Navy Seal

chapter 22: Lets Talk About It..

Leah was lying on his naked chest as it rose and fell. She was drawing circles on him and just listening to his heartbeat.

"It really was a quickie wasn't it" she giggled and Bas shrugged.

"I would usually be insulted by that but because I just came home im going to let it slide. Thats not to say that my manhood has been completely shattered" He chuckeld and Leah kissed his peck.

Suddenly Bas felt Leah sob. Had he said something?

"Hey, what's wrong?" He said taking the hand on his chest and kissing her knuckles.

"Bas.....when we thought I was pregnant..." she started and Bas immediately felt like someone stabbed him.

"....the conversation in the restaurant bathroom didn't go as I thought it would have...I mean I don't know how I thought it should of gone but that was definitely not it. Like I understand it was a shock but you were so mad and you made it feel like it was my fault. It took me a lot to process that and somehow begin to forgive you" She stated as she sat up against the headboard beside him.

He had been waiting and dreading this moment, he was ashamed, for someone who had his whole life together he was angry at himself for losing it so much. Hearing leah verbalise how he made he feel like it was her fault was like a jump start to his system.

"Leah I want you to know that the way I responded to it was not me. I don't know what happened, I was rude and so unsupportive and I know I have some grovelling to do but I promise I will never act so stupidly again. I don't want you to cry over my actions, please I will beg and beg for you to trust me again. I am someone who learns from his mistakes and I promise I will never make you feel like that again." He said as he wiped the tears with the pad of his thumbs. Her eyes looked up to his and he wanted nothing more than to make her laugh and smile in this very moment.

Leah was conflicted, she had had this conversation with him in her head  many times since he left, a lot of the time she ended up leaving him, sometimes she screamed at him and a few times it all worked out. She had this gut feeling that she hadn't gotten to say all the pent up anger inside of her head for the last few months.....but being so close to him was like forcing herself to be unhappy when all she felt was pure joy. She didn't know if that was healthy or not, was she relying on his presence to feel happy or was she just overthinking it again?

"Having a child would be a blessing, I prayed to God I have a big family in the future....I mean if you want we can really try to have one right now and I'll be better this time when you tell me you're preggers" he winked as he grabbed her thighs and pulled her beneath him. She couldn't help but laugh and shove him away in a joking manner. For now she had to let this one go, he said he learns from his mistakes, she will too if something like this happens again she will make sure her thoughts are heard.

"No I think your apology will do it for now" she smiled as she actually felt he meant every word.

He said leaning down to her shoulder as he nipped at it, slowly moving towards her ear. She couldn't help but arch her back bushing her naked chest into his and moaning softly in his ear. His small yet masterful kisses made it to her ear before he gently whispered with a smirk on his lips.

"Are you sure you don't want to practice?" And Leah laughed out loud.

"Oh god you're hopeless you know that!" She smiled before kissing him and wrapping her legs around his waist.

He was already hard, any time they were alone the images of what he wanted to do to her came into his head and he couldn't help it.

He slowly pushed into her and rhythmically grinded in and out of her slowly, he wanted to do this for her and for her to enjoy it. For the next, while it was just the two of them connected in a balancing act that Bas was controlling. He could tell when she was ready to cum and then he would slow to prolong it for her. Eventually, she moaned his name so many times he had to let her give in and he pounded into her and within seconds she came as well as him.