43. Now what?

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"Open up", they said.
"Reach out", you begged.
Wouldn't hurt to try, I thought.
Little did I know I was wrong.

No one said it could end up bad.
No one said I'd be the one hurting.
No one warned me about the consequences.
And now what?

I'm an open book,
Read what you want, however you want.

No need to feel guilty or bad. I know you just tried to help.
It's ok, I'm used to it.
It's a numbing pain, but one that stays.
I've lost track of tears that outed my fears.

Now even the demons have left me alone,
Left my nightmares empty, and my dreams non existent.
What am I supposed to look forward to, this time?
While the world is on rewind.

Old wounds opening up from the roots of pain,
Shattering me all over again.
Thought they healed but once again I'm  proved wrong.
I was the one to give me those scars, after all.

I'll just ignore it again until I break once more.
Atleast this time I will know how to pick myself up.

So dear pain,
I hope you stay hidden, until we meet another day.

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A/n: Ik this one isn't the best. I didn't really pay attention to the rhyming and stuff because I wrote it in a rush so I'm sorry. ❤️

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