Learning

Accept

I bring our drinks upstairs. I walk in to my room to see Millie admiring my photo collage of my favorite pictures of me, my friends and the cast. "This is beautiful," she tells me. "Let's take some pictures and I'll add them," I smile.
We spend the next 15 minutes taking selfies and doing different poses on timer. "We were laughing so hard at the end of it. She's so beautiful. As she sits up in bed I see her staring at my lips. And my eyes. I think she wants to kiss. I don't want to ruin a friendship though so I just shuffle on the bed and say "your really pretty." Then she looks into my eyes and kisses me. As we pull away I sit in shock. "Wow," I say "I didn't know you liked girls." " I've never had anyone I liked," she laughs.

We decide to watch one of my favorite movies, Mama Mia. It's a romance and musical lots of cringey singing.We get along so well and we're so comfortable. I expected it to be awkward but it's fine. We chat for the rest of the day. We each showed each other funny set pictures. At 6pm Millie mom came and collected her.

The three of us decided to make the most out of our last evening off. We decide to watch the 2019 version of Little women, my favorite movie. At the part where Laurie proposes to Jo, I start crying quietly. I'm thinking about Millie and,what have we done? No one would except it, our shows are against each other in every category, we can't keep it secret? If anyone found out it might ruin her career, or even family? At this stage I've given myself a headache. As I walk across the room Cole looks at me horrified. I continue walking. "Are you ok ? What's wrong?" That sets sets me off. "I messed up and now I don't know what to do," I sob. They look at me confused. "Millie kissed me, and I didn't pull away and now I'm in a mess! No one will accept it, her parents don't know she's bi and I....." I say. "It'll be fine," Lili says reassuringly. We finish the movie and then I am exhausted. "I'm gonna head to bed, we have to leave at 4:30 tomorrow," I say yawning. I say goodnight and go to my room and get a text from Millie "had a great time today❤️" I smile at the text and fall asleep

******************************************** hope you liked. Letting everyone know I changed the last few chapters to make it less complicated😂 so now Tommy was never with Sophie they were just really close friends😂 it's easier for me to write now knowing I can write about Sophie and Millie without the whole Tommy thing ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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