scarlet pov
"s-she was talking the night before like...h-how much she loves us and s-she hope c-cosmo looks like her"
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"hello... it's been a while" i sigh as i sat down in front of the camera filming my self trying to look strong as possible
"i-im filming this because i just wanna let you all know... specially y/n's fans that supported us throughout our journey that....this YouTube account will no longer be active and yes..t-this is the last video you'll ever watch"
"i-i don't know how to c-continue" i suddenly sobbed hiding my face before looking up biting my lips trying to stop my self from crying
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"a-as you all may noticed..we didn't upload for days and we didn't attend the oscars... she's b-been having a rough time"
"i-i watched as she catched her breath and just keeps on fighting but it pains me seeing her like that"
"we rushed her in the hospital a w-week ago b-because she can't breathe and she's been throwing up every second...t-the doctors put her on the ICU and we're not allowed to go inside" i added sniffing still can't stop my emotions
"t-then...the doctors told me, we're just waiting for her time" i stated breaking down as rose came to me and just hugged me
"mommy...stop crying, mama said it makes her sad when you're crying" she stated sniffing trying to fix my hair as she wipped my tears by her sweater
"i-it was just so hard like hearing the doctors saying we're just waiting for my wife to passed away" i added
"i decided to take her home and just be treated at home not risking her on any more viruses and just get her medication in our house...for the passed 2 days..h-her eyes are open but s-she isn't moving or talking"
"mommy stop crying" rose says hugging me tightly as she hides her face on my back
I't just breaks my heart watching rose sincerely praying every second saying 'please let my mama stay'
she only spent 5 years with y/n and i can't take it if she lost her for the second time....and cosmo...all is y/n wanted was to meet him.
she told me ones she never had the chance to watch rose's forst step or even hear her saying her first words...she said she wanted to experience having a newborn baby as we raise him having both of us on her side..
"at that day..in the morning, i kissed her forehead before heading at the kitchen to atleast make rose her breakfast...coz honestly i didn't ate for 3 days. i can't swallow the food thinking of her"
"rose came running crying to me saying y/n is shaking aggressively...i literally dropped the bowl and jsut run seeing her having a seizure...i was panicking and just hugged her head tightly burying her on my chest whille I'm crying my eyes out"
"she suddenly stopped shaking and blinked her eyes making me the happiest she looked at me and just smiled being cupping my cheeks...she called out my name saying "red" and i just kissed her hand before she looked to her side grabbing rose's head gently as she kissed her forehead"
y/n was shaking and i noticed how her tears drop as she kissed rose..i closed my eyes can't take the heaviness of my chest
"the machine that connected to her suddenly started beaping...as it shows flatline.."
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"we have the guys to take her to the hospital but they said she was dead in arrival"
"they let us see her the last time before they take her to morgue..."
i just hugged her tightly knowing this might be the last time before kissing her and just put our foreheads together letting my tears fall on her skin
"rose asked me why am i crying and i just can't explain it to her that we just lost y/n and we will never see ger again..."
i told rose to just hug y/n as if it was the last time....she suddenly broke the hug and look at me with tears on her eyes
'm-mommy?..... I-i-i c-can't hear mama's heart' she says that just broke me into million pieces.
"we came home and i-i just c-can't believed what happened...it was night..the lights were off and i realized how big, sad and lonely can this house get without y/n...it was too quiet.."
as i stare at the dark kitchen i suddenly saw these images like flashbacks..it was me pregnant with rose trying to cook as she keeps on annoying me...i stared at the Vision watching her satisfied laugh and smile on how she's the only person that can trigger me.
i just caress the couch on the living room as it remind me the time we're just happy and she's just laying on my lap as we both watch our favorite shows.
the hall being field with rose laugh and screams as they always run chasing each other.
"it's so hard thinking i will never see her again.. or feel her.."
"like if i have a chance to see someone...like even if i can't talk to them and just see them.... I'd rather stare at her even if it was impossible"
"we've just been through a lot...like enemies to bestfriends..to lovers, the breakups the ups and down...but she never left me...she never left"
"and i know she's here right now because she promised me that she'll always be by my side....she never broke a promise to me...she promised..she did" i sobbed hugging rose kissing her head letting my tears fall
"red have you seen my laptop?" y/n suddenly says barging in the room
"are you crying?? what happened?"
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?? I TOLD YOU WE'RE TRYING TO FILM AN APRIL FOOLS PRANK!!" I argued clicking my tongue
"mama get outttt" rose also says standing up pushing y/n away out if the room
"did u too just kill me for the prank?" she asked
"uh....no we did not" i mumbled getting the camera off the stand
"MAMAAAA GET OUT" rose says struggling to push her
"damn..you two needs therapy" y/n says shaking her head before heading out