Alcavar Dynasty: THE BLACK SHEEP [COMPLETE]

TWENTY SIX: This Is Who I am

R A I N E

Fuck! I don't know what to do. I can't lose her! I can't lose Rosa!

"Hey hey. Mas mabuti pa sigurong hayaan mo muna syang mag isip. Give her space, Raine"

Awat sa akin ni Pat nang makita nyang palabas ako ng restroom.

"Fuck! I can't lose her, Pat. I can't. Mahal na mahal ko sya please help me, please"

I am literally begging Patrice and Sid to help me.

"She's with Arthur and Leslie. They left together so you shouldn't worry about her safety."

Napalingon ako kay Sid nang mag salita sya.

"I'm a rapist, I am a monster. Tang ina!!!!"

I threw a chair to I dunno where. I just threw it.

"Shhh. Raine. You were high. You were not in your right mind at that time. You shouldn't blame yourself for acting that way."

I do not understand anything that Sid is saying right now. But I am appreciating how she's making me feel that she's my friend. Ni hindi sya masyadong nag salita kanina. But now, she's the one making me calm.

"Raine, tell me what happened."

Utos ni Pat sa akin sabay hatak ng bakanteng upuan at humarap sa akin. Si Sid ay naglakad papunta sa restroom habang si Pat ay nakatitig sa akin.

"Come on. I am your friend. Alam mo yan, Raine. So if you want me to help you, tell me everything that's happened that night."

She said in full authority.

"I--I can't remember everything. I-I didn't even know that,-- that day existed until tonight. I completely had no idea all this time. Nung nag kwento si Arthur, it jogged my memory."

I kept stuttering out of disappointment, pain, guilt, anger, and fear of losing my girlfriend. Nevertheless, I told Patrice everything I can remember. Everything.

"Okay, that's it?"

Tanong ni Pat na halatang sinusukat kung nag sasabi ako ng totoo.

"Yes. Please help me Pat, anong gagawin ko? I can't lose her. Ayoko. Hindi ko kaya please help me Pat, Sid. Guys what should I do?"

I took a big sigh.

"You know what? I'm gonna go to Arthur's and fetch her--"

They grabbed my arm as soon as I stood up from my seat.

"No, you are not, Raine. Trust me, she needs time, space away from you."

Pat looked at me, desperately persuading me to not go.

"We are going home. There is no way I would sleep without her tonight."

I took my arms from them at mabilis na tumakbo papuntang parking lot.

"Rosa! Please! Please talk to me! Baby! Please!"

Hindi ko na mabilang ang daming beses kong kinatok ang pinto ng condo na nirerentahan ni Arthur.

"Rosa! Please! Talk to me! I can't lose you, baby! Pag usapan natin to! Please! I'm really sorry! Please! Baby!"

Natigilan ako nang maramdaman ko ang marahan na pag bukas ng pinto. Mabilis na iniluwa nito si Arthur at lumabas saka ni lock ang pinto.

"Hey, Arthur please please please just let me talk to her please."

Pilit kong inaabot ang doorknob pero nakaharang sya and he won't even let me near the door.