Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd! Letters to Letters

Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd!!! Letters to Letters 25

Sorry for the late updates and such. I was getting ready for things the passed days and such. I wantto wish everyone a Happy New Year!!!

"It's a Begining of a New you and New fresh start at life." - Tushin102

~Let the Story Begin~

I went to my car with Jeremy. I really don't want to speak about the whole Clarie accident. I buckled myself in and he did the same and I turned the car on and started driving to my new home. Jeremy can clearly tell something is wrong with me yet, he don't say anything. I finally pulled up to the drive way and Jeremy said with a worried look to his face

"Are you okay?"

I gave Jeremy my fake smile and said while, un-buckling my sit belt

"I'm perfectly fine Jeremy."

He shook his head and I said with a small frown

"What's wrong should there be something I need to worry about?"

He don't say anything but, he got out of the car and walked to the house. I'm a little hurt by that...I locked up the car and went to the door that was left opened for me. I walked to the kitchen to make me something to eat nothing to big. Just something...I find left-overs in the refrigerator. I turned around to bump into Jeremy who has a frown on his face. He said something I couldn't believe

"Do you like Dexter, Gwen?"

I had to think about it really good too. Do I like Dexter? The guy who made me quit my job...the guy who made me sneak out of the house. The guy who got my dad to call me a slut and kicked out of my own home and living with my secret body guard. I sighed and said to Jeremy who still has a frown on his face

"His just a friend and nothing more....I'm a nerd and his way out of my league to like him."

Jeremy sighed and pulled me into a hug. Again...here is the same feelings a get around him. This time worst...My cheeks are little red, my heart feels like its going to pop out of my chest, and my hands are getting sweaty. I pulled away from the hug and said to him

"Is that why you were upset in the car?"

Now, I can see a little red added on to his cheeks. I couldn't help but to smirk. I completely got out of his hold and want to the microwave and loosen up the lid over the bowl. I heated it up for 2 minutes and I started getting plates, forks and sodas ready. I said to Jeremy who was in the living room watching t.v.

"Hey, Jeremy. you want some Dinner right?"

He gave me a smirk and said

"Duh and were watching t.v right?"

I said with my tongue out

"Nope, just me and the stars."

I walked back in the kitchen to get our plates ready. I grabbed the sodas and the forks are in my mouth. I gave him his plate and started walking upstairs with mine and until, Jeremy decided it's a get idea to watch the stars. So, we went to my room that's full with bags and I put my plate on my desk and opened the window. Jeremy without first then he helped me on the roof with him. I smiled when, I seen the stars in the night sky and the moon is the brightest of them all. Jeremy lead me to the spot where we sat the first time out here. I started eating and looking at the stars.

Me and Jeremy was talking about random things until, our plates is completely cleaned. Jeremy said while getting up and grabbed our mess

"I'll be back..need anything, Gwen?"

I shrugged my shoulders and said

"My coat would do."

He nodded his head and climbed back in the house. I just looked at the stars while, pulling my knees closer to my chest trying to get warm again. I was thinking to myself...do I like Dexter? It's like a yes, no, maybe so thing. Then, I was thinking why was Jeremy upset if I said I did like Dexter more than a friend? Does that mean that Jeremy his feelings for me? I groaned and laid down and glaring at the stars. Why the hell am I opening up more to them? The old me would never open up to them at all like I am now. Even the thought I had one friend. Never pretty much had a boyfriend. Okay, let's just say my teenage life in high school was screwed over.