You Deserve To Be Happy.

[3] I'm A Mess

Carina

Carina was lying on her bed when someone knoked on the door.
She didn't want to get up, but decided to did it anyway.

She opened the door, still with the icecream in her hand, and saw her.

She was the last person she expected to find...

Had just stopped crying, when she saw Maya and the tears came out again even stronger than before.
Instinctively Carina grabbed the door and closed it.

She is so angry with her.

What did she want now?
Why she's here?
It wasn't enough for her cheats on me?

M-"Carina...please, open the door..."

C-"What do you want? Leave me alone!"

M-"I just want to talk...please..."

Carina looked herself in the mirror, wiping away tears and taking breath, moving the tuft of her hair from the other side, opened the door.

Into the house Maya said:
"Hey...Why didn't you pick up your phone? Dr.Bailey is worried about you...
I...I'm worried about you."

C-"This isn't your problem anymore, and.. you didn't seem worried last week."

M-"I'm sorry, I know I hurt you...I'm a mess and you don't deserve this...
I just came here to see if you're okay..."

C-"How you can see, I'm alive...but, shouldn't you be at work?"

Maya start to blush.

M-"Yes, I probably should...
I'm going now, but please, answer the phone.."

C-"I'll answer to Bailey calls, yes."

M-"O..okay..I gotta go..goodbye, Carina.."

C-"Goodbye, Maya..."

Carina close the door and put her head on it...thinking..

The problem is that despite she hurts me so much, I still love her so much.