Meant to be Yours

Chapter 34

𝙈𝙄𝙍𝘼𝘾𝙇𝙀 𝘼𝙇𝙀𝙓𝙄𝙎

"Miracle, please eat something. Nag-aalala na kami ng daddy mo," rinig kong sabi ni Mommy. I was sobbing uncontrollably. I don't know how to stop crying. My heart hurts so badly. I was out of breath.

"Do you want to talk to Lincoln? Sasamahan ka namin, anak." It was Dad. Panay ang halik niya sa noo ko, pinapatahan ako.

"I don't know what to say to him. I don't want him to leave me, Daddy." My tears are running down my cheeks and I can't seem to stop them.

"Sweetheart, what did we tell you about dealing with problems? You don't run away from them, instead, you face them. You should talk to Lincoln, anak. You owe him an explanation," Mom told me.

"But I'm sure once he hears my side, he will leave me. I kissed another guy, Mom. I'm a cheater. I hurt Lincoln. I hurt the man I love." Ang landi-landi ko kasi. May boyfriend na ako tapos nakipaghalikan pa ako sa ibang lalaki.

I was so drunk last night that I had no idea what was going on around me. Pero naaalala ko pa na ayaw kong uminom nang marami kasi si Daddy ang susundo sa akin. He told me na ayaw niyang sobrang lasing ako. Pero simula nang mainom ko ang tatlong baso ng wine na binigay nina Patricia sa akin, nahilo kaagad ako tapos para akong nag-iinit. Maybe it was a hard drink. Sobrang bilis ng pangyayari, I saw a guy and I started kissing him. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko ginawa 'yon. Hindi ako ganoong babae.

It became unbearably hot all of a sudden. I wanted to strip down to my underwear. Nag-iinit ako. Gusto kong maghubad, gusto kong makipaghalikan, gusto kong makipag-sex. I don't know what's happening to me.

Tumayo ako saka nagsimulang sumayaw. Mayamaya pa ay may lumapit sa akin na lalaki. I'd never met him before, but I'm tempted to kiss him. Gusto kong pigilan ang sarili ko pero hindi ko magawa. Si Lincoln ang nasa isip ko pero natatalo ako ng init na nararamdaman ko. I grabbed the man's collar and kissed him on the lips.

I wanted to pull away, but I couldn't since the guy had already grabbed my waist and deepened the kiss.

I was kissing him back!

Fuck! I wanted to stop! Pero bakit hirap na hirap ako. Nagtatalo ang isip ko at ang katawan ko.

Nagulat na lang ako nang makita kong nasa sahig na ang kahalikan ko. Pinagsusuntok siya ng isang lalaki.

My eyes widened when I saw Lincoln.

"Tangina mo! I will fucking kill you! Miracle is mine! Fuck you!" rinig kong sigaw ni Lincoln. He was so mad. Panay ang suntok niya sa lalaki na duguan na ngayon ang mukha.

Nag-iinit pa rin ang katawan ko. Gusto kong lapitan si Lincoln at pakalmahin, pero katulad kanina, wala akong lakas. Lutang na lutang ako.

"Boss, tama na po." May lumapit na bouncer kay Lincoln samantalang tinulungan naman ng dalawang bouncer ang lalaki na nasa sahig. "Ilayo n'yo na 'yan dito. Baka mapatay siya ni Sir."

Galit na galit si Lincoln. Pinagtitinginan na kami ng mga tao. Nang makalayo ang lalaki sa amin, lumapit sa akin si Lincoln saka niyakap ako. He then cupped my face in his hands and looked me in the eye. Halatang-halata na nag-aalala siya. "Miracle, are you okay, baby? Sinaktan ka ba niya? May ginawa pa ba siya sa'yo?" sunod-sunod na tanong ni Lincoln. I shook my head and captured his lips. Lincoln kissed me back pero kaagad niyang itinigil ang halikan namin. "I'll take you home. You need to rest."