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Somewhere I am losing myself.
I want to just escape myself,
Somewhere into this darkness,
Out of this real world.
I am tired of being so formal,
And I'm tired of pretending everything.
As I sit back and analyse,
I see I just feel like running away.
From all the voids and sorrows,
From reality in itself
To somewhere I don't even recognise myself.
The truth falling down on me,
I don't know where else to go now.
I wish there was a way out,
But there's none left now.
Darkness surrounds me
And conquers my soul
Emptying me of any life,
That was ever left in me.
I wish I could go back,
And change things like they never existed.
But it cannot be undone,
The scars can't be erased,
And the mistakes cannot be buried too.
They live as a reminders of what I am,
And what I have become.
But still I have a long way to go,
And I'm sure I'll find a way out.

©️Saramitra

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