howling ˚☽˚｡⋆.

seventeen - finale.

.harin pov.

"yah! jung harin!" i could hear seungwoo but it was soft when he was yelling.

"h-han.. seung.." i couldn't speak. i saw people in green bring my body with a bed and everyone pushed me until we reached the room, where seungwoo wasn't allowed in.

"where.." i tried to ask.

"ms jung, please stay calm. heart rate?"

and before i knew it i was left all unconscious.

.seungwoo pov.

"shit! what happened?" i cursed.

"sorry, mr han? are you ms jung's boyfriend?" a nurse said.

"yes, i am. is she okay? what's going to happen?"

"i'm not sure, but i might need you to stay here for a few days, because she can wake up in three hours or three days."

"please, i'll do anything. please just protect her." i begged on my knees.

he awkwardly smiled and walked away.

"code red! code red!" more people said.

i was confused on why everyone was suddenly running everywhere.

and then it hit me.

"room 207, code red! ms jung harin."

"shit!" i grabbed on to a doctor's arm, "what's going to happen to her?"

"i'm sorry sir, i need to confirm. we're torn on whether she has cancer or leukemia."

both were bad. my heart sunk to the bottom and my knees fell.

"eomma! it's all your fucking fault! if only you didn't-"

i dropped my face down to the ground, praying to god she'll survive.

"please jung harin."

and here i felt time was stretched and i was in euphoria.

.

"i do." i said with a smile plastered on my face.

"i do."

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and then i woke up again.

but i was in a house, beside harin.

i woke up to her sweet lavender smell and the tea tree smell of her hair.

but what happened? she survived her disease? did she do it?

.flashback.

i felt a sharp pain near my groin, it was a bleeding pain.

"harin, why?"

"you played the fuck out of me."

"but, this is all too sudden."

"you hid that your mom is the teacher i hate the most."

"but that's not a reason to.."

"keep it for next time son of a bitch!"

.end of flashback.

.harin pov.

here i am, filming my apology video.

"han seungwoo, you were my first love. i'm sorry about what i've done to you. i know you can see me from up there and i hope you find another girl up there. one that can make you happy. remember the times you'd sing me your original to sleep every night when we hung in the roof of our school? it went like howl on you la-la-la-la. and now i'm here howling a howl of regret and sorrow. i'm sorry. i love you so much you can't even imagine."

i ended the video.

a tear escaped my eyes, leaving them stung with pain.

and just pain.

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so that's the end of 'howling'! i hope it makes sense to all of you but if it's confusing, i can do an explanation chapter. i'm sorry the ending was kinda sad, i tried to make it a happy ending but i was like nah.