murder Charges
Chapter 194: The reason why Lalisa couldn't get pregnant before
Chapter 195: Roseanne's Crimes
Chapter 196: The name for the baby in her womb
Chapter 197: Roseanne's Plan Into Action

Chapter 19: He Believed In Her

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By TokkiLisa


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Present day...


"I understand, Miss. Let's leave as soon as possible."

Seeing Lalisa's countenance darken, Mary hurriedly consoled her.

"I'll prepare and pack the clothes and all that we need. You don't need to worry about everything else."

"Thank you, Mary."

"You're welcome, Miss. I can start packing right now, if you'd like, if we want to leave within two days."

"First, we need a ship. Find one for us, please, Mary. Thank you. You don't need to reserve a whole ship for us. It'd be for the best if there are other people present. That would be enough."

"Yes, Miss. Don't worry, you can trust me."

Mary smiled, placing her hand on her chest.

"Would you please tell Jeffrey to come inside on the way out?"

"As you wish, Miss."

Mary left the room, seeking the old butler, Jeffrey. A while later, the butler knocked on the door, a sign of his timely appearance. He entered and Lalisa pointed to the chair next to him.

"Have you waited for a long time, Lady Lalisa? I apologize."

"No, it's alright. I spoke to Mary for a long time, too. First, have a seat. We have a lot to talk about."

The butler sat on the chair , seat facing her, his wrinkled face full of expression.

"I'm grateful for you helping me, Jeffrey. Your deeds won't go unnoticed."

Had Jeffrey succumbed to the Count's order and locked her up, her path might have turned out differently. Count Alessin would prevent all means of contact from Lalisa's Crichton relatives and from the Queen with excuses of her falling ill and her being mentally unstable due to her mother's death.

And they would accept that too.

It was a proper excuse by all means.

They'd tend to believe universal right.

And it was easy to accept an illegitimate child brought into the house of her noble father.

That too, was common.

Roseanne lost her mother, Lalisa lost her mother.

That too, they thought would be a common bond of grief Roseanne and Lalisa could share.

Jeffrey shook his head.

"No, Lady Lalisa. I just did what I thought was right."

"I know it's not easy turning a blind eye to the person you've been following for a long time. I heard that you've looked after father since he was young."

"Yes..."

No matter how close she was to her relatives, she was still a child, after all.

Jeffrey was worried for her, but after today, she seemed different, and he thought that she would do just fine in Crichton.

He believed in her.


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