'Do you love me?'
'All my life I've felt lost until I met Y/N'
Jinyoung comes into your life but so does your new career you're making.
{CONTAINS SOME MATURE CONTENT}
start: 26/10/18
end: ~
The cameras start flashing and journalists start screaming. The boys walk inside the set and journalists and photographers swarm the doors until the security guards come out.
I take a deep breath and wear my sunglasses, I walk out of the parking lot and keep my straightforward.
Photographers start taking pictures and journalists start asking questions about the rumours, I walk into the set and yank the sunglasses off the bridge of my nose and tuck it in my back pocket.
I walk to my dressing room to see my worst nightmare mingling with my stylists. I cough, "I'm pretty sure you guys are here to work and not laugh" I say to my stylists sitting down on my chair ignoring his existence.
"Hello to you to" he says sneaking behind me, my teeth tug onto my bottom lip and I then shut my lips tightly into a straight line.
"You can't ignore, I'm in the show for the next 3 episodes" he says touching my shoulder. "Don't fucking touch me" I mumble and he smirks into the mirror looking directly into my eyes, "See you around sunshine"
He leaves my dressing room and I finally allow myself to breathe. The stylist start gossiping behind me and I suddenly feel small.
"I don't need to report you ladies to your supervisor, do I?" A female voice echoes through the room from the door. I turn my head to see Suzy crossing her arms.
The stylists bow to her, she walks in and her heels click on the floor as she approaches the stylists.
"I'm pretty sure you're not being paid to gossip about one the main leads in this drama that will become big, am I right?" She crosses her arms looking at both of them.
I keep my head down trying to hold my tears listening to Suzy's scolding, "You will finish her hair and make up and leave this room. I don't want to see you at all, if I see you. You might as well pack up your equipment and leave" she says which leaves the whole room silent.
The stylists rush to my chair and start applying my hair and make up, they finish their work and quickly leave the room.
I bit my bottom lip trying to hold my tears while Suzy stands up from the sofa walking towards the sofa. "You didn't need to do that" I say trying to hold my tears.
"If you need a friend you can always talk to me" she says squeezing my shoulder and leaves the room.
I look at myself in the mirror trying to hold my back my tears, "I'm stronger than them" I motivate myself eventually standing up from my chair and seeing the outfit on the sofa.
I change into a white shirt, denim shorts and white high tops converses. I walk out of the dressing room shaking off all of my nerves and see everyone is standing near reception.
I see my manager signalling me over so I run over to her, "What's up?" I ask her, she pulls a jacket over my arms. "We're recording outside today" she says smiling at me.
"What? Why?" I look around the crowd of staff for Jinyoung and my manager replies back to me, "Someone wanted it to feel real and authentic"
"I know exactly who it is" I huff out a breathe and the writer of the show stands on the chair and catches everyone's attention.
"We're going to do the bar scene, park scene and the raining scene today. We will take individual vans to each sets, any inquires you can talk to me through my assistant" she says clasping her hands together on the last word.
She jumps off the chair and people start to walk, "What about my clothes?" I ask turning to my manager, "I'll go get them, wait for me in the van" she says I nod my head.
I walk outside by myself and the cameras start flashing more, I keep my head down walking to the van. I open the van door and sit on my seat behind the drivers seat.
I close the door sighing pulling out my phone, "Why did you sigh?" Jinyoung says coming out hiding from the back seat.
I jump at his voice holding onto my chest, "For fuck sakes Jinyoung" I control my breathing and he climbs out and sits at the seat beside me.
He grabs my hand and his thumb circles my knuckles, he lifts up my hand and kisses it softly looking deeply into my eyes, "What's wrong? I left you for 30 minutes and you're already sad"
I stare at my knuckles and fake a little smile, "Nothing" I look up to see his eyebrows furrowed and his face moving closer.
"Stop lying" he caresses my cheek and I snuggle into his hand, "Your hands are really soft" I try to divert the situation and Jinyoung let's out a little groan.
He moves his finger to my mouth before I can speak and I playfully bite it, "You're trying to eat me now?" He chuckles kissing my cheek.
"You should be in your van" I start touching the finger I bit and he watches in awe. "I know but I wanted to be with you"
"Go before anyone sees us" I kiss his fingers playfully and he wiggles them. He nods his head and opens the van door and quickly runs to his van.
My manager jumps into the van and hands me my belonging, she closes the door and turns to me. "Ok you'll film the bar scene first and when it's midnight it should rain so you can record the break up scene"
I nod my head and she starts the engine of the car and drives to the bar.
We arrive at the bar to already see fans of Jinyoung behind a barrier cheering his name. I see Jinyoung jumping out of his van and walking to his fans.
"Jinyoung is pretty famous" I mumble and my manager laughs, "I guess so" she stops the van behind his van and turns to me, "I will be with Jinyoung's manager if you need me" I nod my head and open the van door to hear cheers from men.
"Woah" I whisper to myself and wave, I pull my jacket over my shoulders tighter, I walk over the crowd of men shouting my name, I start signing and take pictures.
"Guys please eat a lot and dress warm" I shout and they respond with a yes. I walk into the bar to see the extras and the staff ready.
My manager takes my jacket and I walk over to Sebastian, "Hey, is it true?" He asks whispering and I reply with a hum, "You dating Jinyoung" I look at him seeing his face waiting for an answer.
"I'm not" I smile biting my tongue, "That's great because I wanted to ask you out for dinner" he grins and my eyebrows lift up with shock.
"What?" I question him and he chuckles slightly trying to hold my hand, "I want to know you more" I slowly remove my hand, "We're better of as friends, I also don't want to create another scandal"'
I smile at him scratching my neck and he nods his head, "Can I get your number at least?" He pulls out his phone and before I can take his phone a long skinny hands taken them.
Hi guys, I went on an hiatus because I ended a 3 year relationship with someone who I really cared about and actually inspired to keep on writing that I lost interest in writing and shut everything out in my life. But I'm back, I will try and post frequently.
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