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Me: dude im not joking

Me: you better fucking answer

Me: SERIOUSLY FUCKING ANSWER

Me: PLEASE

Me: JUST SAY ANYTHING SO I KNOW YOURE OKAY

Me: FUCK

Me: IM LITERALLY SOBBING PLEASE ANSWER

Me: IM SORRY

Me: IDK WHAT TO DO PLEASE

I'm done: please just stop texting me and let me die

Me: OH MY GOD PLEASE DONT

Me: PLEASE JUST TALK TO ME

Me: I TOLD YOU IM FUCKING SORRY

Me: I don't know how I would live with myself knowing you did that.

Unknown: you would be fine with it. you hate me.

Me: I don't hate you.

Unknown: you even said it

Me: I was just mad

Me: but just don't do it please.

Me: I won't bother you about being anon ever again.

Unknown: it's not just you it's everything though

Unknown: I've never actually thought about it but I think that this is the right thing to do

Me: no it's fucking not

Unknown: you don't even know the half of it. so shut the fuck up.

Me: really?

Me: do you really think i haven't wanted to die before?

Me: i have wanted to die. many times. but I haven't given up on my life, and you shouldn't give up on yours either.

Unknown: you don't get it. i came out to my parents 2 weeks ago and they threw me out. I haven't told any of my friends, I'm scared to, its so obvious they're all homophobes.

Unknown: at least you have people that support you.

Unknown: i have nobody, jack.

Me: you have me.

Unknown: that doesn't count. you hate me. if you knew who i really was you wouldn't be saying any of this.

Me: here we go again.

Me: i think you are amazing, inside and out. and even if you're someone i absolutely hate with all my guts or whatever, i will still like you.

Me: hello?

Me: are you okay pls answer

Me: dude im freaking out again talk to me

Unknown: would you like me even if i was...Jack gilinsky?

Unknown: not saying I am.

Me: yes, even if you were jack gilinsky

Me: haha and that's saying a lot

Unknown: oh thank the lord

Me: wait, are you....

Me: oh my god

Me: no

Me: nononononono

Me: that's not possible

Me: you can't be him

Me: he hates me more than anything

Me: wait oh my god

Me: im so stupid

Me: it all makes sense now

Me: everything makes sense now

Me: the mall and the classroom and at lunch

Me: im the slut he was texting at lunch holy shit

Me: im literally shaking

Me: what the hell is happening this can't be happening

Me: Jack hates me

Me: you can't be him

Me: are you??

Unknown: yeah. im jack gilinsky.

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oKAY SO THINGS R GONNA CHANGE MAN

and im very upset atm bc valentines day is usually when my and my friends have a movie marathon bc loners af bUT NOW I HAVE A SWIM MEET ON VALENTINES DAY AND WARM UPS START AT FRICKING 5:30 IN THE MORNING SO IM LIKE UGH

AND I HAVE REGIONALS AND NATIONALS COMING UP AND PARENTS ARE MAKING ME GO TO EVERY PRACTICE WHICH IS SIX DAYS A WEEK I S2G

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