The Risk of Falling in Love (CallMeKevin Fanfic)

Chapter 19: Feeling More

(Celia's Pov)

I fluttered my eyes open to the rain still pourin outside. I sighed and groaned as I turned and snuggled against Kevin who was still asleep which wasn't a shock cause he's not a morning person...I mean neither am I but I guess my body is used to waking up at 6-8am so...it is what it is. I sighed as I looked at Kevin who was sleeping peacefully which made me smile as I admired his cute sleeping face. I couldn't help but think of everything that lead me to this moment...

Everyday being the same old depressing day into one day meeting Kevin and my new friends...into getting to know them, dating Kevin and even thru all my Insecurities and depression...he still loves me and stayed with me...he protects me...loves me...understands me and knows how to make me feel better and thanks to him and the others...I can see those brighter days...and it's all thanks to him...

I have never in my life, loved someone so much as much as I love Kevin...he's like a dream come true and like every romantic and gentlemanly guy in movies and tv shows...and he's mine...he's all mine and I can't be any happier...everyday is a whole new adventure or something silly with him but he makes me wanna live everyday and see what dumb shit he does...and I get to spend it all with him...

I couldn't help but giggle as happy tears fell from my face. I sniffled and put my hand on Kevin's cheeks and caressed it gently which made him groan and flutter his eyes open. I smiled and sniffled which made him a little confused "hey. You okay?" he asked gently grabbing onto my hand.

I giggled and nodded "Just perfect" I whispered, he smiled tiredly and kissed my hands which made me blush and smile as all this love and happiness just coursed thru my veins and made me feel some type of way.

Kevin wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me ontop of him which made me giggle and squeak a bit. He chuckled which made me smile as we both just stared at each other lovingly "I love you so feckin much Kevin" I said, he smiled softly and brushed my hair behind my ears "I love you so feckin much too Celia" He said,

I blushed and smiled as I leaned down and pressed my lips against his. He smiled and kissed back as his lips were chapped but still felt so good with mine. This kiss had so much passion that I felt this warm tingling feelin course thru my veins...it felt weird but I'm not sayin I hated it...

It felt a little overwhelming and overbearing cause it's like I wanted to be closer to Kevin but I'm not sure how. Kevin wrapped his arms around my waist, thighs and butt which made me whimper as I ran my fingers thru his hair and pulled a bit.

He groaned as he pulled away and took my bottom lip between his teeth. We panted a bit as our eyes widen a little from the sudden passion that just happened. We smiled softly and sighed as we stayed in each other's arms for a moment "I'll go make us coffee" I said, Kevin nodded as I hopped off his lap and headed out of his room and downstairs to make some coffee.

I honestly felt a little dazed as I touched my still tinglin lips from him. I bit my lip a bit and sighed as these tinglin feelings felt so strong that it was kinda overwhelmin...I wanna tell someone but I'm friends with all boys and I'm not close enough with my co-workers yet for that kind of level...I guess I'll just have to figure it out as I go...

When coffee was done, I grabbed me and Kevin a cup and poured us some coffee. I sighed and shook my head tryin to not think about it right now and headed back up to Kevin's room. He got up and stretched which made my eyes widen and face flush cause he was shirtless...which I've seen before but I guess it always takes me off guard.

Kevin looked at me and chuckled which made my face flush and roll my eyes "see somethin you like love?" He asked, I scoffed and shook my head as I handed him his coffee "Okay Mr. Big Ego I'm not boostin it for ya" I said, he chuckled "fair enough" He said and sipped his coffee which made me smile and roll my eyes as I sipped my coffee.

I looked outside seein it was still rainin which made me sigh "Well it's still icky outside what do you wanna do?" I asked, Kevin thought for a moment "Well we could play videogames together and play with the lads. I have some videos to upload tho but I can always do that later" he said,

I smiled softly "actually. Why don't you do that while I sit on the windowsill and read" I suggested, Kevin smiled softly "Are ya sure?" he asked, I smiled and nodded "yea. I wanna get some reading done and since you won't let me play in the rain at least what I can do is read while watchin it" I said,

Kevin chuckled "alrighty then" he said I smiled and nodded which made him smile and kiss my head "I'll be in my office if ya need anything" He said, I smiled and nodded as he headed out to get videos done...it also gives me time to think about things between me and Kevin what to do about it...

I sighed as I grabbed a book from Kevin's bookshelf and sat on his windowsill. I looked outside seeing the gloominess and darkness that is of Ireland. I smiled softly and opened up the book and began to read...it was hard tho cause I couldn't stop thinkin about Kevin...and I thought about him in a naughty way...oh lord...what am I doin? What am I thinkin? Why am I thinkin like this?

I groaned and shook my head and tried to focus my attention on the book...but I couldn't... needed to tell someone...I bit my lip and sighed as I grabbed my phone and dialed Brian's number...maybe he'll know what ta do...this is so embarrassin...ugh...but it's either him or my brother and that's twice the awkwardness...

I sighed and bounced my leg anxiously as the line rang "hello?" he asked, "Brian, hi" I said, he chuckled "Celia hey. What's up?" He asked, I bit my lip a bit "I-I didn't know who else to call and tellin this to my brother will be even more awkward so I thought I'd call ya" I stated, Brian chuckled "Alright well thanks for makin me feel special to your lady problems" He said,

I chuckled "What can I help ya with then?" He asked, I sighed "I-I've been thinkin about me and Kevin lately and it's like we've been more intimate lately b-but this morning it-it was like I wanted more ya know? A-and now I can't stop thinkin about him...what do I do?" I asked,

Brian chuckled "Awee is sisterseptic a wittle turned on by her boyfriend" He teased, I chuckled and blushed with embarrassment "Stopp it. Just tell me what to do" I said, Brian chuckle "I say go for it" He said, I titled my head a bit "Like how?" I asked, (I find it funny that I can hear all of this in Brian's voice...it's great lol...the great perks of creativity)

Brian sighed "next time y'all makeout just tell him how badly you want him and then things will go from there" He said, I bit my lip a bit as my heart raced a little anxiously "I'm scared Brian" I said, he sighed "You'll be fine Celia. I promise. You two have so much love for one another that it's actually so sickening to watch and witness...but life is all about takin risks and it'll be really good for ya. I promise and Kevin is a really sweet lad and will do anything ta make you feel comfortable, he won't push you into doin something ya don't want ta but I promise you'll be just fine" he said,

I bit my lip a bit and smiled "alright. Thanks Bri" I said, he chuckled "of course now go fuck your boyfriend" He teased, I groaned which made him laugh as I smiled and hung up. I saved a place in my book and just looked outside in the rain. I chewed on my fingernails a bit and thought of what Brian said...I mean life's about takin risks so...feck it...I'mma do it...here goes nothing...

(ALMOST FINISHED WITH THIS STORY I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY!!! Sorry if the chapters get shorter but hope you all enjoyed!)

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