We haven't stayed in the park for too long, it was fall, and the weather was getting windy and cold. My mom asked me why I came home early and I told her that I felt sick. She checked my temperature and she said that I had a fever. I was shocked that I was sick when I was lying to her in the first place.
I know I shouldn't have lied to my mother but I couldn't tell her anything anymore. Maybe I was able to tell Eden some things since we had the same problem but I knew the Halloween night has sacred my brother for life.
He has been getting nightmares of him or me getting pushed down somewhere and getting our head spilt opened. I didn't know what to do. I had a high fever, my brother is having nightmares, and I haven't visited the guy I sent into a coma. I was thinking about him every day and was hoping that he wasn't going to die, I didn't want to hurt him, I don't like to hurt anyone, but also I wasn't going to let any harm reach to my brother.
I kept staring into the glowing stars in the ceiling and tried to imagine something happy or something happy that might happen in my life. If that was even possible! I sighed and felt like dying from heat. I climbed out of my bed and walked to my window and opened it. I ducked my head out and looked around. It was too quiet and I was glad for the quietness. The sad thing was, that one day I wanted it to be quiet, it was the day I stayed awake from an accident and a fever. Damn.
I sighed and let the wind blow brush on my face. I ducked my head back in and walked to my bed and lay down. I started to feel tired and when I was going to close my eyes, I heard a loud scream. I jolted up, jumped out of my bed, and ran to Eden's room who was screaming his head off. I turned on the lights and ran to him. Tears were streaming down his cheeks and his hair was messy. He was screaming my name and mom's name and I didn't know what to do.
I covered my ears with my hand and screamed "Shut up!" That didn't do anything, he kept tossing his head and his face looked like if he was in pain. I wondered how mom or dad didn't hear Eden screaming. Then I did the only thing that would wake him up. I slapped him across the face and his head turned to the left. His screams stopped and I felt slightly terrible that I slapped my brother. But at least he stopped screaming.
"Eden?" I asked and trembled a little bit. I didn't know why I was shaking. Was it because I slapped my brother so hard that his head turned to the left? Or was it because I was frightened that he wasn't going to wake up? I knew for a fact that Eden was not okay. He turned his head slowly and there was a red hand printed on his cheek.
His grey eyes were terrified, shocked, and I could see both pain and relief in them. He touched his cheek and cringed. "I had another nightmare, didn't I?" He asked and looked away.
I nodded and sat next to him. "Why do you keep having nightmares? Is it about that guy I pushed-"
"Don't say that!" He yelled and covered his ears with his hands. He shut his eyes tight and he was going to cry again. I really wanted sleep, but I couldn't leave Eden there alone.
"I'll stay with you until you go to sleep, okay?" I suggested.
He slowly took his hands away from his eyes and opened his eyes. "I'm not a baby, Zayden."
"Do you want another nightmare?" I snapped. He shook his rapidly. "Then I suggest you to shut up, close your eyes, and I'll stay here until you fall asleep."
He looked at me and he wanted to say something but I glared at him and he got under the covers and closed his eyes.
"Zayden?" He said with his eyes closed.
"What?" I said groggily.
"Why are you helping me?"
I yawned. "What do you mean?"
"I mean, like, why do you care? I thought you care only about yourself." Has he believed that really I only cared about myself?
I rolled my eyes and yawned again. "If I care only about myself, I wouldn't stay awake until you fall asleep, right?"
"No, I guess not."
"All right, then. Now shut up and think about nothing." He didn't say anything after that I looked at him to see if he had fell asleep and his breathing got slower and his eyes were becoming uptight. I sighed and lay down next to him.
I didn't think about how weird it was to sleep with my brother, because it wasn't. I was just lying down because I was tired. I tried to keep awake but my eyes won't obey and I finally fell into a peaceful sleep.
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I'm Not Okay {FIN & EDITING}
Teen Fiction*MY FIRST BOYXBOY!* Zayden: a teen boy who doesn't know the definition of friends and family and wonders why he's in therapy when he's "normal and simple." But that soon ends when three people try to become his friend, his dad changing, his brothe...