Play By The Script • Jinyoung {GOT7} x Reader

• 19 ~ Honesty •

We lean on the bed frame while he still holds me tight, "I was 17 when I met him" I smile a little creating imaginary shapes in the palm of his hands.

"He loved acting like me" I let out a sigh, "Everyone said he was an amazing guy and I didn't full for it. So I moved on and applied for university"

"I get accepted into my dream university to study drama and that's when we develop our friendship" I bit the bottom of my lip while he leans his head on the top of my head.

"I'm listening baby girl" he whispers and I slightly nod my head.

"We started as close friends and then more than that. We started dating and it was the best feeling in the world, he was also my first" I whisper regretting everything.

Jinyoung squeezes my hand, "13 months later a month after my birthday I found out I was pregnant" my voice starts to crack.

"I couldn't tell my parents not even Mark, so I left home without them knowing where I was" a tear rolls down my cheek.

"I stayed in his apartment and people slowly stared to find out. 2 weeks later and he proposed to me" I say and the entire room is quiet. I couldn't hear Jinyoung heart beating or his soft breathing through his nose.

"But then he started acting differently, he went out more and we had more arguments. Which caused me to have stress" I frown thinking about the past.

"Then one night I came home to him sleeping with one of my friends and I left" I pause. "I tried to leave but I didn't"

"I stayed him with for another week to find him cheat again and I also had a miscarriage" I play with the fluff sniffling.

"I packed my bags and left" I wipe my tears. "September the 4th it was raining. Heavy. I walked in the rain and he found and tried to kidnap me"

"Luckily I fought him off and went back home and told my parents everything, Mark took it the worst. He actually told my parents to send me to Korea in case my ex boyfriend will find me again" I smile looking at him.

"I'm happy here" I whisper and he smiles back at me. "Me too" he mutters rubbing his thumb on my bottom lip. I playfully try to bite it and he swats his hand away chuckling softly.

"I haven't had sex after that day" I frown trying to look for my shirt. He grabs my hand and places it on his chest, "We don't need to have sex, hell I think you're sexy with my clothes on. It drives me crazy"

I giggle and punch his chest, "Wait, are you confessing even though you barely know me?" My right eyebrow lifts.

"We're clearly not strangers, I know you pretty well after the 6 months of you being here" Jinyoung grins, "I just hated it when you smiled with other men and then you argued with me"

"Maybe you should stop being a dick" I stick out my tongue hopping off the bed to grab his shirt.

"What's the time?" I turn to him and he grabs his phone out of his pocket. "12:23" he places it on the nightstand and I then climb into the bed.

We both snuggle into the duvet, I wrap my arms around his waist. "Where's Mark?" I look up asking him.

"He had another interview and photo shoot but he'll be home soon" Jinyoung says kissing the top of my head. "The premiere is tomorrow, you ready for your debut?"

I let out a strong breath, "Not really, just nervous"  I hold his hand and stare at his knuckles. My eyes start to feel heavy but I awaken myself by pinching my thigh.

He sees my discomfort and rubs my thigh, "Don't hurt yourself if you're tired, I'll leave if you want to sleep by yourself" he kisses my cheek and starts to leave the bed but I don't let go of his hand.