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Me: dude im not joking
Me: you better fucking answer
Me: SERIOUSLY FUCKING ANSWER
Me: PLEASE
Me: JUST SAY ANYTHING SO I KNOW YOURE OKAY
Me: FUCK
Me: IM LITERALLY SOBBING PLEASE ANSWER
Me: IM SORRY
Me: IDK WHAT TO DO PLEASE
I'm done: please just stop texting me and let me die
Me: OH MY GOD PLEASE DONT
Me: PLEASE JUST TALK TO ME
Me: I TOLD YOU IM FUCKING SORRY
Me: I don't know how I would live with myself knowing you did that.
Unknown: you would be fine with it. you hate me.
Me: I don't hate you.
Unknown: you even said it
Me: I was just mad
Me: but just don't do it please.
Me: I won't bother you about being anon ever again.
Unknown: it's not just you it's everything though
Unknown: I've never actually thought about it but I think that this is the right thing to do
Me: no it's fucking not
Unknown: you don't even know the half of it. so shut the fuck up.
Me: really?
Me: do you really think i haven't wanted to die before?
Me: i have wanted to die. many times. but I haven't given up on my life, and you shouldn't give up on yours either.
Unknown: you don't get it. i came out to my parents 2 weeks ago and they threw me out. I haven't told any of my friends, I'm scared to, its so obvious they're all homophobes.
Unknown: at least you have people that support you.
Unknown: i have nobody, jack.
Me: you have me.
Unknown: that doesn't count. you hate me. if you knew who i really was you wouldn't be saying any of this.
Me: here we go again.
Me: i think you are amazing, inside and out. and even if you're someone i absolutely hate with all my guts or whatever, i will still like you.
Me: hello?
Me: are you okay pls answer
Me: dude im freaking out again talk to me
Unknown: would you like me even if i was...Jack gilinsky?
Unknown: not saying I am.
Me: yes, even if you were jack gilinsky
Me: haha and that's saying a lot
Unknown: oh thank the lord
Me: wait, are you....
Me: oh my god
Me: no
Me: nononononono
Me: that's not possible
Me: you can't be him
Me: he hates me more than anything
Me: wait oh my god
Me: im so stupid
Me: it all makes sense now
Me: everything makes sense now
Me: the mall and the classroom and at lunch
Me: im the slut he was texting at lunch holy shit
Me: im literally shaking
Me: what the hell is happening this can't be happening
Me: Jack hates me
Me: you can't be him
Me: are you??
Unknown: yeah. im jack gilinsky.
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oKAY SO THINGS R GONNA CHANGE MAN
and im very upset atm bc valentines day is usually when my and my friends have a movie marathon bc loners af bUT NOW I HAVE A SWIM MEET ON VALENTINES DAY AND WARM UPS START AT FRICKING 5:30 IN THE MORNING SO IM LIKE UGH
AND I HAVE REGIONALS AND NATIONALS COMING UP AND PARENTS ARE MAKING ME GO TO EVERY PRACTICE WHICH IS SIX DAYS A WEEK I S2G
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