Chapter 69

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V pov: I woke up having a head ache. Probably from the restless night. I walked downstairs to Nessa attempting to cook.
V- josh still sleeping
Nessa- gosh you scared me and yeah
I laughed a little.
V- need help
Nessa- yeah it won't cook
V- well you need the stove on
I turned the stove on as we both laughed. I taught her a bunch of new things so she could cook for josh.
Nessa- thanks v
V- I had so much fun teaching you Julie helps me all the time in the kitchen and we always have fun
Nessa- that's good can I ask a question
V- yeah of course
Nessa- why were you crying last night I woke up and went into your room and you were on the balcony crying
V- because I was thinking about everything that happened I thought about my parents my nephew Ruben everything it's hard I have 4 kids on my own because their dad had to be a cheater and the worlds biggest fuck boy
I was on verge of tears.
Nessa was hugging me.
Nessa- hey you will always have us so if you ever need time to yourself call us I know it can be stressful
V- thx Nessa
I hugged her. We finished cooking and put the food in the microwave. I heard yelling. I walked upstairs to see paisley and Preston fighting.
Paisley- give it back
Preston- no girls can't play video games
Paisley- yes they can daddy said they can
Preston- ok and daddy isn't here
I ran out of the room and out of the house and on the porch. I sat there and cried. Nessa came out.
Nessa- hey
V- hey
Nessa- what were they fighting about
V- a controller Preston wasn't playing paisley was and he said that girls can't play it's the same argument they got into when they were 1 when Payton was here
Nessa- do they know
V- only Julie
Nessa- it's ok I know being a single mom is hard
V- it's been two months and I'm already going crazy I took care of twins When they were first born by myself for 2 months and I can't even take care of 4
Nessa- v it's double the amount now and Julie is willing to help
V- I know but I don't want to put so much on her she's already got school work to worry about I don't want her worrying about her siblings or me
Nessa- she's your mini you of course she's going to worry
I smiled as Nessa hugged me.
V- thanks Nessa
We walked back inside and the kids stopped arguing. They came downstairs.
Nessa- I think we need a schedule for these kids it'll help
V- ok
Nessa- ok so...
We made a schedule and wrote it on paper. Julie can read so she can help me. The kids would be asleep by 9. Giving me an hour to myself. They wake up at 7 every day to get used to getting up for school. Benny already does that and so does Julie. We hung it up on the wall so I could see it.
Julie- a schedule yayy
I smiled at her. Nessa and I explained to all of the kids the new schedule. They nodded there heads and went to go play. We took breakfast out and josh woke up. We all ate.
Josh- good morning I see v made breakfast
V- actually Nessa made it I just helped a little
Josh- it's so good did v teach you
Nessa- she taught me a lot of things so now I can cook
Josh- ooh me next
Julie- yay now we can play chef at the play house
Paisley- mommy where is daddy
V- I don't know
Preston- it's been a while since we seen him
V- yeah I know but it's for the better
Benny- dada not want to see us anymore
V- I don't know baby
I picked up all the kids plates since they were done eating I washed then and put them away. Julie helped me clean up the kitchen while Nessa and josh were talking. I heard a knock on the door and josh opened it.
Josh pov: I opened the door and Payton was standing there.
Josh- what do you want for being gone for so long
Payton- look I know I messed up but I want to see my kids
Josh- you hurt v bad she has been crying herself to sleep for two months Payton two months that's like 60 days and the slightest thing will upset her
Payton- what do you want me to do I've apologized
Josh- leave her alone and stay out of her life
Payton- I want to see my kids
Josh- then text v about that she has full custody since you can't not be a player
Payton- yeah I know I messed up but we got into an argument when I left
Josh- ok did y'all breakup then
Payton- no
Josh- so it's still cheating you hurt her physically and mentally she's so hurt now
Payton- I know I don't know what else to do
Josh- like I said stay out of her life
I closed the door.
V- who was it
Josh- payton
V dropped the plate. It broke. She froze. Then she frantically started picking up the glass. She swept the floor and finished what she was doing.
V- what did he want
All the kids left.
Josh- he wanted to see them
V- what did you tell him
Josh- that he had to talk to you
V- I can't trust him with them
Josh- I know
V- but I don't want to be with him in the same room or anything
Josh- I know I told him to stay out of your life
V- I'll probably get a text tonight I guess I could rely on Julie to tell me what goes on but I don't trust him I still have a bruise from when he hit me
She lifted her shirt to reveal a big bruise on her stomach.
Josh- that bitch
I left to go find him. I finally found him. He was in a house. With no one meaning he lived alone. Good. That bitch deserves to be alone.  The door was opened.
Josh- you know your still the abusive bitch you once were
He came up to me and punched me. We started fighting. I saw a car pull up. It was Cody and Jaden. They attempted to break up the fight but they couldn't. We continued fighting until Cody got us apart. Jaden was holding me while Cody was telling Payton to chill. He ran upstairs and slammed his door.
I sunk down to the ground. I started crying. Jaden picked me up and hugged me.
Cody- what happened
Josh- I'll show you let's go to v house
I got into there car and we drove to v house. We arrived and walked in. V looked at me and shook her head.
Josh- show them
V- josh I don't want any more fights
Cody- we won't we believe he did enough damage
V lifted up her shirt to reveal the bruise. It was purple. Half of her stomach was purple. She had tears in her eyes. Jaden went over and hugged her. Cody and I did the same.
We backed away and sat down on the couch while Nessa was with the kids.
Josh- he wants to see the kids but she doesn't trust him
Cody- I don't blame him look at what he did to her she's probably terrified
Josh- she was washing a plate and the mention of him she dropped the plate and froze
V was nodding and listening.
Jaden- he's going to get beat
Jaden left and Cody and I chased after him. We walked into his room to see him crying and shaking.
Jaden walked over to him.
Payton- if your going to hit me go ahead
Jaden- I'm not going to now
Payton- this is what it must've felt like when we did this to her
Jaden- yeah and you almost killed her
Payton- I know I know I fucked up I hit her again and I know she has a bruise I know she's scared I know she doesn't trust me
Payton was still crying and shaking.
Cody- try talking to her you may not be able to get back together but at least y'all could be civil so you can see the kids
Payton- I'm going to and Jaden go ahead beat the shit out of me I deserve it
Jaden was clenching his fists. I shook my head no. He calmed down.
Jaden- your beaten enough
Then he walked out of the room. We all left and Payton promised to talk to v. We left and went back. I got back and v was changing Benny. She was working on potty training him and I think they are getting close. The kids were playing outside.
Cody- he said he was going to talk to you
V- ok
She sighs.
Nessa- I don't think she wants to talk to him
Josh- he wants to see the kids
V- I can't trust him I don't know if he would hurt them like he does to me
She had tears streaming from her face.
She left the room and walked up the stairs.
Nessa- told you she isn't ready to talk to him
Josh- we went to his new house we walked in his room he was shaking and crying he really wants see the kids
Nessa- he hit her he abuses v she can't trust him
Josh- I know but they need to talk everything out so he can see the kids
Cody- he's right ness
Nessa- I know she's crying herself to sleep I walked in her room last night and she was it hurts her
Jaden- they need to talk things out and figure something out he wants to see the kids
V pov:
I was upstairs on my balcony. I wanted to just jump off. I wanted to so bad. But I didn't. I have a family to take care of. I kept crying. I climbed off the the railing and sunk down to the ground.
Julie- mommy
Julie came and sat down besides me.
Julie- he hurt you bad didn't he
V- yeah baby he did he hurt me just like Justin did
Julie- I'm sorry mommy
V- it's ok baby
She hugged me. We sat together. I heard the doorbell ring. I could imagine it was my cousin. I heard her voice and It was her. They both were talking to the guys  and nessa.
I walked downstairs with Julie. Kensey ans aeriana ran up and hugged me. We all sat down while Julie ran off to play with the kids.
Kensey- I can't believe he did that
Jaden- does she know the other part
He pointed to my stomach.
Kensey- what did he do
I lifted my shirt up.
Kensey- omg
Aeriana- that's bull crap hasn't he done this before
V- yeah he has and he wants to see the kids but I can't trust him
Kensey- if he wants to see the kids have one of them go with the kids to make sure he won't hurt them and then have Julie take a teddy bear or one of the younger ones and place a camera in the teddy bear to see what he does
V- that's smart but I don't feel like talking to him
Kensey- I know I don't want to talk to my ex either but I also don't have kids with him
V- yeah I know
I was messing with the ring on my finger. I got up and threw the ring outside. It landed in the garden.
Kensey and everyone else glanced at each other.
Aeriana- you kept the ring
V- yeah I did but it's gone now
Nessa- wow did you just
V- take my engagement ring and throw in the garden yes yes I did
Josh- do fans know
V- yeah but I told them not to hate and I checked on his account to see if he has any hate and no hate
Kensey- ok even though he deserves some hate
V- no one deserves hate no matter what they did
Kensey hugged me. We continued talking until lunch time. We ordered food out. The food arrived and I paid without them knowing. I memorized their orders. We ate and the kids fell asleep. I got really tired and also fell asleep.

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