Play By The Script • Jinyoung {GOT7} x Reader

• 38 ~ Breaks •

"Starting a family with you" he smiles widely grabbing onto my hands and my mouth slowly drops, I softly pull my hands from his hold.

"Jinyoung, you're crazy" I tug onto my shirt avoiding his eyes filling with tears, "I'm only 20, I've had a huge breakout in my career and the last thing I need right now is a baby holding me back"

He scoffs walking to the edge of the rooftop, looking out to see the busy cars. "It won't hold you back" I move towards him and wrap my arms around his torso, I lean my head on his back closing my eyes.

"Jinyoung," he turns around and I see tears rolling down his cheek "Why the rush?" I ask him wiping his tears. "I want to give our family the love I never had growing up" he quickly interlocks his hand into mine and brings it close to his chest, "I don't want to lose you"

"You're not going to lose me" my thumbs gently massages his thumbs, "I will" he pulls my hand closer to his mouth and kisses them. "When Jeongyeon debuted she started becoming different, she was ignoring me and started becoming distant" he eventually lifts his eyes to look at me.

"You think I'm going to leave you once I become big?" I question him and I start to feel a little bit offended, "The fact that you think I'm like Jeongyeon offends me" I yank my hand out of his hold and walk towards the door.

"Petunia, that's not what I meant" he chases behind me and grabs my forearm, I push him with all my strength, "Stop being stupid and just listen to me" I stop in my tracks and my hands roll into a fist. "Stupid?" I turn and walk slowly towards him, my left hand slaps his face.

"How dare you call me stupid? Says the one who wants to get married early because he's scared of his girlfriend becoming successful" I bite onto my bottom holding my tears, "You know your brother called me stupid? All the fucking time, to remind me I'm worthless and no one in this world loves or wants me"

Jinyoung stands in silence and clenches his jaw as the pain burns his face, "You were the only guy hasn't called me stupid" my voice cracks, "Until now, of course"

"Last year, was the worst year of my life" tears start to roll down my cheek, "I married the most toxic man I know, lost my child and my family's trust in me"

"I came to Korea to make a change in my life, to prove that I can make a change" I sniffle and wipe my runny nose with the back of my hand while Jinyoung stands there with no emotions on his face. "I'm sorry but maybe we need a break, we've rushed into this" Jinyoung tries to speak but I quickly stop him.

"No, don't. We've known each other for less than 4 months and are already thinking of a family" my phone rings but I let it ring until it stops, "I truly care about you but I need to be selfish this year"

I pull out my phone to see messages from my manager, "I need to go, I'm back on my schedule" I leave Jinyoung by himself on the rooftop, I run into the elevator and burst out crying. I press floor 3 and the door closes.

Jinyoung

I stand in silence staring at the door, we need a break.

"Fuck" I mutter under my breath and my phone vibrates in my pockets and the contact name flashes bright, 'Mom'.

I answer, "When are you coming home? Your brother is already here." She says quietly, "Mom, why are you whispering?" I say walking to the staircase, "They're talking about you and I don't want them to know I'm talking to you"

I smile a little and start walking downstairs, "I'll be there in 20 minutes"

I leave JYP Entertainment to be hoarded by paparazzi and fans asking questions: "How long have you guys been dating?" "Any future plans with her?" "How does the rest of the group feel about?" and other questions.