BP2: When I Was Your Man

CHAPTER 33: Protect You

A/N: SPG ulit haha. Sorry na. Puro SPG rin naman sina Harry at Natalia noong book 1 so patas lang lol. And napakahabang update jusko. Hindi ko alam bakit umabot nang ganito kahaba.

Again, revelations ahead, I need your malawak na pang-unawa for this chapter.

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DIANNE's

I WOKE up feeling sore down there. Bilib talaga ko sa stamina ni Nathan. Tinignan ko si Nathan sa tabi ko pero wala siya sa kama. Mabilis akong bumangon and I saw our clothes piled up again on the bedside table. I also saw my bathrobe hanging kaya agad kong sinuot iyon.

I went to the bathroom and same scenario welcomed me. May toothpaste na iyong toothbrush ko and may warm water na rin iyong bath tub, but there's no signs of Nathan.

I remembered what he told me kagabi kaya bigla akong kinabahan. What if iniwan na pala niya ko without bidding goodbye? What if he gave me numerous wonderful sex last night dahil iyon na pala ang huling gabi namin?

I...I can't.

Agad kong kinuha ang phone ko at tinawagan siya pero out of reach.

No, no, no please.

I also texted him kung nasaan siya pero hindi niya ko nirereplyan.

Then the door opened and I saw Nathan na may dalang pagkain. "Dianne," he greeted me with a smile.

He went to the table and settled the food. "Sorry I woke up late, we might get late in work kung magluluto pa ko, so I just ordered—" Natigilan siya nang yakapin ko siya.

"Are you alright?" tanong niya.

"I thought iniwan mo na ko."

He caressed my hair. "What are you saying? Sige na, maligo ka na, baka lumamig 'yong tubig mo." His lips reached for my ear and whispered, "You need warm water. I know you're feeling sore."

Bahagya akong natawa. "I'm not," I said before kissing him hard.

He immediately let go from the kiss. "Hey, hey, we're gonna be late."

"Five minutes please? Let's just make it quick."

"But—"

"No more buts, Nathan. Please?"

"Okay, come here." He gently pulled me into the kitchen counter and kissed me. "I love you."

"I love—"

Pinatalikod niya ko mula sa kanya and his hand touched my nape and slide down to my lower back which made me bend over the counter. The next thing I knew is that he lifted my robe and owned me again. He's grinding so hard as if his life depended on it.

I just want him, I need him. I need assurance that he will never leave, I have to feel him to know that he's real. Everything Nathan said to me last night kept ringing on my ear and I don't like it. Hindi ko kayang mawala siya sa'kin.

Mahigpit ang pagkakayakap niya sa'kin mula sa likod, he's also bending over and putting his full weight on me when we finished together. We were panting when he asked, "Are you alright? Are you hurt?"

"No."

"Please take a bath. You really need to get warmed. May pupuntahan tayo after our work."

Pumunta na ko sa CR at naligo. I can't explain my emotions right now, para akong kinakabahan na ewan. Alam ko kung ano ang tinutukoy niya na pupuntahan namin. Alam kong pupunta kami sa puntod ng nanay at anak niya. I should be excited because I'm really looking forward to this, but why do I have this bad feeling?