54. Die today

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I've been dying, trying.
But you're too blinded to notice
To take of the veil,
That's covering your eyes
And see that I'm giving it my all.
Even when it's chipping away parts of me.
That I'm putting in all of me ,
Yet getting nothing in return.

Can't you see,
I'm getting hurt little by little
Puzzle pieces falling apart one by one,
With no one to pick them up.
Nobody to figure me out and make whole again.

Oh I get more broken everyday
But you still don't hear
The sound of me falling apart piece by piece.

Oh I'm just a little more broken today
Giving everyone a part of me
Now I have nothing to share
So does that make selfish?
Cause it's leaving helpless.
But shouldn't I care?
Isn't it what's expected of me?

So do I deserve to live and see tomorrow?
Maybe it's better if I die today.

I'm lying my way through everyday,
Telling you I'm okay, I'm doing fine.
Even when I'm dying inside.
Oh I lose another part of me every week.
Time's flying by and so are pieces of me,
Ones that get away without consent from me.

So tell me, should i be honest?
Tell you the truth and reach out?
Not that you'll care.
I know I don't matter anyways.

So should I live to see tomorrow?
Or is better if die today.

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A/N: a little song I wrote. hope you enjoy :)

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