Ahhhh. By the time this chapter comes out, Dynamite will be out, and I've never been more excited for anything in my life AHHHHHH
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EDIT: IT CAME OUT.
IT WAS SO GOOD WE HIT 1M LIKES LIKE 20 MINUTES BEFORE THE REVEAL. IT WAS SO WORTH THE WAIT, I HOPE YOU GUYS ALL STREAMED IT A BAJILLION TIMES AND LOVED IT AS MUCH AS I DID. WE'RE SO FUCKIN BLESSED TO HAVE THEM OMG
OMG IM IN SUCH A GIOOD MOOD, LET ME WRITE A THICK FATTY OF A CHAPTER FOR MY BB'S TO ENJOY.
THANKS FOR READING GUYS. I <3 YOU ALL SM.
Anyway, Okay. Time for us to go back into serious mode.
Read on.
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Tw//self harm
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Yoongi breathed in a strained breath as he looked into the mirror at his pale, sunken face.
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His head swirled, not with thoughts, but with nauseating dizziness.
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Beads of sweat rolled down his forehead like raindrops gliding off a window pane. His grip tightened on the counter in an attempt to steady himself. He knew he needed to stop it soon.
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He knew he needed to stop the bleeding, but...
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It felt too good.
Three large, thick bandages covered the damage he'd done yesterday. He thought that after he'd cleaned himself up...
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That he'd never do it again.
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But when he'd woken up on the couch that morning, everything came flooding back to him...everything including that feeling.
That deep, seemingly unstoppable sense of dread, panic.
The feeling he needed to run from.
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Doing what he did yesterday was the only thing that seemed to work. He tried deep breaths, he tried calming down, but nothing did the trick quite like that blade.
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Beautiful & Broken. BTSxJIMIN
FanfictionThey'd been bullying him for a year straight now. They had no remorse, no regret, until one day...he stops fighting back. They finally broke him. BTSxJimin
