My Mind
Withdraw to my mind.
So many thoughts, feelings,
Ranging from happy to horrible.
It's confusing and mixed up.
My mind races through thoughts.
I can't control it, I want to get out.
I feel like I'm spinning around,
Drowning in my feelings.
My throat closes up,
It's hard to breath.
My heart beats faster.
I want to slow down,
I want to stop, come back to the surface,
Into reality.
And suddenly, when I feel beyond all hope,
As if I will never come back,
I am pulled back into the world,
And only I know what happened.
