Dangerously in Love | | Mattia Polibio

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I walked to the kitchen counter leaning I on it and opened the letter.

Dear y/n,
I know when you read this letter your going to be mad at me but I want you to know that I did love you. And that gives no excuse for why I left you. But I wasn't happy with your mother. I know we had divorced once she moved in with your grandma and I would get you in the weekends but I was so stressed out about everything and I couldn't take care of you. You were probably confused as to why I left you. You were only five years old when I left so you had no idea what was happening. You probably hate me now but I'm sorry I left you. I never meant to be gone for so long. I just wanted some time for myself. But that time turned into years. If you don't know already I have a couple step kids and 3 of my own. The youngest is a little girl. Her name is Sophie. I do love you y/n. I  hope you write back and can forgive me for my mistakes.
Sincerely dad

Ughh it's my "dad" after all this time he finally wants to talk to me. I already knew he had stepkids and kids of his own. Im his first born child and I "was" his only daughter. After 10 years he wants to talk to his oldest kid? Oh what happened? did his other family didn't want him. I never called him him "dad" I always called him by his names. "Miguel". Piece of shit of a father

Alyssa-hey, what's that?
Y-Miguel send me a letter
Jaz-wait like your dad Miguel?
Y-yupe
Mark-what did he say?
Y-he's sorry and that he hopes I forgive him for his mistakes and that I should write him back
Diego-bullshit "mistakes" he left you for 10 years! And he wants you to forgive him. He finally realized his mistakes after 10 fucking years?!
Y-that's what I said
Kairi-so what are you gonna do?
Y-nothing. I stopped caring about him after I realized he didn't want me
I crumbled up the paper and threw it in the trash can.
Y-alright let's go to Tony's house
Mattia-who's tony and why are we going to his house?
Alyssa-Tony grows weed and we sell it
Y-I sell it
Jaz-he gives us free weed while we make sure his family is safe since he lives in this neighborhood and everyone tries to take his weed
Y-and I need some cause I gotta sell to the couch and people around
Ale-wait the couch?!
Y-yupe. He gives me weed and he passes me in P.E.
Diego-and this is why she's a badass
Kairi-oh other the her ripping people apart? Got it
We chuckled and got in the car and drove to Ton's house which was a few blocks down

Once we got there we got out the car and went to the back where he usually is at.

Tony-oh shit your here! I got the bags done in the basement. Should be around 3 trash bags full of it

The gang went to the basement to get the bags.

Tony-so how was hell?
Y-surprisingly not bad.
I said sarcastically and he just chuckled. Tony is about a year or two older than us. And everyone in this neighborhood hates him. And I mean hates him! Mainly because he doesn't give out his weed for free. And that he wants to fight with literally anyone that talks about him which again is our neighborhood. And he never wins the fights.

Kairi-I think imma pass out. That was a lot of weed
Alyssa-I got him
She grabbed Kairi and put him over her shoulder
Ale-that's sad kai. That's really sad

They put the bags in the trunk of the car and we said bye to Tony and drove back to my house and out the bags of weed on the kitchen counter and started putting them in separate bags

Y-alright that's it. Here you go
I said throwing a bag each to everyone
Kairi-oh I don't smoke weed
Ale-neither do we
Diego-wait Mattia I thought you smoked?
Mattia-no, I tired once but I almost chocked
We all laughed
Jaz-y'all wanna try?
They all nodded and Alyssa and Jaz rolled blunts and we lit one up
Y-alright just suck and hold it in. Like inhale it like your inhaling helium and let it out slowly like it
I showed them and thy tried it. At first they coughed and then they got the hang of it.
After that we ate some food and blasted music....