You broke Us

18.

Tae

Everything just felt so special. JungKook made me breakfast and after that he drew me a warm bath which I convinced him to join in on.

I laid against his chest while the warm water took away the aches from last nights events. Just thinking about it made me blush.

I've never had an experience like that before.

"What are you thinking about?" JungKook asked as he nuzzled into my neck

"Last night. You. Me. Us"

"Last night was perfect. I meant it when I said I love you. I know that being with you means parenting and loving Dewon and I want you to know that I'm all in. I want to be with you. I want to care for her like she's my own. I'll sit front row at all her dance recitals. Carpool her and her friends to school and if it comes to I'll tell that Jennie women off if she says something about D during ballet classes." Kook replied

"You would confront Jennie to protect Dewon?" I asked

"Yes her and all those other snobby parents. No one bullies my girl" he replied

His girl. Just hearing him say that made my heart flutter. The fact that he was willing to do all that for my daughter and accept her as one of his own.

"You're like perfect you know" I said

"So I've been told" he laughed

We went back to being silent and his fingers started to trace my stomach. It was gentle and loving. I smiled knowing that he was probably thinking about our baby.

Last night he and I have sex. We opened our souls to each other. We made love. Amazing mind blowing baby making love.

"I hope it worked" he said breaking the silence.

"Me too" I said while placing my hands over his

"Just thing. 9 months from now we'll be having our baby. Dewon will have another sibling. Our family."

I wasn't facing him but I could feel his smile.

"I know. I'm just a bit scared. I don't want to lose this baby" I whispered

With that JungKook sat up and I turned to face him.

"Hey, I'll never ever hurt you the way he did. I'm so sorry that you lost your baby. It breaks my heart to know that a piece of you is gone. You both deserved so much better. I'll protect you and our baby."

"I know you won't hurt me. I trust you so much. It's just before that. I had a miscarriage. I don't want that to happen. Kookie I don't want to lose our baby. I don't even know if I'm pregnant yet and I already love our baby." I cried

"Shhhhhh don't cry love. Our baby will be fine. They have us as parents, an amazing sister who will talk their ears off about princesses, uncles that won't hesitate to drop everything for them and your parents who will probably spoil them" JungKook smiled right before kissing me

"Gosh, I love you so much Kookie"

"Well I love you more Taetae"

I blushed at the Nick name.

"Um since we both want a baby, maybe we should you know try again, to you know better our chances" I blushed

"Hmm logically you're right. we need to try as much as we can to make this baby." he laughed

With in seconds I lifted up and made to straddle him. His fingers entered me and I circled my hips to ride them. When he pulled them out I let out a whimper. Ever so gently he lowered me on to him.