57. Sweet 16

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Sweet 16
Almost 6 feet
Big dreams
Small schemes
Should stop crawling, gotta get on my own feat
Started day dreaming
Trying, I'm healing
Stopped screaming
Gave up pushing,
Started lying

How coould I get better?
When I'm walking backwards
Taking steps little by little
In the opposite way
Wrong path, dark whole
Shouldn't go,
Gonna be swallowed a whole

Sweet 16
Big dreams, can't fulfill
But you watch and wait,
Gonna touch the stars someday
Look ahead, I'm waiting
Turning back, I'm swaying
The current drifting me away

Losing sanity
Lost touch with reality
Vision's a little blurry
Always been in a hurry
Knew I should have stopped, looking back
It's taking turns day by day
Mind's not a good place
But I'm keeping it at bay

Sweet 16
Unsweet dreams
Gonna grow up one day
Be my own star, just you watch and wait

Sweet 16
Unsavory tears
Craving touch
Your impulsive love
Driving me nuts
Storm inside me is rising
Eating my insides
Making my mind go haywire

Sweet 16
You'll grow up one day
But for now, go to bed
You'll shine again

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A/N: you might have guessed I turned 16 today
lol so I wrote a little song for myself ig. It doesn't make sense while being written but it made so much sense when I sung it in my head-

I kinda wanna make music someday but my voice is awful lmao and I'm talentless ✋

Anyways, I hope you guys had an incredible day full of love and joy.

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