Chapter 60

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Vannessa pov: it's been a week since Paytons accident. We have been bringing the kids up to see him. Noen, Jaden, and Bryce are on a plane coming here to see payton and to help me with the kids.
V- babies uncle Jaden, uncle noen, and uncle Bryce are coming soon we have to be ready
Benny started crying signaling that he's hungry. I fed him and he would not let me put him down. He still hasn't slept through the night and I'm really tired. Paisley and Preston have been sleeping in their rooms. Jaden, Bryce, and Noen are staying with us and we have 4 extra bedrooms here so they will be fine. I heard the doorbell ring. Paisley opened the door before I could.
Paisley- Uncle Jaden
Jaden picked her up and spun her.
Jaden- hi princess
Preston- yay more people to play with us
They all came inside and sat down on the couch.
Noen- Hand me baby
I handed him Benny. Benny stopped fussing.
Bryce- how had it been since the accident
V- paisley and Preston got his memory back but he's going to be in the hospital for 5 more weeks Benny is up the majority of the night and all day
Noen- I was wondering you seem tired
V- I mean I'm not that tired
Bryce- how's Payton healing
V- slowly but at least he's healing his ribs are healing so is everything else he should be all healed by the time he gets out of the hospital and if he isn't all healed by then he's going to be in the hospital for longer
Jaden- well we can hope for the best
Paisley was sitting on jadens leg and Preston was on the other
Bryce- love that your kids are happy to see Jaden
V- I don't even think they met you
Bryce- yeah I don't think they have
V- well they know you now
Paisley- uncle brycey uncle Jaden and uncle noen
Noen- awe that's a cute name
Jaden- love that moment we get here all the kids go to us and noen just takes Benny like nothing
V- nothing new he always does this
Noen- ok what if we all take the kids to the beach while you rest
V- ok
The boys left to get the kids ready for the beach. I walked upstairs and showered. I got out of the shower and changed. Noen texted me that they are leaving and will be back in a couple hours. I replied saying ok I'll be sleeping. I soon drifted off to sleep.
In her dream:
I was running in the woods. I don't know who I was running from but I was running from someone. I made it to a place in the woods. I stopped and walked in. It was nice.
V- hello is anyone here
??- I knew you would come running back to me
V- Justin
Justin- it is me and i love you Vannessa mArie Yorker
V- no you don't you hurt me
Justin- oh baby I didn't mean to hurt you
V- well you did
I woke up covered in sweat. Did I really just have a nightmare of my ex. I started having flashbacks to junior year.
Flashback:
Justin- Vannessa Marie Yorker will you be my girlfriend
V- yes
Every since that day things were going well. Then one day he was mad. We were all hanging out at his house.he had a couple friends over. Chris and Jace.
Justin- hey baby can I talk to you
V- yeah of course
I followed him. He led me to the basement.
Justin- no one can hear us down here
V- ok what did you want to talk about
Justin- I wanted to do this
He picked me up and kissed me. He continued kissing me. Then he tried taking my shirt off but I stopped him.
V- im not ready for that Justin
He was furious when I told him that. He punched me and kicked me. Then he tied my arms to the bed and punched me in the stomach. He continued for a while then he left. I heard him lock the door. I was crying. A few hours later and he came back. He untied my arms and hugged me.
V- get off me
Justin- your mine baby girl and you always will be
He continued what he was doing before he hit me. I kept trying to get free but I couldn't. He had strong grip. He took off every last bit of clothing. That was the day i lost everything. A couple months later I realized my period was late. I found out I was pregnant. Me and Justin were still together because he would punch or hit me if I tried to break up with him. I told Justin I was pregnant and he was mad. He started punching me. He punched me in the stomach. He didn't stop.
Justin- now you aren't pregnant
I was in tears. I had always wanted a baby since that day. I was scared to tell Payton because of the past.
Justin- now we can have nights like that night everyday
V- no I'm done I can't do this anymore I'm tired of being hurt so you can hurt me all you want but I'm done we're breaking up
I remember yelling that at him. He took a knife and cut my stomach.
Justin- I know your mad that I killed our baby but we are too young
V- should've thought about that before you did what you did
Justin- I didn't want that baby
V- I wanted that Baby but you killed it
It was true. That baby was gone. It was my first miscarriage even though he killed it. I was sad and depressed after that day. Justin told everyone lies about me. How we messed around and I got pregnant. How he killed the baby. How I was a slut, whore, and a hoe. It broke me. Payton was already bullying me but that just gave him more shit to add.
End of flashback:
I woke up and I was in tears. Payton was the only one that knew about Justin raping me. He didn't know I got pregnant and Justin killed the baby. I broke down in tears. I slept for 3 hours. Noen texted saying they were getting ice cream and then going to the park. I read it and didn't reply. I stopped crying and changed into something cute I guess you could say cute. I was going to see payton. I got changed in this

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