Play By The Script • Jinyoung {GOT7} x Reader

• 31 ~ Husband and Wife •

My hands begin to tremble as I stare at the message, he found my phone number, my heart begins to beat harder and I drop my phone clutching onto my chest.

The vibrations of my phone go off once more and I stare at it with distraught wishing it wasn't the same person.

My lungs capacity starts to feel tighter and my panic attack starts to appear as my eyes begin to water. "Jinyoung" I try to scream but only comes out a soft whimper.

I try control my own breathing but only failing, Jinyoung walks in with the golden packet with his hand smiling. "It wasn't in the drawer so I had to look-" Jinyoung looks up to see me eyes red and watering struggling to breath.

He drops the condom running to my side trying to hold my hands, he places his forehead onto mine soothing my back. "I need you to breathe" he says softly as he does one of my breathing techniques.

I eventually calm down hugging my face into his chest. He softly shushes me down has he rocks my body, "If you're not ready, you don't need push yourself" he says softly.

I shake my head wiping my tears, "I want to, but-" I try to explain myself but only realise I can't say his brothers name. "I didn't take my medications today" I lie through my teeth hoping he will understand the lie.

He nods his head standing up putting his hand out, i shake my head childishly sticking my arms out. He laughs softly easily picking me up with his arms hooking under my butt.

I wrap my arms around his neck giving him a quick peck, he smiles at my affection giving back my kiss. He opens the door walking towards the kitchen placing me onto the counter.

He pulls out the basket on top of the fridge exposing all of my current and old
medications. I frown at them feeling embarrassed as he places the basket near my thigh.

He pulls out medications with the weekdays labelled on then smiling handing them to me and then realising the frown on my face.

I grab the medications opening the tab, "It's already embarrassing taking medications in front of you, I already look weak as it is" I mutter grabbing the water bottle beside me.

I swallow my medications and Jinyoung places the basket back. He pushes my knees outwards to allow his body rest in between them. "Listen to me, I find it brave that you're open with me about your mental health." He slowly interlocks his fingers into mine.

"I'll never judge you, I'll always support you and your choices because I'm falling for you hard" his voice echoes through the kitchen. "I need you to stay happy for me" he pushes my hair back and his hands slithers onto my neck.

"Ok" I say softly looking into his eyes as they glisten in the afternoon sun. "I guess we can't have sex now" I mumble which causes Jinyoung to burst out laughing.

"No we can't" he says laughing and then kissing my forehead, "But we can go shopping" I try to bite my cheeks to stop myself from smiling.

"Is this going be like some date?" I try resisting my grin, "Do you want it to be a date?" His thumb circles my knuckles and I can feel his eyes stare right through my soul.

I scoff at his question rolling my eyes, "Maybe" I say at a whisper level and Jinyoung smiles at my comment cupping my cheeks kissing my nose.

"You have 40 minutes, I'll be waiting right here for you" Jinyoung says lifting me down, I nod my head walking to the bathroom to feel him slap my ass softly.

"Very unnecessary sir" I look at him and he jokingly winks at me as I enter the bathroom locking the door.

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