Claudia's POV
I looked at the test and my heart sank. This has to be a mistake
"No. It was positive, I know it"
"Claudia I want this for you more then anyone. But just to be sure I think you should take another one"
"Yeah"
I walked into the bathroom and took out my last test.
I peed on it and waited patiently for three minutes
I was shaking and tears were flooding my eyes
"Please, please be positive"
I picked up the test and turned it towards me
I drop it causing it to break apart
"It's negative"
I slid my back down the wall and cried out loud
I heard a knock on the door and struggled to respond
"Claudia it's finneas, what's wrong"
I opened the door and finneas leaned down
"Breathe baby, tell me what happened"
"It's negative" I cried out
He picked up the broken test and read only one line
"Claudia I'm so so sorry"
He picked me up and brought me out into the room
Everyone looked at me with tears in their eyes
I wiped my face and sat up looking at everyone
"Can me and finneas be alone please"
"Absolutely" Billie responded
Everyone hugged us and then left
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Billie's POV
"How the fuck does that happen"
"Miscarriages happen all the time"
"But she didn't say she was bleeding"
"Let's just have hope that it's not her and it's the test"
We got back to our room and went to sit on the balcony
"Billie if having kids is so hard for them imagine how hard it'll be for us"
"Baby we don't need to think about that, if we happen to not be able to have kids then we can adopt. Life has its plans whatever happens, happens"
"I hope that's the same for them"
"Me too"
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It's 6am and today we're leaving. I have to say I've never been so happy about leaving a vacation
We had everything packed up we're just waiting for everyone else to meet in the lobby so we can get a car together
Maggie and Patrick came down then fin and Claudia
I wanted to ask how she's feeling but I don't wanna make anything worse
I felt hands around my waist pulling me back into reality
"You okay mama"
"Yeah just thinking"
The car pulls up and we all got in
The drive to the airport couldn't come fast enough and I have a feeling I'm not the only one who thinks that
Billie's looking through instagram at fans accounts she has the biggest smile on her face
I lay my head on her shoulder and shut up eyes hoping it'll make the drive go faster
We go over a speed bump and my eyes flutter open
Seriously dude. Can't you like drive softer
I lift my head up and sigh
"Tired mama" Billie asked
She's so cute
"Yeah"
"We'll be home soon then we can sleep"
I turn my head and face her, she's so perfect and beautiful
"I love you" I spoke
"I love you too"
We got to the airport not to long after.
We got our bags and made it through TSA
Sitting and waiting is the worst...
Billie sat next to me holding my hand in hers
I played with her wedding ring to keep me content
Finneas and Claudia are sitting across from us. They both look torn apart I want to help more then anything but in this place I feel as if they need to be together, alone
"Flight 489 boarding now"
We all stood up and walked over to the gate
Everyone handed in their tickets, walking into the plane
We got to all sit together this time but I figured there wouldn't be much communication..
Me and billie got comfortable and decided to put on a movie and go to sleep
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I woke up from a terrible pain in my ears, I look out the window and see that we're landing
Thank god
I try to pop my ears and I could scream it hurts that bad
The plane landed and we all stood up to walk out. Once we got out everyone started to walk over to luggage claim
Billie stood behind me with her arms around my waist while we waited for our bags
Me and billie were talking and completely forgot about our bags
Fin came over to us and handed us our bags
I froze in front of him it's like I didn't have words
"Thanks fin" Billie replied
"Baby you can't keep doing that"
"I know, I know I just feel so bad"
"Give it time, it'll work out"
I understand seeing the positive side but right now everything is just dark and cloudy for me
Everyone got into separate cars to drive home. Our house isn't far from the airport so we got back before anyone else
Billie unlocked the door and laid her bags down
"Come on let's go to sleep"
It's 8pm in L.A so I definitely wasn't complaining about sleeping right now
We both got upstairs and changed into t-shirts
We got into bed an cuddled into each other
Next thing I knew I was past out
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