'Do you love me?'
'All my life I've felt lost until I met Y/N'
Jinyoung comes into your life but so does your new career you're making.
{CONTAINS SOME MATURE CONTENT}
start: 26/10/18
end: ~
"Are you ok?" Bogum says, I could see the sweat running down his forehead as if he ran a marathon.
"You need to leave" I demand closing the door in front of his face but he stops it with his foot. "Are you ok?" His voice lowers and yanks the door open causing me to fall.
I fall on my ankle causing me to yelp in pain, I grasp onto my ankle moving backwards to the wall as moves towards me.
"I ran just to be here for you" he crouches down grabbing my chin aggressively to his face, "Don't you see how much I love you?" He growls then throwing my face the other direction causing my head to hit the feet of the chair.
I grasp my forehead in pain and then look at my hand to see blood, Bogum tuts walking the opposite way to get a glass of water.
"Look at what you made me do" he pours the water as I slide over to my bed with one arm and grabbing the connected remote pressing the big red button which notifies the nurses and security.
Bogum throws the glass towards me and he stares dead into my eyes, he slowly walks towards me as my biggest nightmare comes closer.
I scream at the top of my lungs.
...
My body yanks forward trying to catch some air as sweat rolls down my body, I feel warm hands cupping my cheek.
"What's wrong?" He says checking my body, "J-Jinyoung?" I stutter question the bed headed man beside me.
"Did you have a nightmare?" He wipes the sweat off my forehead, "Do I need to call a doctor?" He says panicking looking around the room for some button.
I softly hold onto his hand and he stops his rushing and looks up to me, "I'm fine" I smile at him as he kisses my forehead. I rub my eyes looking around as my brain slowly digests what happened earlier.
"How did I get here?" I ask him and he sits on the bed wiping my sweat soaked baby hair out of my face. "Mark went to get your phone and we talked for some time and you wanted to a drink. So I went to get you a drink but by the time I got to you, you were already sleeping on the table" he says chuckling a little.
"The doctors said you haven't been sleeeping well" his forehead touches mine as he exhales sharply. His mouth tries to move forward towards mine and eventually presses against mine.
He grasps onto my cheek pulling myself into the kiss, my body feels connected to his as I move forward. "I want you so badly but we can't. Not right now" he whispers and moves backwards.
"I can't force you" he looks down onto my hands and holds onto them before looking up, "I'll wait until you're ready" he pulls my hands and softly kisses my knuckles.
"Mark is coming soon to pick you up so you can go home and rest" he stares into my eyes one more time before kissing my cheek.
"What about Mark's birthday?" My thumbs start to twiddle as I begin to feel guilty. "We're supposed to fly out to Disneyland tomorrow and he'll be too worried to take me" I bite onto my bottom lip trying to hold onto my tears. "I ruined everything" my chest begins to puff up and one tear drop rolls down.
Jinyoungs eyes opens wide as he sees my face change, he quickly wipes my tears holding me into his chest chuckling softly.
"Why are you crying?" he softly pats my head. "I've been a terrible sister to him" I sniffle looking up at him as he cups my cheeks and his thumbs massages the puffiness of my eyes.
"I ran away from home ignoring him for more than a year and he still have forgave me" I stare at his chest.
"I'm selfish" I look up at Jinyoung to see his eyes softens at my sight, "He suffered a lot because of me"
Jinyoung pulls me into a hug and I hold onto him tight grasping onto his shirt sobbing.
He lets me cry out my feelings for a few minutes as he pats my back humming softly.
~Apartment~
Jinyoung parks the car but I stare at my shorts refusing to look up, I hear a soft sigh from my right.
"We're here" he softly says and I lift my head turning to his direction. Jinyoung places a black cap on my head and places the black face mask over my mouth and nose.
Jinyoung leaves the car first and runs to the other side to open my door, I climb out of the car and his oversized black hoodie falls over my shorts.
I pull the sleeves up watching him lock the car, he slowly grabs my hand squeezing it softly.
"Everything will be fine" he pulls me towards the entrance of the elevator, we wait for the elevator to come down and I stare at him.
Jinyoung looks down at his phone then senses my pupils watching his every move, he chuckles looking up. "What?"
He turns to my direction to cup my cheeks and my eyebrows furrows at his affection towards me.
"I keep on thinking about how mean you were towards me the first day we met and now you've changed" I say and his emotions slightly change but keeps his smile.
Then there's a silence which is interrupted by a ding from the elevator, Jinyoung enters first and I follow behind. He presses the buttons and starts to stare at his shoes.
He's doing it again.
"S-sorry if I-" I slightly stutter as the silence creeps in, I look up to see he's looking at me. He pushes me against the elevator wall with his face a few centimetres from mine.
He hesitates to kiss me but the elevator dings and he exits quickly, the frustration rises up in my head and I quickly chase after him stopping.
"Why are you like this?" I shout and he stops his movement, "One minute you're caring and then one minute you're cold" I stomp towards him using my finger to push him back.
"I am tired of you giving me mixed signals" I shout at him, "Do you even like me?" I push him one more time.
I walk past him towards the door, "Y/N!" He shouts my name, I could hear his footsteps getting closer and closer until I can feel his warmth behind me.
I turn to him and he grabs my face, he smacks his lips onto mine. My mind is telling me to push him away but my heart says the total opposite.
I eventually push him away and I stare at his swollen lips then his eyes, "I think I l-" before he could say his confession the door unlocks and his face drops to see the familiar face he wished he didn't see.
Welp, I've been gone for a month and a week 🥴 I'm sorry!! 💛 My mental health have just been a mess and college wasn't really helping that I basically neglected my phone. I can promise you guys will get at least 1 chapter in 2 weeks just because finals are coming up and Wattpad isn't really my priority right now. I will also get into the habit of typing long chapters.
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