Jordan pov : I laying my head down on the pillow JoJo is texting someone and smiling Leona and Kobe are talking and laughing Mike and Mani are kissing same as Vally and Alicia my parents left Derek and Kaylee are talking I feel lonely I get up and go to my room I go to the balcony I get my blunt and roll it up I sit down and get my lighter I lit it up and smoke it and think I wish I can die and be alone but no I can't I don't know why but I'm jealous seeing Kobe and Leona but he looks happy I get up while smokin my blunt I go downstairs and everyone is talking and there's a girl here I sigh I go down there I get my phone I sit on a different couch I scroll thru pictures of me and Kobe,Kay and dejuane mostly me and dejuane we was best friends then we dated and now we are nothing mike looks at me and gets up he hugs me and whispers in my ear.
Mike : sissy Ik ur sad and Ik what happened last time I don't want u going to rehab again but u can't help ur self ur life is a mess and I'm sorry okay and I know u can't be happy but jus remember ily and always love u lil sis-he whispered.
He left a kiss on my forehead if u don't know yes I went to rehab before nobody knows when I was
New York I always will text mike on insta but we then slipped until we finally saw each other I put the blunt away I then get a blanket and lay down.
Kobe : baby?
Me : hm?
Kobe : r u okay?
Me : yea.
Kobe : r u sure?
Me : yep.
JoJo : Jordan this is Bria.
Me hi.
Bria : hey u okay?
Me : yea.
Bria : okay.
Then I started drifting slowly until my eyes fully shut.
~6 hours later~
Kobe pov : everyone left me and Leona went out then we back home I should her the guest room i go downstairs I see Jordan I feel bad for leaving her out and not talking to her I pick her up she had dry tears in her face and eyes a little bit puffy I get sad I go upstairs I close our door I put her on the bed I go to the bathroom I start a bubble shower with rose puddles and candles I then go back to the room I wake her up.
Kobe: baby wake up pls~I say softy. Jordan : hmm?
Kobe : u up?
Jordan: mhm.
I then take her to the bathroom she was surprised.
Jordan : why?
Kobe : I'm sorry for everything.
Jordan : aww baby.
She hugs me I hug her back she takes her clothes off and gets in I was abt to leave until.
Jordan : stay pls.
Kobe : u sure?
Jordan : hell yea or I'm getting out.
Kobe : okay okay I'll stay.
I take my clothes off and get in I dent the lights she comes to me and lays her head on my chest.
Jordan : umm I'm not okay.
Kobe : wsp?
Jordan : I was jealous when u and Leona was talking u was so happy and u wasn't happy with me mostly Kay or Dejuane wasn't happy with me and I don't know why I'm not good for anyone I used to do things that get me in rehab I used to getting hurt a lot nobody cares abt me I'm useless I'm not perfect for anybody and my best friend is dating my ex and has have be distant and I don't have anybody no more I'm sorry Kobe.
She pulled away from me and put her face in her legs I'm super upset now I pull her closer to me I rub her back because I felt the same way when my dad left.
~ Also during these five months Kobe dad left and went to start a new family~
Kobe : mama listen my dad left us and went to a new family and back in Kentucky I always play with girl's feelings bc people played with mines people broke me in Kentucky so that's why I moved to la then Houston but when I first met u on the plane to la when I laid my eyes on u I knew u was the one ur face,smile,laugh makes me happy and without u imma kept doin what I was doing in the past I feel u I always either get high or drunk sometimes I think abt killing myself I was never perfect for anybody ever thinks imma fuckboy I actually never fucked anyone and dip I jus want a relationship a girl who makes me happy and that's and yesterday when we did yk I didn't use u for ur body I wouldn't to that I'm a good person not bad I play around to much but not to much I love I so much.
She looks at me she has teary eyes while tears slip my eyes.
Jordan : umm also i umm was pregnant with dejuane kid but he didn't believe it and killed it.
She bursted out crying I hugged her she hugged back while crying in my chest I pull her closer and rub her back.
Kobe : oh my god he killed ur baby.
We showered and got out we dried ourselves and did our hygiene and put on shorts and a hoodie I pick her up she wraps her legs around my waist and buried he head in my neck I went and sat down rubbing her back while she was still crying I really feel bad that dejuane killed her child that's wrong and all those things that happened to her is sad I kiss her cheek i lay against the head board the door is locked I put the blanket on us while still rubbing her back.
Jordan pov : I told Kobe half of what happened to me but not all yes I was pregnant and I then started having flashbacks.......
Flashback
Back in 2012 I was 16 when I found out I was pregnant I got ready and decided to go tell dejuane I told my step mom to drop me off she did and she said call me if u need anything then she left I took a deep breath and let it out I go inside and to his room he was on his phone he looked and smiled he came and kissed me I kissed back he locked the door I sit on his bed.
Young Jordan : Bae?
Young Dejuane : Yes baby?
Young Jordan : if I tell u this don't he mad pls.
Young Dejaune : okay it depends on what it is?
Young Jordan : I'm pregnant with our child.
Young Dejaune : WHAT! pregnant hell nah that's not my child.
Young Jordan : ur the only person who I done it with and ur the only person who took my virginity away baby I would never ever in my life cheat on u I love u to much baby.
Young Dee : ur lying I pulled out.
~he didn't pull out~
Young Dee : I'm to young I can't rase it.
Young Jordan : I'm 16 ur 17 how do u think I feel?
Young Dee : get an abortion.
Young Jordan : no keeping my baby.
Young Dee : GET A ABORTION JORDAN.
Young Jordan : Hell no.
Young Dee : I'm not okay with u.
Young Jordan : baby I want to have kids with u.
I get up and go to him I lay my head on his chest he pushes me on the floor he punches my stomach over and over again till the baby is dead I cried then he stopped and left me I get put and go yo the bathroom I lift my shirt up I look at the bruises I cried more I didn't feel the baby anymore I put my shirt down and lay on the bed he comes back.
Young Dee : I'm sorry I don't want a baby right now.
Young Jordan : my baby is dead because of u!
I turn the other side he sighed and went to play the game.
End of Flashback
I then cried in Kobe neck while remembering that I looked at Kobe he pulled me back down as I kept crying in his neck.
Kobe pov : I feel so bad for her I lift her head up.
Kobe : does anyone else know?
Jordan : No jus u he threatened me.
She lays her head on my chest again but i chuffed her face and kissed her lips she kissed back passionately something abt her lips makes me happy before u knew it we was making out nonstop I couldn't pull away from her nice baby lips there so soft and taste like cherries but I wanted to ask why she let me touch her I pull way she looks confused.
Kobe : where u scared when I touched or laid hands on u?
Jordan : no because when u touched me I felt hella butterflies and safe idk why but I love you touching me I jus love it now cmere daddy.
I laugh and she sits on my laps like her whole ass is on my yk she kisses me i kiss back I grip her waist she giggles I smile while kissing her she grabs my face and pulls me into a very long passionate kiss I didn't pull away i instead pulled her into a deep kiss then we pull away I look at my phone and it's 2am in the morning she takes her hoodie off I take my hoodie off to I lay down she gets on top of me and lay down I wrap my arms around her tightly then she laid her head on my chest I kiss her forehead and slowly we drifted away.............
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