💕Not Alone💕(Marshmello x reader)

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I step out of the shower and dry my tired body with the fresh clean towels in the bathroom. I felt somewhat refreshed as I looked in the mirror. The hot tub had made the body aches go away, the hot cocoa melted the phlegm in the back of my throat, and now I know my body was clean. I glanced at that small cursed box that sat on the very edge of the white marble counter. My stomach dropped. The peace was gone. Not tonight, you will not sleep if you do it tonight. My brain throbbed as I looked away from it and gulped, only to face my tired reflection in the mirror.I decided to slip on my nightgown quickly and join Christopher in bed. I creaked open the door to hear a  soft murmur of the TV and to find Chris lounged back into the soft pillows. He smiles at my presence. 
"Come here honey, we need our rest.' He said softly extending his hand toward me. I smiled and crawled in next to him. I lay beside him as he drape his arm over me. "Honey I want you to forget about it, you can take the test after the concert and we'll figure it out from there.' He smiled reassuringly as even more questions arose in my mind. I decided to let the first one loose.
"Are you going to leave me?' I said simply. Chris blinked, leaned over to shut off the TV and then caressed my face gently.
"Y/n, do you think I could just leave you if you were carrying our child?' He said bluntly looking into my eyes. I was about to respond and then he kept going. "I wouldn't have punched the ticket if I didn't wanna ride the train honey, YOU are the only one that I would ever trust with this life. I love you Y/n, and I'm not going anywhere.' I felt my throat swell at his words and soon, warm tears pushed their way down my cheeks and I hugged him tight to me with nothing to say but-

 "Thank you Christopher,'



I had manage to drift off into what I felt was the deepest sleep of my entire life but then I  moved. Yup, I moved from that spot, that special spot that sucked the soul from my body and now I was rolling awake at 2:27 AM. I then let that toxic thought hit me. What if I took the test tonight? I wonder if Christopher's baby is growing inside of me. I wonder if it's showing yet. FUUUUUuuuuuckkk! No Y/n go back to sleep! I turned over once more, facing the exit to the room, making the thoughts even louder. I proceeded to bunch up the pillow I was resting on and close my eyes starting to think of something else to keep me busy. That's it, I'll think about...hmm how amazingly fancy that airport was.

Dream Pov Y/n

I walked throughout the large hallways of the massive airport and marveled by all the stores, especially the ones that sold sweets of any kind. Man I could really go for something to eat right now... I drooled and eyed a little coffee shop selling fresh doughnuts, cupcakes, and muffins. I ran over to the shop, their were only a few people here, laughing, talking, reading the news papers. I strolled up to the cashier and asked for a large frosted doughnut covered in sprinkles. She smiled and handed me a doughnut the size of my head. I nodded and walked away. I love things here in my dream world, I can eat all I want, don't have to pay for my food, and no one can stop me!! I walked around the airport as I ate my fat doughnut, then I felt a pain in my stomach. Woooo! I gotta pee! I looked around for a rest room and then bolted as soon as my eyes made contact with the female bathroom icon. I kicked open the door and dashed to the first open stall that I see. I sigh gently as my bladder empties, then I see a little compartment on the wall. It read; Free pregnancy tests/tampons. I felt my stomach drop and I stopped peeing. Maybe I'll give it a try. I grabbed a small pregnancy test and did my business with it. I started to shake as I brought it up to my eyes..

I managed to shake myself awake a second time. I glanced at the clock once more. 2:31 AM. Short dream. I turned back to where I lay. The only thing I could see was the bathroom door. I closed my eyes and shook my head no. No, I would not give in. But I would not sleep. I would only dream of it all night. I was going to have to..NO! This was a terrible idea! But maybe if I did it, and hid it from Chris and then bought another, he would never know. That idea alone was enough for me, I just had to do it, I would be able to sleep if I did it...I'm so sorry Chris. I swung my legs from under the thick hotel comforter and gave my body a proper launch to the bathroom. My footsteps were swift and nimble. I closed the bathroom door before turning on the dimmest light that was in there. I carefully opened the box and pulled out the test, gulping at it's presence. I pulled down my nickers and did my business. I clenched my eyes shut and held it there, I felt weak, light headed. Come on Y/n, it'll be okay... I took a deep breath in and calmed myself. I opened my eyes and looked down. It was positive. My breath hitched and a part of me wanted to jump for joy. The other part worried for Chris. Did I ruin his life? I questioned myself and then quickly answered myself. "No,'

I returned to my warm spot in our large bed. Christopher slept soundly beside the gap where I was. I slipped under the blankets and scooted towards him, gently kissing his bare back and taking in his scent. My eyes felt heavy, it was time for me to give in, I fell asleep soundly, with a smile on my face.